December 15, 2015 Dearest Peaches Ann, Five long months but it seems like it’s just yesterday when I first knew your name. What I had was not love at first sight. It was mystery the first time I laid my eyes on you, because my heart then started to feel many things that I’ve never felt before. It kept asking questions that all seemed so difficult to answer, but as these wonderful days come and pass by, answers started to unfold their own. You will never know how grateful I am that you are now in my life. You might never decipher how blessed and lucky I feel that I am yours and you are mine. There has been that moment you’ve asked me the reason why I love you. Funny how my answer remains the same. I have loved you for a reason I have not yet discovered myself. These past days, I’ve realized that this special feeling I have for you appears to be existent ever since before I met you. It seems like it has been here deep inside me for so long, secretly waiting for you. This might be the very reason why fate has never allowed me to feel this way towards any other girl who became part of my life. This might be the reason why I have never learned to love someone like this before. I have been waiting for you. My heart nearly gave up, but God has given you to me just in time, when I need you the most. You came to my life exactly when I need someone to be my strength, to be the guiding force that will keep me going and that will motivate me to chase real dreams for myself. You are the one who have shown me that life has to be lived with simplicity and happiness, that worrying just ruins everything that there is in this life we have. You gave my life sense of direction. You gave my heart peace. It is only with you that I feel comfortable and safe. You made me realize that I have something good in me that I just humbly have to be proud of. You have seen me as someone whom I’ve never seen to be me before. Someone who’s worth the good things that he has now. Someone who must and deserves to be happy. Thank you, Peaches Ann for your trust, your faith and your love. Thank you for believing in me, in all the great things that I was and I am yet to do. I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done wrong in our relationship. Thank you for not giving up in me in those past five months. Thank you for deciding to be at my side even during those times when I had never explained and made you understand things that were happening in my life. Thank you for accepting my flaws and imperfections. Thank you for every single moment that you made extraordinarily special. Thank you for being my Peaches Ann. I might not be that bestest or that perfect man on earth for you, but I give you my love in the purest and most genuine form I know. Happy 5th to us, my yellow sunshine, my true source of happiness, my only love. Yours forever, Renard
