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I don’t know what should I do. I don’t know how should I start this and I don’t even know how long I can take this pain.. why people always hurting me? I ask my self, I’m not good enough? Did I do something wrong? 😔

Lord, please help me not to think too much. I’m dying inside. It hurts me so much. No one can help me out this pain even my Friends and Family, I’m afraid to tell them, I’m afraid to be judge by someone I loved.

I want to say that “ Why are you cheating? Did I do something wrong? Why you always feel me like I’m nothing? Why you treat me like your slave? Why you always make me cry? Why you need to hurt me too much? Why? “

But.. I never get mad ho him, I never tell him that I’m tired. I never tell him that, you should stop doing this things. You should stop cheating, you should Loved me the I love you! But I don’t have courage to tell this. I’m afraid..

The Love of my Life. ♥️

I was so happy and bless to have this guy in my life, Today is our 3rd monthsary. I suppose to post this in my other social media account but It’s better to post here in Tumblr. I want to say thank you for everything, for surprising me always, for letting me feel Loved everyday. Everytime I kiss you in your forehead that means, I love you and thank you. ♥️

All this pain I wonder if I’ll ever find my way. I wonder if my life could really change at all.. You make beautiful things out of the dust.. You make beautiful things out of us. You make me new, you are making me new..

I’m lost. I can’t stop thinking and thinking about you.. Can someone take me home and tell me your story..