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Summary: After a sweltering day, you and Anna Marie find relief in a spontaneous swim
CW: No use of y/n - Summer fic - Fluff - Implied trans fem Rogue - Tall and buff Rogue - Established relationship - Mutant reader - Reader has cryokinesis and ice skin/form - Post-op reader - Short reader - Reader is down bad - Several mentions of various ships
Words: 4.5k
A/N: Rogue is actually one of my all time favorites and the reason I have a specific taste in women. It was also brought to my attention that her being trans fem was a headcanon and I absolutely fucking love it, t4t with Rogue is incredible. I also didn't think of the logistics of Bobby and Reader kinda being immune to the heat, soooo let's pretend it's just that hot. Last thing, I edited the picture used for her because I couldn't find anything decent and not incredibly sexualized.
FEMALES DNI
The heat wave had turned the X-Mansion into a gilded oven. Even with the state-of-the-art cooling systems humming at maximum capacity, the air in Westchester felt thick enough to chew, a suffocating blanket of ninety-nine-degree humidity that clung to your skin. It was the kind of heat that made your very marrow feel sticky.
Nights were objectively worse. The dormitories had become a sprawl of discarded sheets and kicked-off blankets, the air barely moving. There was a strange, frantic honesty to the way everyone moved through the halls, desperate to shed anything that kept the stifling warmth against their skin. For you, the relief of having had your top surgery years agoâno longer needing to worry about the constrictive misery of a binderâwas a blessing, even if the sweat still pooled on your chest. For Anna the relief of not having to tuckâwas her own blessing.
In the quiet of your room, the silence was broken only by the rhythmic hum of the vents. Anna Marie lay beside you, a powerhouse of muscle and warmth, though her eyes were soft with the exhaustion of the heat. She had spent the last three nights practically glued to your side, a silent plea for the unnatural, refreshing chill that radiated from your skin. You were a living, breathing air conditioner, your body perpetually coated in a fine, frosted sheen that turned your touch into a sanctuary.
You woke in the dead of night, the air heavy in your lungs. Your shirt was a damp, clinging second skin, despite the layer of frost youâd unconsciously manifested to keep your temperature down. Beside you, Anna was pressed flush against your side, her gloved hands gripping your arm, her face buried near your shoulder to catch the cold. You moved with practiced caution, sitting up and peeling the sodden shirt away, tossing it toward the haphazard mountain of her clothes at the foot of the bed. Somewhere in the hazy, heat-addled hours, you had shed your boxers too, leaving you bare against the cool relief of your own ice-touched skin.
When you drifted back off, it was into a heavy, dreamless sleep.
You woke again to a weight that felt both grounding and immense. Anna had shifted during the night, moving from your side to splayed directly across your chest. Her 6â2â frame was a marvel of strength, and at a significantly shorter height, you felt completely eclipsed by her. Her feet dangled off the edge of the mattress, and her muscular weight pressed you firmly into the sheets. It was impossible to breathe properly, but as you looked at the way her hair fanned out against your skin, you decided there were far worse ways to go than being smothered by the woman you were hopelessly in love with.
"Mornin', sugah," she mumbled, her voice thick with sleep. She didnât shift an inch, her head resting heavily in the crook of your neck. "I swear, this place is hotter'n Georgia asphalt in July. I'm fixin' to melt right into these sheets."
She let out a frustrated huff, finally pushing herself up on her forearms. The motion sent a shiver through you, the change in pressure making your icy skin flare slightly with a gentle, crystalline mist.
You managed a weak, lopsided smile, looking up at her. Even with her hair a mess and the sweat highlighting the curve of her shoulders, she was breathtaking. "I'm tryin' my best, Anna," you sighed, your voice raspy. "But I don't think even my powers can win this fight. Iâm half-tempted to go find Bobby and see if we can start up a mini ice age in the common room just to get a decent breath of air."
Anna let out a low, throaty laugh that seemed to vibrate right through the mattress. She finally shifted, gracefully swinging her legs over you until she was straddling your waist. Her thighs were solid, firm, and grounding; even through the haze of the heat, you felt that familiar, exhilarating jolt of affection in your chest.
"Iâm sure it won't take much coaxin' to get Bobby on board," she hummed, her eyes dancing with amusement. "That boyâs about as desperate for a breeze as I am. But howâs about we start with a cold shower? Iâm startin' to think I might actually combust."
She leaned down, pressing a lingering, soft kiss against your cheek. Her lips grazed the thin, delicate layer of ice youâd instinctively kept there, and she let out a contented sigh at the contact before sliding off you and the bed. The loss of her weight felt like a sudden, jarring change in pressure, but you couldn't help the grin that spread across your face as you watched her move toward the dresser.
She pulled out a simple tank top and some loose shorts, pausing to look back at you over her shoulder. The morning light caught the curve of her back and the way her hair fell in loose, unruly waves. "You gonna join me, or are ya plannin' on turnin' into a puddle right there on the sheets?"
"Yes, ma'am," you chuckled, swinging your legs over the side of the bed. You spent a few minutes quickly smoothing out the tangled mess of sheets and gathering the discarded clothes from the floor, trying to bring some semblance of order to the room before leaving it behind.
By the time you reached the bathroom, Anna had already adjusted the knobs, the shower head hissing as it poured out a steady, frigid stream. You stepped in after her, the cold water acting like a shock to your system, though your ice-cold skin welcomed it instantly.
Showering with Anna was always a delicate dance, a constant awareness of her powers and the barrier that kept you apart. You stood behind her, the water cascading over her powerful shoulders. She was statuesque, towering over you, and you reached up to take the shampoo from her hand. You insisted on this part every timeâwashing her hair was the one way you could nurture her without the fear of her absorption pulling at your energy. You massaged the suds into her scalp, your movements slow and deliberate, while the cold water rinsed the heat of the night away. She leaned back into your touch, her eyes closing, a rare moment of complete, unburdened peace on her face.
"You're a lifesaver, darlin'," she murmured, her accent thick and honey-slow as she turned her head just enough to catch your eye. "I don't know how I'd survive this summer without ya."
Once you were both dressed, the chill from the shower clung to you for a while, providing a fleeting, blissful immunity to the oppressive temperature outside. But the moment you stepped into the hallway, the heat hit you like a physical blow.
The common area was a portrait of misery. The mansion felt like a crowded, steam-filled locker room. Angel was draped over Bobbyâwho looked like he was vibrating with the effort of trying to keep himself from meltingâmuch the way Anna clung to you. Illyana sat in the corner with a scowl so sharp it could cut glass, looking ready to snap at the first person who dared breathe in her direction. Scott, ever the stoic, was staring blankly at a wall; it was impossible to tell if he was contemplating a tactical solution or simply waiting for the sweet release of a heat-induced fainting spell. Jean was vigorously fanning herself with a discarded Time magazine, while Kitty had her entire face pressed directly into the oscillating blades of a small desk fan, letting it ruffle her hair.
"Lord have mercy," Anna whispered, her voice tight with sympathy as she squeezed your hand. "Itâs a regular graveyard in here. Reckon we should start that ice age before Scott starts seein' mirages?"
You looked at the suffering group, then back at Anna, a smirk tugging at your lips. "I think the ice age is officially overdue.â
Before you could take a step toward Bobby, the heavy double doors of the common room swung open. The sudden shift in energy was palpable. In walked Professor Xavier and Erik, moving with a maddening, graceful ease, as if they were strolling through a breezy spring day rather than a suffocating oven. While the rest of the team looked like theyâd been dragged through a swamp, the two men looked perfectly composed, not a single bead of sweat on their brows.
Every eye in the room snapped to themâresentment, longing, and pure confusion warring on everyoneâs faces. Charles offered a serene, grandfatherly smile that seemed entirely too bright for the current mood.
"It appears everyone is finding the interior climate... less than ideal," Charles noted, his voice smooth.
Erik didnât bother with the pleasantries. He stood with his arms crossed, glancing around the room with a smirk that bordered on arrogant. "The mansion does have an Olympic-sized swimming pool, last I checked. Or, by all means, continue to wallow in misery until the heat breaks. It is quite the spectacle."
The room erupted into sudden, frantic motion. It was as if a starting pistol had been fired. Angel immediately snatched Bobbyâs hand, practically dragging the shivering ice-man toward the exit. The rest of the team scrambled, discarding magazines and fans as they bolted for the locker rooms.
You stood there, still anchored by Annaâs hand, when you felt a sudden change in the atmosphere. The "girls" of the X-MenâJean, Kitty, Jubilee, and Rogueâhad descended upon you.
"Oh, thank god," Jubilee chirped, wiping sweat from her forehead. "You're the only one who can drive that SUV, and I am not getting in a car with Logan today. Heâs in a mood."
"We need supplies," Jean added, though she looked slightly frazzled, fanning herself with her hand. "And swimsuits. The ones in the store cupboard are from the nineties, I swear."
Anna squeezed your hand, her eyes bright with a sudden, mischievous spark. "Youâre cominâ with us, right, darlinâ? You ainât gonna leave us to the mercy of the mall crowds alone, are ya?"
You looked at the expectant faces surrounding you. How could you say no? Especially when the thought of any of them behind the wheel of a car was enough to give you a headache. "Alright, alright," you laughed, raising your hands in surrender. "Let me grab my keys."
"Yes!" Kitty cheered, already heading for the stairs. "Five minutes, everyone! Meet at the garage!"
Anna didn't let go of your hand. She practically towed you toward your shared room, her stride long and purposeful. The excitement radiating off her was infectious, her southern drawl quickening as she began to pepper you with questions.
"What d'ya think, sugah? Should I go for somethin' classic? Maybe a nice deep green? Or maybe somethin' with a bit more flair?" She turned, walking backward as she pulled you along, her brow furrowed in playful concentration.
You chuckled, catching up to her pace. "Anything you wear is gonna look good, Anna. You know that."
She let out a soft, pleased laugh, bumping her shoulder against yours. "Flatterer. But waitâwhat about us? You think we should get matchin' ones? Not like, *tacky* matching, but maybe like... coordinated? A bit of ice blue for you, maybe somethin' that matches the contrast?"
She stepped into your room, moving straight for your bag to grab your keys, her movements fluid and confident. She turned to face you, her expression turning surprisingly soft. "Itâd be nice, wouldn't it? Bein' able to match, even just for the day. Makes the world feel a little smaller, a little more like itâs just us."
You felt a warmth in your chest that had nothing to do with the temperature. You reached out, brushing a stray lock of hair from her face. "I think thatâs a perfect idea, Anna Marie. Whatever you want."
"Good," she beamed, her eyes crinkling at the corners. She leaned in, pressing a quick, firm kiss to your nose. "Now come on, let's get movin' before I decide to jump into the nearest fountain fully clothed.â
As soon as you killed the engine and stepped out into the humid, shimmering heat of the parking lot, you were essentially the most popular person in the group.
Kitty was practically vibrating with energy, having successfully coerced Magik into coming along. It was painfully obvious that Kitty just wanted to watch Illyana try on swimsuits, but Illyana seemed to tolerate the theater of it all with a sharp, guarded smirk that never quite left her face.
Inside the store, the fluorescent lights and piped-in pop music felt like a different world from the sweltering tension of the mansion. Anna didnât let go of your hand once. She held it with a possessive, grounding grip, her thumb tracing the frosted skin of your knuckles. Jubilee and Jean had split off toward the home goods section, determined to find pool supplies that hadnât been around since the Reagan administration.
That left you, Anna, Kitty, and Illyana in the chaotic, brightly lit aisles of a high-end swimwear boutique.
"Alright," Kitty chirped, tossing a literal armful of neon-colored fabric at you. "You're the official gear-holder. Try to look like you're having fun, yeah?"
You sighed, bracing yourself as the weight of various swimsuits piled up in your arms. Illyana simply dumped her stack onto your pile without a word, her eyes fixed on Kitty with an amused, slightly predatory glint.
Anna, meanwhile, was lingering by a display, her expression thoughtful. She held up a pair of deep, midnight-blue bikini bottomsâsimple, elegant, and decidedly lacking a matching top. She leaned in, her voice dropping into that familiar, velvet-thick Southern lilt.
"Humor me, sugah," she giggled, a playful glint in her eyes as she held them out toward your chest, measuring them against your frame. "Just imagine the contrast. That deep navy against your skin? Itâd be a sight."
You looked down at the fabric, then back at her, giving her a look that was equal parts exasperated and hopelessly charmed. You knew exactly where this was going. She loved teasing you, testing the boundaries of how much youâd go along with her whims. "Anna Marie, I really don't think a bikini is quite the look I was goin' for today," you said, trying to keep a straight face despite the way your heart did a quiet somersault.
She stepped closer, invading your personal space in the best way possible. Her hand brushed against your arm, her gloves cool against your forearm. "Oh, hush now. You lookin' at these like theyâre gonna bite ya. Don't be such a prude, darlin'. I just wanna see how the colors play off that ice-skin of yours. Is that so much to ask?"
She winked, a slow, deliberate movement that made your resolve crumble entirely. She knew you couldn't say no to her when she turned the charm up like that.
"Fine," you muttered, shifting the pile of hangers in your arms. "But if I look ridiculous, I'm holdin' you personally responsible for my dignity."
Anna let out a bright, melodic laugh that turned a few heads in the aisle. She reached out, patting your cheekâcareful of the layer of frost you always kept thereâand leaned in close to your ear. "Your dignity's perfectly safe with me, honey. Besides, weâre lookinâ for somethinâ that matches, remember? Can't have you lookinâ all plain while Iâm standinâ next to ya lookinâ like a million bucks."
She turned back to the rack, her hips swaying with that characteristic, confident grace. "Now, come on. Kittyâs waitin' on us to pick out the rest of the stash, and if we don't hurry, I reckon Illyana's gonna lose her patience and teleport the whole store to the backyard."
You shook your head, a smile finally breaking through, and followed her deeper into the maze of racks. The heat of the day felt miles away, replaced entirely by the gravity of her presence.
The pile in your arms had grown to an almost comical size, resembling a textile-based mountain you were forced to navigate. When Jean and Jubilee reappeared, they didnât offer any relief; instead, they simply added their own haul of bagsâpresumably containing the floaties and towelsâto your burden, offering nothing but a breezy bright smile before vanishing back into the aisles.
You didn't mind the weight, though. Honestly, it was a welcome diversion. You found a sturdy bench positioned strategically in front of the changing room corridor, sinking into it with a huff of relief. Youâd spent the last week getting pummeled by Logan in the Danger Room, his idea of "bonding" involving throwing you through reinforced walls until you were black and blue. Thisâsitting in the cool, artificially crisp air of the mall, waiting for the girls to come out and show off their findsâwas a luxury by comparison. It felt natural, a quiet rhythm youâd settled into that felt infinitely more you than trying to force yourself into the role of the hyper-masculine brawler.
"Alright," Kittyâs voice called out from behind the curtain. "Prepare to be dazzled."
Kitty emerged first, stepping out with a grin. She was wearing a sleek, vibrant purple one-piece that featured daring, geometric cutouts along her sides, perfectly suited for someone who could phase through solid matter. Illyana followed close behind, looking every bit the fierce, dark aesthetic she favoredâan all-black bikini with striking, thin orange trim that highlighted her sharp features.
"Well?" Illyana challenged, crossing her arms and leaning against the doorframe, her gaze daring you to find fault.
"You both look great," you said with a sincere smile. Jubilee bounced out next, looking like a neon sign in an obnoxiously bright, high-waisted pink bikini. She did a quick, cheerful spin, the fabric shimmering under the harsh store lights. "Too much? Or just enough?"
"It's loud, Jubes," you laughed. "But it fits you."
Jean followed, stepping out with a poise that made everything look elegant. Sheâd chosen a rich, deep emerald green one-piece that complemented her hair beautifully. She looked at you expectantly, and you nodded. "That's definitely the winner, Jean. Very classic."
Then, the curtain to the final stall pushed open. Anna Marie stepped out, and for a moment, the ambient noise of the mall seemed to fade into the background. She was wearing a vibrant, sunshine-yellow one-piece, but the design was daringâso high-cut and plunging that it barely left more to the imagination than a traditional bikini. True to form, she had her signature denim dixie shorts pulled on over it, the contrast of the soft yellow fabric against the worn, rugged denim hitting exactly the right note.
She caught your eye, a slow, playful smirk tugging at her lips. She did a small, deliberate pose, letting the straps of the suit rest just so on her shoulders.
"What d'ya think, darlin'?" she asked, her voice dipping into that soft, melodic drawl. "Is it too much, or am I just bringin' the heat?"
You felt the tips of your ears heat up, and for the first time all day, you didn't even notice the temperature. "Anna Marie," you started, finding yourself momentarily struck. You looked at the matching trunks sheâd picked out for you, still sitting in the pile on your lap, and then back at her. "I think youâre gonna make sure nobody looks at the pool all day."
She laughed, a warm, genuine sound that made your chest ache with affection. She walked over, placing a hand on your knee, her glove slightly cold against your skin. "Good. Thatâs exactly what I was goin' for. Now, quit starin' and go put yours on. I wanna see if we look like a pair, or if Iâm just showinâ you up.â
The drive back to the mansion was a blur of laughter and the lingering chill of the mallâs AC, but the moment you pulled into the drive, the oppressive heat of the afternoon slammed back into you. The team scrambled toward their respective dorms with the frantic energy of people who knew the pool was their only salvation.
You and Anna Marie, however, had the right idea. Youâd stopped by the kitchen on the way, snagging a large, condensation-slicked glass jar of sweet tea, a couple of plastic cups, and enough ice to keep the drinkâand youâperfectly chilled. You bypassed the main chaos of the pool deck, where Angel and Bobby were already splashing around like kids, and headed for the far end. Here, the pool transitioned into a quiet, shaded corner tucked away from the shouting and the frantic splashing.
You set the jar down on a small side table and claimed two lounge chairs. You didn't waste time, sliding into your chair and turning immediately onto your side, propping your head up with your hand. You weren't even trying to hide it; your eyes were locked on Anna.
She stood for a moment, the sun catching the golden tones of her skin, before she reached up to unknot the gauzy, oversized cover-up sheâd thrown on for the trip home. With a fluid, graceful motion, she tossed it over the back of her chair. She looked effortless in the yellow suit, the vibrant color contrasting beautifully against her skin. She kept her back to you at first, reaching up to adjust her hair, her muscles shifting beneath her skin in that way that always made your breath catch.
She knew you were watching. You could tell by the slight smirk playing on her lips and the way she deliberately took her time, smoothing down the fabric of her suit and adjusting her stance. She was playing to the audience of one, enjoying the weight of your gaze just as much as you enjoyed the view.
"You plannin' on blinkin' anytime soon, sugah?" she asked, her voice a low, teasing hum. She didn't turn around immediately, but you could hear the smile in her words. "Or are ya just gonna sit there and memorise every square inch of me?"
You didn't look away, your gaze tracing the line of her shoulder down to the powerful curve of her hip. "Iâm doin' a bit of both," you admitted, your voice rougher than you intended. "Hard to look at anything else when youâre standin' right there."
Anna let out a soft, pleased laugh, the sound melodic against the distant splashes of the others. She finally turned to face you, settling into the lounge chair across from yours. She tucked one leg beneath her, leaning toward you, her eyes crinkling at the corners. She looked radiant, the sunlight reflecting off the water behind her, but all you could focus on was that look she was giving youâthat soft, possessive expression she only saved for you.
"Youâre a terrible flirt," she teased, though her hand reached out to brush the back of her fingers against your arm, right where your ice-touched skin was at its coolest. "But I reckon I donât mind one bit."
She reached for the jar of tea, pouring a small amount into a cup and handing it to you, her fingers lingering against yours for a second longer than necessary. "Drink up, darlin'. Youâre lookinâ a little bit peaked. Even you need to stay hydrated when itâs this hot."
You took the cup, the cold glass a sharp contrast to the warmth of her touch. You leaned back, watching her as she took a slow sip of her own tea, her eyes never leaving yours. In this little pocket of shade, with the faint scent of chlorine and sunscreen hanging in the air, the stifling heat of the mansion felt a thousand miles away. For now, it was just the two of you, the cold comfort of your powers, and the quiet electricity that seemed to hum between you every time she looked your way.
The sun began its slow descent, bleeding a bruised purple and burnt orange across the Westchester sky. The frantic energy of the day had finally evaporated along with the worst of the heat. One by one, the rest of the X-Men had retreated inside, leaving the pool deck in a heavy, humid silence that was broken only by the rhythmic dripping of water from the diving board and the distant song of crickets.
You were still reclined in your lounge chair, the residual chill of your ice-skin keeping the oppressive evening air at bay. Anna was stretched out in the chair beside yours, her skin glistening with a thin veil of water that caught the dying light of the sun. She looked lethargic, her eyelids heavy, but there was an unmistakable spark of mischief lingering in her gaze.
Without a word, she rose, her movements liquid and slow. She didn't head for the mansion; instead, she stepped over to your chair and straddled your waist, her weight settling comfortably against you. You instinctively reached up, your hands finding the familiar firm curve of her hips, anchoring her in place. She looked down at you, that signature smirk curling the corner of her mouthâthe look she always wore right before she proposed an idea that would undoubtedly get you both in trouble.
"What?" you hummed, your voice dropping to a gravelly register. You looked up at her, your heart hammering against your ribs. "That look says you're up to somethin'. What could you possibly be thinkin' about?"
She didnât answer. She just held your gaze, her eyes searching yours with a quiet, intense focus that made the air feel suddenly thin. Her hands moved with agonizing deliberation, hovering over the waistband of your trunks. With a slow, steady pull, she undid the knot.
Before you could even process the sudden vulnerability, she stood up. She didn't look back, but you could see the playful challenge in her shoulders as she reached behind her and shifted the straps of her yellow one-piece. In one fluid, practiced motion, she slipped out of the suit, the fabric bunching in her hands for only a second before she tossed it directly at your face.
She laughedâa bright, crystalline sound that echoed off the pool tilesâand then she was airborne.
She hit the water with a clean, satisfying splash, the surface tension shattering into a thousand diamonds. You were left sitting in the lounge chair, the fabric of her suit draped over your lap, watching the ripples slowly settle in the dark, inviting water. The humidity seemed to sharpen, clinging to you, but the thrill of what sheâd just done sent a jolt of adrenaline through your system that was far more effective than any ice-skin trick.
You didn't hesitate. You kicked your trunks off, stood up, and dove into the cool, silent depths after her. It was definitely one way to beat the heat, and as you surfaced, seeing her waiting for you in the center of the pool with a triumphant, wicked grin, you knew you wouldn't have wanted to spend this evening any other way.
Summary: Another invitation to some extravagant event from Emma Frost herself and as much as you despised the socialites, you could never say no to the queen.
CW: Fluff - Kissing - Established friendship - Friends to ? - Post-op reader - Mutant reader - Reader has cryokinesis/Partial Ice transformation - X-men reader - Comic Emma Frost
Words: 5.6k
A/N: Emma Frost has been one of my favorite comic characters since I was a kid, so obviously my first fic on this blog will be her. Hoping this goes well and everyone who seemed excited for this idea enjoys it as well. Last thing, I couldn't find an actress I truly liked for Emma so I'm using her comic appearance instead.
FEMALES DNI
Saying ânoâ had never really been your strong suitâespecially not when it came to Emma Frost.
One invitation after another, one suffocating, starch-stiff rented suit after another, you still showed up to every single event she deemed important enough to grace with her presence. The rest of the X-Men usually shared a single, formal summons delivered via Charles or a mass email, but Emma operated on a completely different social plane. Your invitations always arrived entirely separate from the pack.
She knew exactly what she was doing. It was always a thick, heavy cream-colored cardstock, your name hand-written in an elegant, sweeping script with sparkly silver ink. Right next to the event details, Emmaâs signature was pressed beside a perfect, flawless print of her signature blue lipstick. And it always smelled like herâa rich, intoxicating cloud of white jasmine. She knew precisely what that scent did to your resolve, though secretly, both of you knew youâd show up even without the subtle psychic tether.
To anyone else, it looked like a high-society queen holding a leash. To you, it felt like a debt youâd gladly spend a lifetime paying off. Emma never explicitly demanded anything from you, of course. Her only real requirement was having someone dependable by her sideâsomeone to act as a physical buffer when a particularly aggressive socialite cornered her, or when Tony Stark started throwing around his usual billionaire bravado.
But in your mind, the scales were heavily tipped in her favor. The moment she had quietly extracted you from the loud, chaotic, and often overwhelming atmosphere of the Xavier Institute, whisking you away to the relative peace of Krakoa just so you could heal from your top surgery in absolute comfort... well, that changed things. If recovering in peace meant you had to endure countless trust-fund snobs, old-money bigots, and being dragged around by a woman who stood a full head taller than you in her heels, it was a trade youâd make a thousand times over. There was something strangely grounding about the way she treated you like you weighed absolutely nothing, anchoring you with a casual, manicured hand on your arm while you navigated a world you didn't belong in.
Back in the present, the mansion was settled into a rare, quiet lull.
The common room was warm, bathed in the soft glow of the afternoon sun. Over on the loveseat, Logan was completely passed out, his heavy snores vibrating through the cushions. Beside him, Kurt was leaning in close, whispering something low and soothing in German, entirely oblivious to the fact that his boyfriend had drifted off ten minutes ago. Across the room, Jean and Scott were caught up in their usual quiet routine, her legs draped comfortably across his lap as they both read in companionable silence.
You, meanwhile, had been dragged into a deceptively vicious card game with Remy and Anna Marie.
"Penny for 'em, mon ami?" Remyâs smooth, Cajun drawl broke through your thoughts. "You look like you're staring right through your hand."
Before you could blink, a thick stack of mail slammed directly onto the center of the table, burying your pile of cards beneath a mountain of utility bills, magazines, and standard correspondence. There was no cream-colored envelope in the pile. There never was; Emmaâs mail was far too important to be tossed into the general student bins.
Tossing your cards face-down, you stood up to give Remy and Rogue room to sort through the campus mail. As you turned, you caught sight of Charles Xavier wheeling himself slowly into the doorway. Resting on his lap was a neatly wrapped package, and sitting squarely on top of it was a familiar, elegant cream envelope.
The sharp, clean scent of white jasmine hit you before Charles even closed the distance.
âIt seems the White Queen has a particular soft spot for you,â Charles said, a knowing, highly amused smile playing on his lips. He lifted the package, handing it over with a gentle nod before deftly maneuvering his chair back around to head down the hall.
âCan only imagine why,â you mumbled under your breath, a faint heat rising to your cheeks.
Clutching the package to your chest, you made a quick retreat, slipping away from the common room and heading up the stairs to the privacy of your own quarters. You set the box down on your desk beneath the warm, faint glow of the lamp, but your eyes immediately went back to the letter. Lifting the heavy paper to your nose, you took a slow, deep breath of the jasmine, a genuine smile tugging at your lips before you finally broke the silver wax seal.
As expected, it was a charity galaâthe first of many on Emma's glittering social calendar for the year. And, as always, your presence at her side was entirely non-negotiable.
Just as your fingers brushed the twine wrapping the package, your phone on the desk began to buzz, the screen lighting up with a custom caller ID. The contact photo was a candid picture from a high-end spa sheâd practically dragged you to a few months back. In the photo, your cheek was comically squished against hers, a faint smudge of her blue lipstick visible on your skin while her long, manicured nails playfully pinched your jaw.
You let out a soft huff, tapping the speakerphone button. "You have impeccable timing, Emma."
"I have impeccable everything, love," her voice purred through the speaker, smooth as silk and dripping with casual luxury. In the background, you could hear the distinct, crystal clink of a decanter lid, followed by the soft, rhythmic pour of top-shelf liquor into a glass. "I assume my package arrived intact?"
"Just opened the letter," you said, leaning back against your desk and looking down at the wrapped box. "Charles delivered it personally. He looked entirely too amused."
"Let Charles have his little amusements; Lord knows the man has little else to do these days," Emma hummed, taking a delicate sip of her drink. Her tone shifted slightly, becoming more focused, more calculatedly attentive. "Now, to the matter at hand. I have tolerated you looking utterly miserable in those dreadful, off-the-rack rental suits for quite long enough. They do your silhouette absolutely no justice, and frankly, it reflects poorly on my brand."
You chuckled, crossing your arms. "I didn't think a basic black tux was a crime against fashion."
"It is an absolute felony, darling, especially on you," Emma countered smoothly, her voice softening just a fraction, losing a bit of its performance-glam and settling into something genuine. "Fortunately, I happen to have Hellfire resources and a direct line to Krakoaâs finest. I had Jumbo Carnation design a bespoke piece for you. Itâs tailored precisely to your new measurementsârespecting your frame exactly as it should be. And, naturally, the silk lining matches my new evening gown flawlessly."
The teasing remark died in your throat. Your eyes drifted back to the box, a sudden, heavy warmth settling deep into your chest. She wouldn't ever say it out loudâEmma Frost didn't do raw, vulnerable sentimentalityâbut this was her way of taking care of you. She hadn't just bought you a nice outfit; she had gone out of her way to ensure that your changing body, your comfort, and your identity were treated with the utmost dignity by the best designer on the planet.
"Emma..." you started, your voice dropping a bit. "A Jumbo Carnation original? I'm pretty sure showing up to a human charity gala in mutant haute couture is the exact opposite of flying under the radar. I thought I was supposed to be your low-profile buffer."
"Darling, if you aren't turning heads, you are wasting my valuable time, and we both know I don't waste time," she chided, though there was a distinct note of affection in her sharp words. "Besides, Tony Stark will be entirely too occupied trying to figure out who allowed you to look that immaculate to bother me with his tedious chatter. Consider it a tactical distraction. You've worked incredibly hard to feel comfortable in your own skin, love. The least the world can do is afford you a suit that reflects it."
Before you could get too choked up over the gesture, the crisp, commanding authority snapped back into her tone.
"Now, cease your fretting and open the box. I expect you to try it on immediately. If Jumbo needs to make even a millimeter of an adjustment to the shoulders or the waist, I want it done before the weekend. Put it on, tell me how it feels, and do not keep me waiting.â
The twine gave way under your fingers with a satisfying snap, and as you peeled back the crisp layers of heavy tissue paper, the scent of white jasmine bloomed into the room, richer now, trapped inside the box like a secret meant only for you.
Underneath the paper lay a fabric so exquisite it didnât even look real. It was a deep, midnight blue that seemed to shift to a brilliant, crystalline azure whenever it caught the warm light of your desk lamp. You reached down, your fingers brushing the sleeve, and a sudden, sharp thrill went down your spine. The material was incredibly cool to the touchânot freezing, but carrying a distinct, soothing chill that felt instantly grounding to your cryokinetic nature. It was almost as if Jumbo had woven the very essence of frost into the silk threads just for you.
"Still there, darling?" Emmaâs voice drifted from the speaker, a low, melodic hum. "Or have you been struck dumb by the sheer brilliance of haute couture?"
"I'm here," you breathed, your eyes still locked on the suit. "Just... taking it in. It's beautiful, Emma."
"Of course it is. Now stop staring at it and put it on. I didn't threaten half the Hellfire trading council to get that fabric imported just for it to sit in a box."
You chuckled, shaking your head as you carefully lifted the jacket and trousers from the casing. Stripping out of your comfortable lounge clothes, you stepped into the trousers first. The moment the fabric slid up your legs, you let out a soft, involuntary breath. It felt like silk against your skin, but it possessed a structure that immediately held you perfectly.
When you pulled the jacket over your shoulders and fastened the front buttons, you turned slowly to face the full-length mirror attached to your wardrobe.
You stopped breathing.
For the first time in your life, you looked at your reflection in formalwear and didn't see an awkward boy playing dress-up in his father's oversized clothes, nor did you see the suffocating, ill-fitting straight lines of a rental meant to hide a body you hated. Jumbo had cut the fabric with absolute, masterful precision. It squared your shoulders perfectly, tapered cleanly at your waist, and draped across your chest in a way that highlighted your new, flat silhouette with an undeniable, masculine elegance. It showed every single curve that mattered, honoring the hard-fought journey of your transition while making you look powerful. Regal, even.
And the patternâcloser inspection revealed a faint, shimmering jacquard weave that looked like delicate geometric ice crystals sprawling across the fabric. It was subtle, invisible from a distance, but up close, it practically glowed. It was uniquely yours.
You leaned closer to the glass, lifting the lapel to your nose. It was completely infused with her scent. It wasn't just a casual spray; Emma had clearly ensured the jasmine was woven into the very lining, wrapping you in a physical reminder of her protection, her presence, and her quiet devotion to your well-being.
A strange, overwhelming wave of emotion hit your chest, locking your throat. You just stared at yourself, a hand resting flat against the immaculate front of the jacket, entirely lost in the sight of the man looking back at you.
Through the phone, the silence stretched a bit too long. The casual, teasing weight of Emma's presence shifted. You could hear the faint sound of her setting her crystal glass down on a marble tabletop.
"...Love?"
Her voice wasn't performance-glam anymore. It was soft, carrying that rare, fierce tenderness she reserved only for a select few. When you didn't answer right away, she spoke your name. Just your name, but the way it fell from her lipsâso full of quiet respect, validation, and a profound understanding of exactly what this moment meant for youâechoed through the quiet room.
The sound of your name snapped you out of the trance. You blinked, clearing the sudden tightness in your throat, and let out a shaky, amazed breath as you looked back at the speakerphone.
"Emma," you said, your voice a little thicker than you intended, but a massive, genuine smile breaking across your face. "It's... it's perfect. It fits perfectly. I don't think Jumbo needs to change a single millimeter."
On the other end of the line, there was a soft, audibly satisfied sigh, the tension leaving her shoulders even from miles away.
"Of course it is, darling," Emma purred, her usual regal confidence sliding back into place like a perfectly tailored glove. "I told you, I don't waste time. Now, stay right there and don't you dare take it off yet. Walk me through every single detail. How does the lining feel against your shoulders?â
The weekend arrived with the kind of high-stakes tension that usually preceded a mutant diplomatic mission, though to Emma, a high-society charity gala was warfare.
You stood in the towering, marble-clad foyer of her estate, shifting your weight from one foot to the other. The Jumbo Carnation suit hung from your hand, protected by a sleek, breathable garment bag. Emma had flatly forbidden you from getting ready at the Xavier Institute, claiming she refused to let you arrive at a five-star event smelling like Loganâs cheap cigars and the mansionâs industrial laundry detergent. So, there you were, feeling entirely out of place amidst the soaring architecture and priceless art, waiting.
The sharp, rhythmic clack-clack-clack of heels echoed from above, cutting through the quiet grandeur of the house.
You looked up. Emma was standing at the crest of the grand staircase. She wasn't in her gown, nor was she draped in her usual formidable business attire; she wore a pristine, heavy silk white robe that pooled around her ankles, her blonde hair pinned up loosely but flawlessly. She didn't say a word at first. She simply caught your eye and tilted her head, beckoning you upward with a slow, elegant wave of her hand.
You moved without a shred of hesitation, your boots clicking against the marble as you took the stairs two at a time. When you reached the landing, she didn't let you speak. Her hand came up, her long, manicured fingers catching you gently by the chin. You noticed instantly that her nails had been changedâpainted a deep, shimmering midnight blue that perfectly mirrored the crystalline jacquard pattern of your suit, complete with a subtle, glittering finish.
A soft, genuinely warm smile broke across her face. It wasn't the sharp, calculated smirk she gave the media, or the guarded grin she shared with the Quiet Council. It was entirely soft, entirely real, and reserved solely for you.
"Shall we?" she murmured.
Before you could even form an answer, her hand slid from your chin to wrap firmly around your wrist. Despite her slender frame, her grip was unyielding, and she practically dragged you down the opulent hallway toward her master suite, the silk of her robe whispering against the floorboards.
Her bedroom was an expanse of plush whites, creams, and mirrors, dominated by the heavy, intoxicating scent of fresh white jasmine.
"Hang the garment bag there, love, and let's get to work," Emma commanded smoothly, gesturing toward a custom valet stand. "We have an hour, and I refuse to let us be fashionably late. Just late enough to make an entrance."
The process of getting ready with Emma Frost was less of a routine and more of a meticulously choreographed ritual. She sent you to her private adjoining dressing room to change into the trousers and shirt. When you stepped back out, fastening the cuffs of the crisp white linen shirt, Emma was already waiting with your tie in hand.
"Stand still," she chided softly, stepping into your space. Because she was in her towering heels and you were currently barefoot, she loomed over you, a dominant, comforting presence. Her hands were cool as they looped the silk tie around your collar. "You're tensing your shoulders again. Breathe."
"Hard not to when the White Queen is acting as my personal valet," you teased, though your breath hitched slightly as her fingers brushed against your neck.
"Someone has to ensure you don't look like a stray Charles dragged in," she retorted, though there was zero heat in her voice. In fact, as she finished the knot and smoothed down the lapels of your shirt, her gaze lingered on your chest. Her hands flattened against the fabric, pressing gently against your pectorals, smoothing out a non-existent wrinkle. She was admiring the silhouette. There was a quiet, intense focus in her blue eyes, a sense of fierce pride as she looked at how perfectly the shirt sat against your flat chest.
She reached for the jacket, holding it open for you. You slid your arms into the silk lining, the familiar, grounding chill of the fabric instantly settling your nerves.
As you buttoned it, Emma stepped back, her hands coming up to rest on her hips. She openly fawned over you, her eyes tracking up and down your frame with unadulterated satisfaction. "Jumbo truly outdid himself. Look at you. Absolute royalty."
"It's all the suit, Emma," you mumbled, a flush creeping up your neck.
"Nonsense. The suit is merely canvas; you are the masterpiece," she corrected sharply, brook no argument. She stepped closer again, reaching for a jar of high-end styling pomade. "Now, your hair. It needs structure, something to frame your face properly."
You closed your eyes, leaning into the sensation as her cool, blue-tipped fingers worked through your hair, styling it with practiced ease. Her touch was surprisingly gentle, a stark contrast to her formidable reputation. When she was finished, she tapped your cheek lightly. "There. Perfection. Now, turn around. It's my turn."
Emma glided over to a privacy screen and returned holding her evening gown. Your breath caught in your throat. It was carved from the exact same midnight-blue jacquard silk as your suit, tailored meticulously to complement her muscular, hourglass frame. It laid against her skin like a second coat of diamond armor, featuring a daringly low neckline that showcased just enough cleavage, and a dramatic slit that cut high up her thigh, ready to flash with every step she took.
She stepped into the gown, pulling the heavy fabric up over her shoulders, then turned her back to you. The dress was held together by a long, delicate row of silver hooks running down the spine.
"Help me put it on?" she asked, her voice dropping into a softer, almost vulnerable register.
You stepped up behind her, the scent of jasmine completely engulfing you. As your fingers brushed the bare skin of her back to secure the first hook, Emma leaned back slightly, resting her weight into your chest. It was a gesture of immense trustâthe telepathic queen of Krakoa letting her guard down entirely, allowing you to anchor her.
You worked your way up the dress, your fingers steady despite the proximity. This was Emma in all her glory: a brilliant, terrifyingly powerful woman who held the world in the palm of her hand, yet chose to share this quiet, domestic space with you. She had you wrapped tightly around her finger, and as you fastened the final silver clasp and felt her relax against you, you realized you wouldn't have it any other way.
The sleek black town car pulled up to the glittering entrance of the Manhattan venue, the tires crunching softly against the pristine pavement. Outside, the night was alive with the blinding flash of paparazzi cameras and the low, collective hum of New Yorkâs elite mingling on the red carpet.
You took a slow, steadying breath. Inside the quiet luxury of the car, the scent of white jasmine was a comforting shield, but the world outside that tinted glass was loud, judgmental, and entirely human.
"Nervous, darling?" Emmaâs voice purred from the shadows of the backseat beside you.
"Just preparing myself for the vultures," you admitted, adjusting the cuffs of your Jumbo Carnation suit.
"Let them watch," she replied, her tone dripping with frosty disdain. "You look magnificent. Remember who you are, and more importantly, remember who you are with."
The door was thrown open by a valet, and the roar of the crowd spilled into the vehicle. You didn't hesitate. Stepping out first, you smoothed the front of your midnight-blue jacket, immediately drawing the attention of the nearest photographers. The flashbulbs flared, catching the subtle, icy jacquard pattern woven into your fabric, making it shimmer like fresh frost under the streetlights.
Turning back to the open door, you extended your arm. Emma slid out of the backseat with the fluid grace of a apex predator. Her long, blue-tipped fingers wrapped firmly around your forearm, her grip strong and deliberate. She leaned into you just enough to anchor herself on her towering heels, her stunning, matching gown catching the light and instantly sending the press into a feeding frenzy.
You could feel the weight of a hundred eyes slamming into the two of you the moment you crossed the threshold and walked into the grand ballroom. The whispers started almost instantly. It wasn't just that the White Queen had arrived; it was the fact that she had arrived perfectly coordinated with a handsome, sharply dressed young man who carried himself with a quiet, undeniable confidence. The snobs and socialites were already trying to place your face, trying to figure out who the immaculate stranger on Emma Frost's arm was.
Emma didn't give them the satisfaction of a glance. She guided you seamlessly through the crowd, heading straight toward a passing waiter bearing a silver tray of crystal flutes.
With practiced elegance, she plucked two glasses of champagne from the tray, turning to face you and handing you one. "A toast to surviving the first ten minutes, love," she murmured, a wicked little spark in her blue eyes.
"I think we did a bit more than survive," you smiled, taking the flute from her.
As your fingers settled around the stem of her glass, you let your mutant gift surface just a fraction. A faint, nearly invisible mist of frost curled over your knuckles, bleeding down into the crystal. You tapped a single fingertip against the rim of her glass, sending a precise, controlled wave of cryokinesis through the liquid. The champagne bubbled softly as it rapidly dropped to the exact, biting chill Emma preferred, a thin, perfect layer of condensation blooming across the outside of the glass.
Emma watched the transformation, a look of pure, unadulterated satisfaction crossing her features. "Mm, exquisite. You always did know how to properly treat top-shelf vintage."
You pulled your hand back, shifting your focus to your own glass. With a brief flick of your thumb against the base, you let your power flow into the alcohol, dropping its temperature until a few beautiful, delicate ice crystals began to form and dance in the golden liquid, matching the frost-patterns on your suit.
"Cheers," you said softly, raising your perfectly chilled glass to hers.
"Cheers, darling," Emma replied, her eyes locked onto yours as the crystal clinked together, completely ignoring the billionaire tech-moguls and high-society gossips swirling around you. For a moment, in the middle of the crowded, suffocating ballroom, it felt like the two of you were the only people in the room.
The ballroom quickly descended into the predictable, suffocating rhythm of a high-society gauntlet.
It didn't take long for the sharks to circle. A prominent real estate mogul with a teeth-baring smile intercepted you first, followed closely by a pair of old-money heiresses dripping in diamonds and desperate for Emmaâs attention. You stood at her side, a solid, silent weight, watching the masterful, terrifying way Emma Frost commanded a room. She didnât just participate in the conversation; she dictated its architecture. With a sharp tilt of her chin or a perfectly timed, razor-thin compliment, she turned every probing question about Krakoan trade back on the speakers, leaving them floundering while she remained entirely untouchable.
You played your part flawlessly, offering a polite nod here, a brief, charming smile there, acting as the perfect foil to her diamond-sharp brilliance. But the sheer volume of superficial chatter was grating, and your patience finally wore thin when a particularly nosy older woman cornered the two of you.
Her eyes had been darting between the matching midnight-blue fabrics of your outfits, a transparent, judgmental curiosity gleaming in her gaze. "And who is this handsome young man, Emma?" she asked, her voice like a violin missing a string. "I don't believe I've seen him in any of the social registers. A new... investment?"
Emmaâs smile turned dangerously bright, the psychic temperature in the room seemingly dropping ten degrees. "He is exactly where he belongs, Eleanor. Which is more than I can say for most of the guest list tonight."
The woman blinked, entirely missing the venom in the words, and turned her sharp, prying gaze directly onto you, launching into a barrage of intrusive questions about your background and your family. You dropped your head slightly, a polite but icy mask sliding over your features. You gave her short, unhelpful answers, but she clearly hadn't taken the hint that you weren't interested.
"If you'll excuse me, ladies," you murmured, cutting her off mid-sentence with a smooth, firm tone that brooked no argument. "I think I need a bit of fresh air."
"Oh, but darling, we were just getting to the interesting partâ"
"Let him go, Eleanor," Emma interrupted smoothly, her blue-tipped fingers lightly tapping your forearm in a brief, reassuring squeeze. "Go on, love. Don't let her keep you."
You offered a final, tight nod and slipped through the crowd, navigating the heavy scents of expensive perfume and cologne until you found a set of towering glass French doors leading out to a secluded stone balcony.
The night air was a blessing. It hit your face, instantly soothing the low hum of irritation buzzing in your chest. You walked over to the stone balustrade, leaning your weight against it as you looked up at the sky. Away from the bright, oppressive lights of the ballroom, the stars were visible, cutting through the haze of the city like shards of ice. You nursed the same glass of champagne Emma had handed you at the start of the night, your fingers keeping it at a steady, freezing chill. A thin layer of frost coated the crystal, mimicking the intricate jacquard pattern of your suit.
You didn't know how much time passedâlong enough for the ice crystals in your drink to melt and reform a dozen timesâbefore the glass door behind you clicked open.
The familiar, rich scent of white jasmine drifted out into the cool air, preceding her.
Emma stepped onto the balcony, the heavy glass door shutting behind her and cutting off the dull roar of the party inside. In the dim, starlit light, she looked entirely different. The rigid, flawless posture she maintained for the paparazzi was gone. Her shoulders were slightly dropped, her expression carrying a rare look of exhaustion and profound annoyance. She looked totally over the night, the weight of a thousand fake smiles taking their toll.
She walked over to you, her heels clicking softly against the stone, and stopped just a few inches away. Without a word, she held her hand out to you, her glittering, midnight-blue nails catching the moonlight.
"I think we've graced them with our presence long enough," she murmured, her voice stripped of its performance-glam, leaving only a tired, genuine softness. "Take me home."
A soft smile broke across your face. You didn't hesitate, setting your glass down on the balustrade and taking her hand. Her fingers were cool, sliding perfectly against yours as you squeezed them gently. "Whatever the White Queen commands."
The ride back in the town car was wrapped in a heavy, companionable silence. The city lights flickered across the interior, casting long shadows over the leather seats. You leaned back, watching the skyline blur past, but you could feel her gaze. Emma was sitting back in her corner, her head resting against the plush seat, openly staring at you through the gloom. Every now and then, as the car navigated a turn or hit a bump, the sharp tip of her stiletto heel would deliberately, lightly tap against your pant leg, a quiet, repetitive demand for your attention.
You kept your eyes on the window for a few more blocks, a fond smirk tugging at the corner of your lips, before you finally turned your head to look at her.
"What?" you asked softly, the smile evident in your voice.
Emma hummed, a low, melodic sound that vibrated in the quiet car. She didn't shift her position, her blue eyes tracking the lines of your face, completely unbothered by being caught.
"Sometimes I wonder which of us is the fool," she mused, her tone drifting between playful and entirely sincere. "Me, because I like you so entirely too much... or is it you, because you willingly follow me to the absolute ends of the earth?"
The question hung in the air, weighted with everything the two of you had been throughâthe mansion, the surgery, the quiet sanctuary of Krakoa, and the absolute trust she placed in you. You looked back at her, your heart doing a strange, heavy flip in your chest, because she was right. You *would* follow her anywhere, and neither of you had ever been good at hiding it.
"Maybe we're both the fools," you offered, your voice dropping a little lower as you leaned slightly toward her. "But honestly? Itâs a good thing. The socialites absolutely eat it up."
Emma let out a sudden, genuine laughâa bright, clear sound that completely shattered the lingering exhaustion from the gala.
"Oh, they certainly do," she agreed, shifting her weight and sliding across the leather seat until she was sitting right beside you, the midnight-blue silk of her gown brushing against your trousers.
Before you could speak, her hand came up. Her cool, manicured fingers caught you by the jaw, her thumb resting just beneath your lower lip, turning your head so you had no choice but to face her entirely. She pulled you in just an inch closer, her lips dangerous, agonizingly close to yours, her breath warm against your skin.
"For once, darling," she whispered, her eyes dark and intense, "I completely agree.â
The town car pulled up to the grand entrance of Emmaâs estate, the engine purring quietly before dying into silence. The chauffeur opened the door, but this time, the chaotic roar of the city was entirely absent, replaced by the deep, tranquil stillness of the grounds.
You stepped out into the cool night air, extending your hand to Emma once more. She took it, sliding out of the car with that same effortless elegance, though her grip felt a little heavier now, a little more grounded. As the car rolled away down the long driveway, leaving the two of you alone beneath the grand portico, you walked her toward the massive oak front doors.
Reaching the threshold, you paused, the weight of the night settling between you. You stood there, lingering in the soft glow of the architectural lighting, suddenly unsure of the protocol. Usually, this was where you offered a polite goodnight, ensuring she was safely inside before heading back to Westchester.
Emma turned around to face you, the keys forgotten in her hand. For a moment, she didn't say a word. She simply looked at you, her blue eyes scanning your face with a quiet, unreadable intensity.
Before your brain could even begin to process her silence, Emma stepped into your space, eliminating the last few inches between you. Because of her heels, she tilted her head down just a fraction, her hands coming up to gently cup the sides of your jaw.
Then, she kissed you.
It was seamless, a sudden rush of warmth and the intoxicating scent of white jasmine filling your senses. Your mind went completely blank, the sheer shock of it freezing you in place for a split second. But your body knew exactly what to do. It didn't even register to your brain that you were already kissing her back until the exact moment she began to slowly pull away, her thumbs tracing the line of your cheekbones.
She didn't immediately step back, keeping her face inches from yours. A soft, beautifully genuine smile broke across her lips, her eyes crinkling at the corners in a way the public never got to see.
"Stay with me tonight?" she murmured, her voice a low, teasing purr that completely melted whatever lingering shock you had left. "I happen to have a shipment of imported volcanic mud and body masks I'm dying to try out, and frankly, I refuse to do a full spa routine alone."
You let out a soft huff of a laugh, your hands finding their place at her waist, the midnight-blue silk of her gown smooth under your fingers. Looking at the woman who had spent the entire night protecting your peace, who had gone out of her way to make sure you felt powerful in your own skin, you realized there was never really a choice to begin with.
"Volcanic mud, huh?" you smiled, leaning in to brush your lips briefly against hers one more time. "How could I possibly say no to that?â