I know I’m not as strange and deranged as the rest of the fucktardets in the community but I can’t help but feel like it, especially after being socially shunned/rejected every time I try to make friends with similar interests as me. I guess you could call me stupid for going into a community thinking “finally, people like me” just to be discouraged when that doesn’t mean connections will be created easily. Which in retrospect does sound very stupid.
A lot of people dont really want new friends once they get ones they’re comfortable with. That’s something I understand considering I’m the same way (I typically have one friend and keep it that way).. I really wish that wasn’t the case now, seeing as being by myself for so long is starting to take a toll on my already toxic mentally.
I used to have a good friend actually. Very low maintenance; my favorite kind of friend since I get overwhelmed pretty easily by constant socialization. They dumped me sometime around last year (edit: two years ago) for reasons I’m assuming had to be with his partner. I haven’t been motivated to make any new friends since then. Maybe if I was a better friend I would be still in kindle with them? Unfortunately for me my previous single friend couldn’t handle my edginess lol
I don’t expect this to gain any traction (I hope it doesn’t) I’m just posting to vent. Anyway, cheers to trying to make friends!
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