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idk who needs to hear this, but your partner should be making your life better and easier than it is on your own. if your partner is making your life harder, they're constantly stressing you out, if they're not showing up for you? babe you gotta leave, life is so short and we only get one, so don't spend it with someone who makes you feel bad about your life, you deserve so much better than that
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a/n: my timid attempt at returning. thank you all for your incredibly sweet messages regarding my cat. i appreciate it so much! i've been at my parents house a few times now and it's still so weird that she isn't there. it's not my first time losing a pet, so i know things will get easier. she'll forever live in my heart.
on another note, i hope you enjoy seeing this side of trouble and jack. i haven't really explored this part of their relationship much and i'm not sure if i got everything right. if there's anything about it that i got completely wrong, please send me a message and i'll fix it! <33
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The drive home is quiet.
Jack sits in the passenger seat, his head tipped back against the headrest, one hand hooked beneath the hem of his scrub top where it bunches against his hip. His fingers worry at the fabric in slow, repetitive movements.
Anyone else would probably miss the signs. You don't.
Lena's text had come halfway through his shift. He's having a rough pain day.
Jack is good at hiding itโtoo good most daysโbut by the time you arrived, he hadn't argued about who was driving home. He hadn't reached for the driver's door. He'd simply climbed into the passenger seat with a tired, resigned exhale. That alone had told you Lena hadn't been exaggerating
When you pull into the driveway, he reaches for the handle before you can get around the car. He gets one foot onto the pavement before you see the slight wobble. You slide an arm around his waist without making a fuss, offering just enough support to steady him.
He goes still for half a second, then he leans into you. Not much, but just enough to keep himself balanced.
Together, you make your way toward the front door. The moment it swings open, his gaze lands on the wheelchair waiting in the hallway. His shoulders drop. The relief that crosses his face is so fleeting that most people would never notice it. You catch it anyway.
"Come on, honey."
He huffs out a sound that's somewhere between a grumble and a laugh. "You've been conspiring."
"I plead the fifth."
"Lena," he accuses.
You smile but don't answer.
He lowers himself into the chair with a low groan he can't quite swallow back.
You crouch in front of him, slipping off your own shoes before reaching for his. He doesn't stop you. You untie the laces, ease off his shoe, then carefully unfasten the prosthetic. He handles the last strap himself, setting the leg aside before instinctively rubbing the end of his limb with slow circles.
"Did you take your meds?"
"Mm."
"When?"
"Before I left."
You nod, satisfied, and curl your hands around the wheelchair handles.
"I can wheel myself."
"I know." You keep walking anyway.
He looks over his shoulder at you for a beat, then gives the smallest shake of his headโthe kind that says you're trouble without a single word. He still lets you push him.
The bathroom door is already open. The tub is full, steam curling lazily through the room. White bubbles drift across the surface of the water.
Jack's eyes widen just a fraction. "Sweetheart..." The word catches in his throat.
You lock the wheels before stepping around to his side. "Let's get you in. It'll help."
He nods once.
Without prompting, he peels off his scrub top and tosses it onto the hamper. His hands pause at the waistband of his trousers. He works them down himself, stubborn enough to keep that piece of his independence, and you busy yourself gathering his clothes instead of watching.
When he's finished, he settles back against the chair for a moment, rubbing the tender skin, his eyes slipping closed. Only when the worst of it passes does he brace his hands on the armrests to stand again.
When he's ready, you step close, slipping an arm around his waist while he grips the support handle bolted to the wall.
"I've got you."
He shifts his weight carefully, jaw clenched against the effort. You don't rush him. One slow movement at a time, he lowers himself into the bath. He grips the rail until the water reaches his hips, only then letting go.
The moment the warm water surrounds him, every muscle in his body seems to loosen.
A long breath escapes him. He closes his eyes for a second before looking back up at you. "Thank you."
You brush a curl off his forehead. "You don't have to thank me."
"I do." His voice is quiet. "I know I don't make this easy."
"No." You smile softly. "You don't."
A tired chuckle rumbles out of him.
"But you still let me," you point out.
His thumb finds your wrist, rubbing it absentmindedly. "Only because it's you."
Silence settles between you, warm and familiar. After a moment, he tilts his head toward the water. "Join me?"
You glance at the water, then back at him. "I don't want to bump your leg."
"You won't."
"You sure?"
He reaches out, his fingers finding yours. "Please."
You hold his gaze for another heartbeat before smiling. "Okay. Move over, then."
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It has been a pleasure reading D:M. Been looking forward to every single update. I have cried, laughed, been mad at them, but over all simply just loved it.
Would it be too much to maybe ask for Robby and Olivias story next? ๐ฅน
How they met, how they pine, have there side of this whole ordeal. And then see what happens?
What ever you get up to in the future, I look forward to it ๐
thank you! <333
i don't know about writing an entire series for robby and olivia, but i might write them a one shot/blurb if that's something you guys are interested in?
I had to put D:M? down around chapter 15-16 due to life getting hectic but I came back to it complete and I just now finished it and lemme tell you something I BOUT LOST MY DAMN MARBLES READING IT!!! Iโm sad itโs over but excited to see what new content you come out with! I saw you were on vacation, have fun and enjoy your time out there!
thank you!! i had a great time, relaxing on the beach, exploring and eating good food <333
hi!! i just finished โDiagnosis: Married?โ In like two days and loved it so much!! If we get a sequel, will there perchance be a pregnancy/baby plot?? jack is SUCH a girl dad and iโm obsessed with trouble + jack. would love to see more domestic fluff/everyday work chapters with the fam/a baby plot. lots of love!! -lexi <3
thank you! <33 it's definitely on the table! but writing a sequel is still a big if rather than a when atm
i would need to think up a solid plot if i'm ever going to do it and i don't have the brain juice for that rn
Iโm so sorry about your cat. I know that is such a hard loss even when itโs expected. Youโve brought all of us so much joy through your writing so I hope you take time to take care of yourself because you deserve it. Sending lots of love to you โค๏ธ๐
thank you so much. it's hard and i miss her a lot but knowing it was the right decision for her makes it easier. i'll remember her forever <33
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a/n: my timid attempt at returning. thank you all for your incredibly sweet messages regarding my cat. i appreciate it so much! i've been at my parents house a few times now and it's still so weird that she isn't there. it's not my first time losing a pet, so i know things will get easier. she'll forever live in my heart.
on another note, i hope you enjoy seeing this side of trouble and jack. i haven't really explored this part of their relationship much and i'm not sure if i got everything right. if there's anything about it that i got completely wrong, please send me a message and i'll fix it! <33
Diagnosis: Married | Masterlist
The Pitt | Masterlist
Main | Masterlist
The drive home is quiet.
Jack sits in the passenger seat, his head tipped back against the headrest, one hand hooked beneath the hem of his scrub top where it bunches against his hip. His fingers worry at the fabric in slow, repetitive movements.
Anyone else would probably miss the signs. You don't.
Lena's text had come halfway through his shift. He's having a rough pain day.
Jack is good at hiding itโtoo good most daysโbut by the time you arrived, he hadn't argued about who was driving home. He hadn't reached for the driver's door. He'd simply climbed into the passenger seat with a tired, resigned exhale. That alone had told you Lena hadn't been exaggerating
When you pull into the driveway, he reaches for the handle before you can get around the car. He gets one foot onto the pavement before you see the slight wobble. You slide an arm around his waist without making a fuss, offering just enough support to steady him.
He goes still for half a second, then he leans into you. Not much, but just enough to keep himself balanced.
Together, you make your way toward the front door. The moment it swings open, his gaze lands on the wheelchair waiting in the hallway. His shoulders drop. The relief that crosses his face is so fleeting that most people would never notice it. You catch it anyway.
"Come on, honey."
He huffs out a sound that's somewhere between a grumble and a laugh. "You've been conspiring."
"I plead the fifth."
"Lena," he accuses.
You smile but don't answer.
He lowers himself into the chair with a low groan he can't quite swallow back.
You crouch in front of him, slipping off your own shoes before reaching for his. He doesn't stop you. You untie the laces, ease off his shoe, then carefully unfasten the prosthetic. He handles the last strap himself, setting the leg aside before instinctively rubbing the end of his limb with slow circles.
"Did you take your meds?"
"Mm."
"When?"
"Before I left."
You nod, satisfied, and curl your hands around the wheelchair handles.
"I can wheel myself."
"I know." You keep walking anyway.
He looks over his shoulder at you for a beat, then gives the smallest shake of his headโthe kind that says you're trouble without a single word. He still lets you push him.
The bathroom door is already open. The tub is full, steam curling lazily through the room. White bubbles drift across the surface of the water.
Jack's eyes widen just a fraction. "Sweetheart..." The word catches in his throat.
You lock the wheels before stepping around to his side. "Let's get you in. It'll help."
He nods once.
Without prompting, he peels off his scrub top and tosses it onto the hamper. His hands pause at the waistband of his trousers. He works them down himself, stubborn enough to keep that piece of his independence, and you busy yourself gathering his clothes instead of watching.
When he's finished, he settles back against the chair for a moment, rubbing the tender skin, his eyes slipping closed. Only when the worst of it passes does he brace his hands on the armrests to stand again.
When he's ready, you step close, slipping an arm around his waist while he grips the support handle bolted to the wall.
"I've got you."
He shifts his weight carefully, jaw clenched against the effort. You don't rush him. One slow movement at a time, he lowers himself into the bath. He grips the rail until the water reaches his hips, only then letting go.
The moment the warm water surrounds him, every muscle in his body seems to loosen.
A long breath escapes him. He closes his eyes for a second before looking back up at you. "Thank you."
You brush a curl off his forehead. "You don't have to thank me."
"I do." His voice is quiet. "I know I don't make this easy."
"No." You smile softly. "You don't."
A tired chuckle rumbles out of him.
"But you still let me," you point out.
His thumb finds your wrist, rubbing it absentmindedly. "Only because it's you."
Silence settles between you, warm and familiar. After a moment, he tilts his head toward the water. "Join me?"
You glance at the water, then back at him. "I don't want to bump your leg."
"You won't."
"You sure?"
He reaches out, his fingers finding yours. "Please."
You hold his gaze for another heartbeat before smiling. "Okay. Move over, then."
i was going to write this week but we just put down my childhood cat, so iโm gonna take it easy. she had been sick for a long time, so it was planned, but itโs still hard to say goodbye. all things considered, iโm okay - iโve had a lot of time to grieve already (weโve had a few close calls these past months) and it also helps to know that this was the best decision we could make for her