Still Kickin'

In these flowers I found you the truest red that I'd ever seen Until you cut yourself on their thorns You winced and I kissed you I kissed your palms and we both laughed So unaware of the gathering storm

It's gonna rain It's gonna rain Till the levee breaks And a tidal wave Of fear and pain Carries us away I'll never fade Into the night Until nothing else remains How do we find Harbor from the hurricane?

I'm just trying to be what you want me to be, and it never ends

And it's pain again

Mark this day as the last I feel this way, for the comfort

The repetition is my vice, my poison

Only dogs get put down; the bitch of living

Too cruel to be left alive

I'm just trying to be what you want me to be, and it never ends

And it's pain again

Pain again

I always seem to find you again

Cut-throats are made of us

No time to waste

Actors, liars, and fakes

It's too dangerous for me to leave you alive

You're a hazard, stifle yourself and all of your surroundings

You need to be put down

Put down

I’ll drown my beliefs

To have your babies

I’ll dress like your niece

And wash your swollen feet

Just don’t leave

Don’t leave

I’m not living

I’m just killing time

Your tiny hands

Your crazy kitten smile

Just don’t leave

Don’t leave

And true love waits

In haunted attics

And true love lives

On lollipops and crisps

Just don’t leave