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To me, creating fma fanarts is just a hundred ways to wrap Ed in a warm blanket and say "everyone loves you":)

I have a lot of unfinished pieces and a few practice drawings that I'm currently working on. At the same time, I'm watching tutorial videos on animation and stuff (if only it could help me). I also have a bunch of bookmarks with language lessons that I haven't opened in a while. I should have.

My family is encouraging me to move to another country. There are several reasons, one of which is no less important - war. I'm very afraid of it. I have doubts, and I constantly think about all the pros and cons. It seems to me that at any moment I will give up and stay at home, because it will be difficult, and I'll have to part with my cat for an indefinite period. You should know that my cat and I are one. I cannot imagine my days without him. He is like my shadow.

There are a few things I hate with all my heart — consumerism, ai, imperialism and its modern forms, white cis pseudo-religious men.

Sending hugs!🫂 It's tough, but you'll persevere💙💛

I feel a little dead inside, but keep drawing smiles. Every day I go through deep disappointment with this world and my own life. I have no idea how to deal with this. I mean, look around, it's insanity out there. In my country, there is a popular joke about mood — "pomyral'na yama" (a burial pit).

I'm currently reading "The Perks of Being a Wallflower". Such a soft and gentle book. Charlie is such a naive, kind boy. I love him. And his taste in music. He's a cinnamon roll.

Take a look what I did! There are xmas tree decorations - harry potter keys.

a little ear

I'm currently going through a winter melancholy with a deep escapism in Merlin fanfics (the reason why I still wake up in the morning, haha). I'm doing my best not to think about the future and other unpleasant things, and it's paralyzing me from drawing even for myself (my oldest hobby, for me it's truly the last loss of myself), because I feel a wild fear of any action and exhaustion from the very thought. Also there are nightmares. The next day they become ludicrous (still a little creepy), even though at that moment they aren't. I'm used to these episodes of apathy but they always come unexpectedly. I hope it won't take too long this time.