🐾wonderland🐾

I’m a mess of unfinished thoughts.

You loved a man who treated you like absinthe, half poison and half god. He tried to sweeten you, to water you down. So you left.

What doesn’t kill you. Fucks you up mentally

I am just in so much pain right now.

I love you too much to let you go. I want you back. Why did you leave? You promised me you would stay with me but you left me alone, and now I still find myself aching for a love that will never return. You know how weak I am and how much I need you, but please don’t use this against me. I still blame myself for all of this, I still think you left because I was not enough. Why did all go wrong? Don’t you regret destroying it all? I miss how happy I was, knowing that you were there. But I know you won’t ever love me again.

I just want someone to hug me right now. Just tightly holding onto me and not saying a word. Not one single word. Just hugging.