RunawayLatte

I fucking hate those skinny girls on tiktok that are all "diet culture is stupid!! Eat whatever you want!! You shouldn't be worried about calories go have fun!" And all that dumb shit because they're not fat. They never have been and they never will be. They don't know what its like to hate yourself every second of every day, they don't go to sleep thinking about their body and wake up thinking about their body. Sure, they have insecurities, everyone does. But they can forget about their insecurities. They can forget about the calories that they ate and didn't burn off. They can eat before going swimming and not be self conscious. They can look at their stomach and say "whatever, I'm just bloated" and that makes me so mad. Maybe I'm jealous, I or maybe I'm mad because they expect everyone to be able to love their bodies unconditionally, maybe im mad that I can't

being like actually fat and having an ed is so weird bc you still get light headed and you still feel like shit all the time but talking about it feels weird

rb if you didn’t realize you had trauma until years after it happened

no one tells you how genuinley exhausted having an ed makes you. im so tired all the time.

shout out to my parents for giving me this ed i couldn’t have done it without them