KAANDI

and she’s not me.

so there’s this guy, i’ve met online , when i was playing games and we do a lot of RPGS tgt and i realise i started developing a crush on him but i have never seen his face nor he’s seen mine. But we do share photos non-sexual obviously. like we became close, sometimes we call, but it’s more of a texting situation. i remember he would always make a new acc on this platform since he was always getting flagged. all because he wanted to keep contact with me. He’s from greece, but i believe our relationship is more of a online base friendship, but he makes me feel like i’m included in his life, since he always texts me and i realise i always stay up for him to talk and play rpgs with him. me personally i really dislike being in relationships and rather stay away from reality and focus on my studies but having a parasocial relationship with him, puts me at some comfort that i like him. like i would compare random guys that dm me, to him and how i prefer him. maybe i’m losing it. i just like him idk guys! i feel strange , i know he probably doesn’t feel the same because he doesn’t know what i look like and neither i do . but i have fallen for his personality i guess ? and the attention he gives me, is more personal ?

me like !!

like my kids are definitely not going to have your ugly genes.

oh to be a boss girl like jolie 🥺

LITERALLY ME, when this random guy started “threatening” me that we will get married and have kids but he’s not christoph waltz..