monkey.

I prefer bigger, strong men because they’re more desperate when resisting. Listening to their grunts turn in whimpers while they writhe and realize that their supposed advantage is useless. They end up w such a visceral display of anguish it’s so erotic. There’s just so much more to break down and strip away from a full sized man mentally and that despair becomes so carnal. I just want to tie them to a cold metal bed and cut them open as slowly and as painfully as possible I want nothing to be spared. . ݁₊ 𖥔˚ ˖𐙚 ˚. ݁⊹ . ☘︎ ݁˖.

What kind of corpse would they look better as? Bloated, flayed, decayed, fresh. Would it turn me on to see them spasm and stiff or would I rather find them limp.

Can’t help getting physically excited when someone expresses even the slightest wince of physical pain..