get lost.

Thoughts in my head* - Tumblr kinda looks like how it used to? Or I'm just trippin lol! - I can't believe I'm 30 still sometimes.. (it's been 8 months since) - I'm grateful I didn't end everything when I was about to in 2023. I still think about it til' this day, and wouldn't have changed that year one bit. - 30's is still a learning age in this life experience, but for all that I've experienced this far, I'm so eternally thankful. - 30 for 30 by Sza & Kenny is literally my 30's anthem. - I think if you met who I was now... you'd notice this energy shift in a positive way. This is the rawest, weirdest (in the best way possible) version of me yet and even though there are some minor things I'd like to change about myself in physical appearance - nonetheless, I love who I am now, and my opinion about myself is all that matters. - "The strongest presence is so often an absence." - But sometimes.. I wish you were there to live this triumph through. - In less than 4 months, I turn 31, and at times, I wish everything would just slow down honestly. - I've been garden free since December, and ngl I do miss floating sometimes lol! But I've been real strong about it. - Healing a lot of my inner child. - Can't wait to dive deeper into what else 2025 has for me. <3 / KJ.

it’ll get better.

i just know on my end that i loved whole heartedly and wanted to fight for this and try, and i tried, but you showed me the exact opposite. i can only put my energy towards something if it wants to reciprocate and since that is not the case, my time is done with you.

i’ve been so high on life.  there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.