belladonna 𓇢𓆸

the more you understand, the more you suffer.

pray

fast

( I do not identify as Muslim so correct me if I’m wrong, as you have done before. :D )

I recently went through a personal crisis (that I cannot shut up about) in which I found myself dedicating multiple days and small moments throughout my day for prayer and fasting. As I reflected on how I made it through, I want to give thanks to my family that sat with me in the dark hours and shared meals and conversations full of the love, sustenance, and healing.

I give thanks to God within me and all around me for obedience . I unlocked what safety feels like in my heart, body, mind, and soul. I refined what family looks and feels like. I found my passion for life once again.

A new feeling that can only be felt through a belief bigger than me.

Ultimately leading me back to the golden truth of life.

Allah moves through the acts of good deed.

God is not one person but the one being.