My sad brain trying to cope with trauma and also adjust to new meds : play S k y r i m 👁👄👁

Ah to kiss a cute girl and actually feel something; that is what I crave

Blocking someone who isn’t harassing me is an odd concept. I hate checking up on people who aren’t checking up on me. This is for my own good not because I hate you.

I miss u

I feel dumb. I feel like an absolute idiot. I feel stupid for getting genuinely excited about something. I shouldn’t be angry with myself for allowing myself to feel and have feelings. I feel silly for the way I talked about what we were when talking to other people.

This hurt more than I thought it would.

I keep getting overwhelmed when I talk about us out loud.