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slipping further away help

i want to die lmao

why do you have to over react about everything. jesus christ, you and your little clique gross me out

"There's a story I was told of this big dog. Everyone hated him, kept himself out of the way. It was his anger that annoyed everyone. Then he met his cat, lovely red hair that would catch your eye instantly. They hated each other at first, and then the big dog realised how much he loved having the cat around. How much the cat meant the world to him" my god i love you

thank you cher. that means a lot

please don't assume i don't care about my relationship because we're keeping it between us. i had a really good day for J's birthday. we had a basic kinda date. i wasn't up for going out and he didn't want to. it was nice, reminds me of what i could have if i had a normal life pam did come over when i forced joe to go with his friends. i am so thankful for her, and all the words in the world couldn't tell her how much i love her. anyway, counseling is a thing now. they say the assault has given me significant trauma. i don't understand why. other people deserve this stuff. dad's forcing me to go work with the guy again. at least joe will come with me this time

I've scrubbed myself so hard I've made myself bleed. Joes just letting me exist. He washed my hair. Made me some food And yet I'm still crying

"you're not my boyfriend. I don't have any feelings for you ." jealousy mixed with anger for you not being there 😐

please talk to me? i need you right now.

raped. i forgot what saying that word felt like lmao