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14 months nalang!!! 🚗 Paid ka na. Di ko akalain makakaya ko! Thank you Lord. kahit madami nangyari sa life ko 😭

Grabe. Konti nalang bayad na car ko!!!! 🥰😭

Also, I let go of my bestfriends from highschool. I felt like they don’t love my Family enough and I want that kind of bestfriends. Also someone who has respect to me. If they keep on disrespecting who I am now, my space and my growth. I don’t like it anymore. So, I’m grieving from 3 relationships. Mom who passed away, boyfriend, bestfriends.

Naiisip ko lang ba to kasi single na ako ngayon? I don’t know what’s ahead of me this year.

First time driving alone again going back to Bataan. Sometimes, iniisip ko umuwi nalang kaya ako ng Bataan for good? May life ba ako dun? Would it be better for me? I dont know yet. 🥲

Kaya mo yan. This Friday is the hardest Friday. Buti uuwi ako ng Bataan on Sunday. 😭

I still have online diary. 😭😭😭

Buti may tumblr pa din ako. 🥲

FUCK 🥲 It’s fucking hard to let go of someone.

Fuck para akong di makahinga sa sakit. Ang sakit ng puso ko. It’s been awhile. 🥲

Makakamove on ba ako?

I want to talk to somebody but I don’t want to share anything to my friends. I want to do this alone, I don’t want someone elses presence right now. I just need myself. I want to sit with my emotions.

Promise. I won’t check on you. I needed this to help myself.

2 yrs. I deeply cared and loved him. Until now, I still.

2nd day of no contact. I miss him. So much, I want to reach out. But no. I won’t.