Sage 💜

“ was it worth it ?”

my reply :

“absolutely, because you

told me you wanted me

then turn around and show me that

i wasnt worth it to you.

ppl 100s of miles away

were worth it to you.

but not me.

and don’t try to lie,

you would have done everything i did

in secrecy

during our relationship.

if they were here.

but they were too far away

for you to touch

i had the decency to end things before i

retaliated.

when i am pushed

to the point if retaliation

i will do

exactly

what you did to me or tried to do to me

but

much, much worse.

so let me ask you,

was it worth it?”

i was buying the suburban from my brother

right before i met you.

and man, i drove 3-4hrs altogether daily

if not daily, every other day

just to see

YOU.

just for a little bit.

i loved that car.

i took care of that car.

my brother loves that car even more than i do.

did you know,

that my gma bought that car in ‘06?

i was 5.

my brother and i memorized that car.

before we were even allowed to get our licenses

she would take me to school

and pick me up

in that car.

my gma gave him the suburban in 2020-

as his 2nd car.

it was going to be my first.

until i met you.

until you started begging me to drive it

and obviously, no.

you have wrecked

countless

cars.

and you spoke like it was funny.

so many people close to you

wrecked their cars

and i wondered, why

until you

put

xanax in my drink

so while on the road,

i would swerve

nearly falling asleep

nearly crashing

so you could get what you wanted.

until you

would lean on the center console

to get right next to my ear

to scream at me

the entire hour and a half to 2 hrs

home (my home)

about how

i was gonna crash

the car was going to explode.

you were so manipulative

i didn’t risk it

i handed the keys back

“keep the money, don’t worry about it;

i would rather both of us alive with an asset, than one of us dead and no asset.”mp

i knew, if i didn’t give him back those keys

i would have crashed.

because you would

do absolutely anything

and i mean

ANYTHING

ANYTHING

TO BE RIGHT.

i hope you

rot in hell

you

manipulative

entitled

self righteous

deceitful

fiendish

truculent

sadistic

vicious