Sometimes I daydream about the Miller brothers and how they would have their way with me. They both care for me differently, but they know exactly how to keep me begging for more.
Joel takes me from behind, pulling my forearm to my lower back so he can hold me a little closer, making slick remarks about how pretty I look opening up for the both of them. Meanwhile, the younger Miller brother bunches up my hair into a loose ponytail with one hand while caressing my jaw with the other. He tells me how good I’m doing, even with my mouth so full of him.
My eyes stay locked onto Tommy as much as they can while they well up slightly. He flashes a grin at me before wiping away the tear starting to roll down my cheek.
Fuck what I would do to share a post-coital cig, entangled between my favorite two people.
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Of course P started it all back up for me but game Joel, my pixelated daddy, the things I would do…
To continue the P train, Javier Peña
My cig smoking whore loving stressed out man, I would literally do petty robberies for Escobar so that Javi can point his pistol at me and throw me in handcuffs while my tiny dress rides up my ass just such a sex symbol
And then there’s my first Love, Dean Winchester
I have loved you since I was 13 and you’ll always have a part of my heart my Angel
Next there’s Gabriel Luna’s Tommy Miller
I never wanted to make someone a father so fast I stg
Idk if this counts but Roman Reigns…
He can put me in a headlock any day, whatever he does
Tagging @cinnxmxngxrl :) and anyone else who wants to do it please
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I can’t stop thinking about cowboy ranch owning Joel and being his little homemaker wife just feeding the goats and opening a little farm stand selling baked goods where I mostly sell everything and get so excited over $37 and Joel says that I’m so proud of you darlin so we end up making love in the barn until the sun goes down
I would be so trad wife for that salt and pepper bearded southern drawl having cowboy
Summary: They’re young and in love, trying to build a life they can barely afford. Bills pile up, money gets tighter, and their baby fever doesn’t wash away with Advil. So, when she suggests a way to make more money fast, Joel has to decide what matters more: pride… or the family he’s always wanted.
Or: Joel and reader can’t afford a baby, so they decide to make one live on camera.
Pairing: pre outbreak Joel! x reader
Content warnings: baby fever, fingering, unprotected p in v, creampie, breeding kink, dirty talk, soft!dom joel, porn with plot (but also plot with porn), no use of y/n, ass slapping, size difference, small age gap (readers mid 20’s, Joel’s late 20’s), daddy kink
A/N: I’m the kind of girl who struggles writing smut if it doesn't have a plot or a purpose or functions to show something new for the characters. But i was blessed by the gods of fanfiction last night apparently, so here’s this. (it does have plot and a purpose, but its the smuttiest smut i ever smutted). Show out to @mytearsricochetm bc im kinda copying the chat segment from her last one shot. not the same story whatsoever but yeah hahaha
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It was a tale as old as time: a constructor, young, and a substitute teacher, even younger, deeply in love and struggling to make ends meet.
She could’ve listened to her mother and sister and dated someone else— a richer guy, those who live in the skyscrapers in downtown Austin, or in a mansion inside a gated community.
But no, she’d chosen to follow her heart or whatever, and now here she was, holding her forehead with two hands as she stared, empty minded, at the stack of receipts and taxes piled up.
Her and her boyfriend, Joel Miller, had started running out of options at this point. She wasn’t getting booked permanently at any school she’d been called to work, and he couldn’t have worked any more hours than he already did.
Maybe the logical thing was to ask Joel’s brother, Tommy, to reconsider their split of the money, and make it 60-40 instead of 50-50. But that wasn’t fair on Tommy. Besides, it wasn’t his fault Joel had a kid and he didn’t.
Sarah, Joel’s eight-year-old daughter from his last marriage, was the sweetest little girl in Texas, cute as a pie. She had the same puppy eyes as Joel, and even though she was not her mother, people would always congratulate her, saying Sarah had the same smile as she did, or that she’d inherited her beauty.
It’d always made her sad, though. She would’ve loved to be Sarah’s biological mom, as much as she would’ve loved to give Joel another kid.
It was her dream— just thinking about it made her tear up. Her, with a small bump, and Joel’s big, manly hands softly rubbing it, telling little Sarah her new baby brother or sister was growing right there. But she knew this wasn’t the right time to have a kid. They barely could afford having one. And, at this rate, they would never have enough for another.
She picked up the bills and papers quickly from the table as she heard Sarah walking down the hallway.
“Ya ready, kiddo?” Joel asked his daughter as he sipped his coffee and she adjusted her Hello Kitty backpack.
“Ready.”
“Off we go, then.”
“Bye, honey” she said to Sarah, standing up to adjust her ponytail. “Remember to tell Principal Jones I’m waiting for his call.”
“Yeah, I will.” Sarah replied, a little bit fed up. Joel’s girlfriend had been called as a substitute at Sarah’s elementary school a couple of times, and the principal had promised to call her as soon as a permanent job would come up. He never did, though.
Joel didn’t say a word as he grabbed the keys to the truck. He just looked one last time at her girlfriend, pecked her lips softly, and then walked out of the house with Sarah.
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“Baby?”
“Mhm?” Joel snorted, scratching his eyes as he turned around to face her.
It was close to midnight— Sarah had already been tucked to sleep and, after reading her half a chapter of her new Harry Potter book, she was out like a light. And Joel was on the verge of falling asleep after a long, long day, when his girlfriend had shaken his shoulder, softly.
“Baby, I’m too tired. Can we do it tomorrow?” He immediately said, yawning a little.
“S’not that.” His girlfriend replied, and sighed. “It’s, em… well, I’ve got an idea, to pay the bills.”
That made Joel open up one eye, even though he was tired like a dog. But it’d been the way she said it that caught his attention— his girlfriend sounded embarrassed, for lack of a better word.
Joel had never seen her like this, blushed and doubtful and stuttering like a kid.
“What idea?” He asked. He would’ve liked to tease her a little, ask her if she’d join her sister —the other one, the younger— at her job in the strip club on the edge of the highway. But he didn’t, because something made him doubt it would’ve landed well.
She cleared her throat, and looked up at the roof, unable to meet his eyes. “You remember my cousin?”
“The one living in Orlando?”
“A-ha.”
“Yeah, I do”
“Well— she ain’t just a Disney princess in Magic Kingdom, she has another job. Just a side gig, but pays her exactly the same as her full time and with less hours.” She explained, holding on to the sheets nervously.
“Well, babe, that’s great.”
“Yeah.”
Joel didn’t like where this was going. He finally opened both eyes, and plopped himself on his elbow, to look down at her. “…But?”
“It’s… it’s a bit unorthodox.”
“How much?”
“Huh?” She asked, raising an eyebrow.
“How much is your cousin making?”
“Almost two grand in an hour—“
Joel’s breath caught in his throat, but before he could agree, she kept talking.
“—if she connects during the rush hour.”
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Joel tried to play dumb as his girlfriend showed her the website. Tommy had shown it to him before, not as a new side job idea, but as… Well, exactly for what it was for.
In the home page, there were at least a dozen pixelated squares, all showing different people, mostly girls— some were posing with big, colorful dildos. Others sat in their bathtubs, or in rooms that clearly were motel rooms and not their homes. Many were accompanied by another girl, or man. Others were solo. All were naked.
“I’ve been researching a little.” His girlfriend said, as he scrolled down the page. “We just need a webcam, and they send the money via check on the 15th of every month.”
“And ya think… this will work?” Joel asked with skepticism, but in his head, all that echoed was the phrase ‘two grand in one hour’. Two thousand dollars for doing all the things he already did with his girlfriend, but with the only difference being a virtual audience watching and tipping.
“My cousin said we should, eh, cater to a specific public. The more niche your content, the more people pay.”
“What— She jerks off with her Cinderella costume on?” Joel joked, but his face dropped to the ground when his girlfriend just pressed her lips together. He sighed, and popped his hands on his hips, his mind absent looking at the screen. “Babe, we don’t have to do this.”
“Well, it’s either this or another loan we can’t afford to get.” She reminded him, and leaned back into the kitchen table. “Joel— what happens if I get pregnant?”
The question came out of nowhere, and hit Joel right in the chest. They’ve discussed this a million times before, and the only agreement they had come up with was they’d do it when they could afford it.
“Baby—“
“I don’t want to wait until we magically make more money. I want a baby now. I’m not getting much younger, you know?”
That made Joel snort, shaking his head. “Honey, you’re not even twenty five. You’ve got at least twenty more years to get pregnant.”
She wasn’t happy about that fact, though. “But what about Sarah, huh? She deserves a sibling, Joel, and she deserves it now while she’s still young enough to play with them, not when she’s a teenager or at college— a college we can’t afford, by the way.”
The kitchen was deadly silent after her words. The only sound came from the dripping faucet, and the faint noises from the website open in the computer— a crappy copyright free song, and moans.
Joel looked, once again, at the laptop, as he weighed his options. He couldn’t disagree that it’d kill to birds with one stone— fuck a baby into her girlfriend, and film it to afford said baby.
He thought about Sarah, and a new kid. College, bills being paid in time, no more feeling like his balls were on his neck every time he got a paycheck and watched the money slip away. Sarah, college. And a new baby. Sarah, maybe a holiday, maybe even a trip to Disney to visit his girlfriend’s cousin. Sarah. A baby.
All in exchange for the little dignity they had left. It didn’t seem like much, in the grand scheme of things. He would’ve killed for Sarah, so why not fuck for Sarah too?
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Joel wiped his sweaty hands on his jeans for the fifth time as he watched his girlfriend, wearing a small skirt and a tank top, adjust the webcam.
He suddenly felt underdressed for the event— his girlfriend had her cute make up on and had shaved fully for this. And he? He’d just come straight up from work that Friday, and sat on the bed. He hadn’t shaved… anywhere. His hair was a little messy for his taste. His hands felt too big, too rough. And he was dressed in an old t-shirt and jeans, like he was about to go fix a sink, not… this.
It was a hot afternoon. Sarah had soccer practice and band rehearsal, so she’d be home late, giving them enough time to film themself for half an hour, maybe forty minutes.
Sarah. College. A baby.
She kept adjusting the angle on the webcam, trying to get it pointed toward the bed, but she bit her cheek when she turned around and all she saw was Joel, clenching his fists. Quiet. Thinking. Overthinking.
“Baby” she said, taking a step toward him, and talking down at him with the gentlest voice in the world. The voice that meant you’re spiraling again.
He swallowed. Hard. “I just… don’t want folks thinking I’m— I dunno. Some kinda—”
“Joel” she interrupted, stepping closer and sliding her hands up his arms to his jaw. Her touch was soft, familiar. Safe. “You’re doing this for us. Not them. Not for anyone else but your family.” She said as she kissed the corner of his mouth— not trying to start anything, just grounding him.
“Look at me” she whispered, and when he obeyed, he was met with a smile, the same one he’d fallen in love with four years ago: tired, hopeful, stubborn, gorgeous. “If you ever wanna stop, we stop” she continued, and he nodded, even though he knew he wasn’t going to stop.
Sarah. College. A baby.
“Alright” he murmured, and sighed loudly, slapping his thighs. “Turn the damn thing on.”
She smiled again, wider, and turned around again to finish all the details.
The laptop screen showed both of them— small, delayed, a little washed in warm light. A small red sign that said “LIVE” was blinking on and off in the corner.
Joel read the username she’d used to sign in: Sw33tAng3lxXx. And the title of their live stream? Daddy puts a baby in me.
Joel stared at the image like he didn’t quite recognize himself. He saw himself sitting in the bed, with the angle cutting him right off before his head— all he could see were his neck, his broad shoulders and his calloused hands spread over his stained jeans.
“Christ” he muttered. “I look like I’m about to ask for a manager at Home Depot.”
She laughed loudly —the kind that bursts out of you before you can stop it— and Joel rolled his eyes, but his mouth twitched into a smirk. She sat right in front of him, right in the gap between his legs, still giggling a little. She was shorter than him, so the angle of the camera showed a portion of her face— her pretty little mouth, and some of her hair falling down her sides.
Joel swallowed again. She looked much younger than him, even though she was, but just for a couple of years. But their outfits, and seeing the size difference on the screen —his hands compared to hers, her legs compared to his— made it much more noticeable.
“We look good” she murmured.
Joel huffed a breath through his nose. “You’re biased.”
“Mhm” she agreed. “But I’m also right.”
His eyes flicked to the screen again— to the way his arms held her. Something shifted, then. His shoulders loosened. His breathing steadied. And his expression (even though he couldn’t see it through the camera) softened just a bit.
He tilted his head when a pop sound rang through the laptop speakers.
Hi
Oh, she cute
Hi mama
Damn
“Eh—“ Joel hesitated, but she shook her head.
“We don’t do anything until they pay” she whispered in her ear the exact words her cousin had told her over their phone call— unless they tipped, they had to ignore the comments.
It wasn’t long enough until someone did pay, though.
Anonymous paid $1 - Open her legs
Joel read the message, and huffed. One single damn dollar? He thought she’d be worth more than that. But before he could complain, she hit him softly with her elbow.
Joel’s hands traveled from his knees to hers, and softly moved them apart, matching his stance. Her skirt, although short, still covered her underwear.
CowgirlFucker paid $10 - Tell us what you’re gonna do to her
She bit her cheek, and turned her face to Joel’s, as he read the message and frowned.
“It’s in the damn title, buddy.” He replied, uncharismatically. She huffed, but to her surprise, the chat buzzed more.
Haha
Oh my god his voice is so deep
Hi
Anonymous paid $5 - Take her skirt off
Joel obeyed, and slowly began to toy with her skirt, watching his own hands as he unzipped it. She stood up just for a second, and Joel pulled it off, revealing her underwear, before she sat on his lap again, knees closed.
The chat was going crazy.
Love her underwear
Open the kneeeeees
Talk again
Hi
Hello
I’m so turned on already
Open the legs !
Neither of them moved, the air in the room tense and heavy as they both read the comments. Finally, someone paid again.
Sheila1999 paid $5 - open up her legs plz
Anonymous paid $15 - Touch her cunt
Joel smirked as he obeyed. His hand, once again, moved slowly from his lap to her knees, opening up. Then, slowly, he darted his right hand across her inner thigh, until he reached her core.
He moved very slowly, drawing circles through her underwear. He heard his girlfriend inhale deeply. She wasn’t dripping off yet, but he knew her like the back of his hand— this was just the beginning.
But him? Oh, his cock was already twitching hard in his jeans. Something about being in the middle ground between dominant and submissive made him feel a rush of adrenaline he hadn’t felt in a while— and, just like Narcissus, he’d become hypnotised by the reflection in the laggy camera.
But take her underwear off
“Ya didn’t say that before” Joel replied out loud to the comment, as he continued circling her clit through her underwear. His girlfriend giggled just a little, in between small moans. And, once again, the chat exploded.
Talk more!
Wow
Hi
Anonymous paid $1 - Ha, moron. I like you
This is so hot
She so cute
Hello
I love this
Hi
CowgirlFucker paid $20 - Talk to her. Tell her what you’re gonna do
“Joel, we’re $57 dollars in” she whispered in her ear, making him smirk. Oh, this was easy. Perhaps too much. He continued touching her softly through her panties, watching them through the camera as they slowly dampened, the grey cotton fabric sticking to her folds.
“Honey, ya know what we’re gonna do today?” He asked out loud, and smirked more when he heard the chat buzzing.
“What are we gonna do, baby?” She replied back, trying to make her voice sound surprised and innocent.
Joel peaked through the corner of his eye, watching the messages fly by.
Daddys4ngel paid $5 - Call him daddy
“Well, baby girl, daddy wants to give you a present” Joel found himself saying. The chat buzzed louder now, and her moans were more airy. Her whole underwear was now soaked in her arousal.
“What present?”
“A baby, for you.”
Yes fuck
She soaked
Hello
Yes daddy
“But you see, baby girl, I need to put the present somewhere special” Joel continued, his eyes darting back and forth from the screen and her eyes. “Right here” he continued, pressing his fingers into her cunt. The wet cotton fabric stopped him from going in much deeper, but it was deep enough to make her flinch a bit, and make the chat buzz again.
“Ya want daddy to put a present in there, honey?” He said, not sure if to her or the chat. Either way, both replied.
Yessss
Omg
He’s so hot
Don’t stop
“Yes, daddy. Please put a baby in me” she moaned, whispering loudly.
Anonymous paid $100 - Show us her ass and take her underwear off
She bit her cheek, and locked eyes with Joel for a moment before she nodded, short and confidently. Slowly, she stood up, and moved to lay in the bed, resting her thighs on Joel’s left leg. Now, through the webcam, all you could see was Joel’s big torso, and his hands resting on top of her ass, her legs dangling off in the air.
He took the waistband of her underwear, and slowly pulled it off, letting it slide down her legs. Through the pixelated screen, Joel saw her girlfriend’s perfect pussy. She’d shaved fully, ass included, for the occasion.
Anonymous paid $10 - Finger her
Sheila1999 paid $20 - stretch her out plz
Hi
Damn
CowgirlFucker paid $50 - Fuck her with your fingers
Joel smirked, and just softly caressed his girlfriend’s ass for a moment, waiting for another tip.
“This, right here, is where I’m gonna put your baby in, sweetheart” Joel moaned, as his middle and ring fingers moved up and down her folds calmly, as if they had all the time in the world and not just a couple of hours before Sarah came home. He spread her lips apart to show her pussy to the camera. “Let me stretch you out first, tho. Just to make sure it’s gonna fit.”
yessss
Holy shit
plss
I’m gonna cum and he didn’t even start
Anonymous paid $15 - how old is she?
Joel huffed through his nose as he read the question. That person had paid, but he wasn’t sure what to answer— with the truth? Or did that break the fantasy a little? Due to her position, she couldn’t look at the camera, so she didn’t read the question.
“Babygirl, someone’s asking ya how old you are?” He said, at last, his fingers still toying around her folds, getting wetter.
“I’m nineteen, chat” she lied. Joel immediately knew why, thought, as the comments exploded.
Fresh out of high school
Yeah
Fuck
Perfect age
“Are you ready to be stretched, baby?” Joel asked, and she nodded. He continued to move his middle and ring finger, pushing them into her cunt. She moaned, but the chat notifications were getting even louder than her own voice.
Joel moved his fingers back and forth, softly and painfully slowly, as he watched the tips come in. Five, fifteen, twenty, fifty, a hundred, one, thirty. Comment by comment, Joel fingered his girlfriend his way out of debt.
CowgirlFucker paid $10 - spank her
“No way” Joel immediately replied. But the money kept flowing in.
Anonymous paid $15 - Pls spank her
Yeah
Omg yes
Sheila1999 paid $10 - Spank her ass and her pussy
Daddys4ngel paid $200 - spank her
Hey
Yes daddy!
He sighed, and turned his head away from the camera. Spread in the bed, his girlfriend laid down smiling like a kid high with a sugar rush— eyes closed, smiling, a little bit of drool in the corner of her lips. Every time he thrusted his fingers in, she’d moan like a kitten, soft and warm.
“Babe—“ he whispered, leaning closer to her ear. “They want me to spank you”
“Do it softly, I can act” she whispered back.
With a short nod, Joel looked back at the computer, the webcam blipping as it continued recording. His right hand continued the slow fingering, while he moved the left one to caress her ass in circular movements. And then— SLAP.
Damn
Harder
Yes daddy
Breed that bitch
God
Wow
I wish I was her
Another tip, another slap, this time on her other cheek. He moved his hand around to keep fingering her more comfortably as he slapped her ass cheeks. Each new slap made her flinch and jump a little, but her moans didn’t stop coming, and the money didn’t stop flowing. With every flinch, her cunt tightened around his fingers, bumping like a heartbeat.
“Yes, baby girl, cum in daddy’s fingers.” Joel said, not really thinking it through, as his fingers felt the palpitations.
Sheila1999 paid $69 - show us her cum
He did as he was told, and removed his fingers, wrinkled and covered in a light white substance, from her cunt. He moved them closer to the camera. The chat went wild, as usual at this point.
Anonymous paid $50 - make her suck it
“C’here, baby” he said, patting her ass softly so she’d stand up. With his clean hand, he covered his girlfriend’s eyes, and then made her kneel, so her face was fully visible in the webcam, but not entirely. “Taste yourself.” He commanded, resting his cum-stained fingers on her lips.
Smirking, she took them in her mouth, and slowly sucked on them, going up and down. Joel felt like his jeans were going to burst. He wanted, no— he needed to fuck her. And, luckily for him, the chat agreed.
CowgirlFucker paid $40
Anonymous paid $100
Sheila1999 paid $20
Anonymous paid $20
Daddys4ngel paid $250
Anonymous paid $35
All the messages, all the tips, and all the voices said the same thing: breed her.
Joel moved her away from the webcam, and unbuckled his jeans. He didn’t even read the chat anymore as he took her by her waist, and made her sit down on his lap as he laid back in the bed.
He pecked her lips, and whispered with a smile “I love you so much.”
“I love you more” she whispered back, and turned around to check the view on the webcam— perfect. Joel’s hard cock was in plain sight, and she was sitting on her knees, right above it. All she had to do was lower her hips, and sink in.
Anonymous paid $200 - daddy keep talking as you fuck her pls
She turned around, and whispered to Joel. “They want you to talk.”
He nodded, and cleared his throat before speaking again, loud enough to be heard by the crappy mic from the laptop. “Well, baby, ya want daddy’s present or not?”
She chuckled a little, and nodded. “Yes daddy”
And with that, he just took her hips, and lowered her straight into his cock. She moaned as the familiar burn stretched her out, her favorite sensation in the world. She leaned forward, resting her head on Joel’s chest and lifting her hips just enough to have room for sliding in and out of his cock, again and again and again.
“Fuck babygirl, that’s how daddy likes it” Joel moaned, and began to guide her hips. His lips kissed her head as he moved her body up and down. “Ya like daddy’s present? Are you happy daddy’s fucking a baby in you, huh?”
Her mind fogged, as she came close to her second climax. She could only hear Joel faintly (as if he’d been talking to her through the phone) and the constant buzz of the chat.
“Please, I’m so close” she cried. Joel only sped up.
“Me too, fuck. I’m gonna fuck a baby into your tight cunt.”
He continued, faster and faster, until he felt his cock had no more room— she was coming for a second time, clenching hard on his shaft. Joel managed to get one last deep thrust before he came as well, growling.
As their breaths slowed down, the buzz from the chats took over the room once again. She pecked his lips once again and, without sliding out of him, stood on her knees and turned to see the comments.
Yeah
Omg
Fuck I’m late
Anonymous paid $15 - beautiful girl show us the cum
I came so hard
He’s incredible
Hey
CowgirlFucker paid $10 - amazing job
Daddy breed me now
Awesome
Show the cum
Joel moved, then, to sit up, resting one hand on her waist, and using the other to hold himself against the mattress. He smirked when he read the comments, but he didn't obey them— instead, he just kissed his girlfriend, soft and sweetly, and closed the laptop.
He could get used to this.
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after @gutsby 's recent disappearance, i decided to compile all of her fics that i could find, originally for my own reading purposes because i, too, loved her fics. in light of all of the distraught posts and comments that have followed, i have decided to create and post this list for easy access (through compiling already existing findable reblogs, i haven't copied, downloaded, or reposted anything, i'm just putting everything in one place). discovering that you're suddenly unable to reach a favorite blog or never got to finish a well written fic sucks, so i hope y'all are able to find what you're looking for here. if you have any fics of hers reblogged that i've missed feel free to send them my way so i can add them here.
please note these might only be expandable/readable on desktop.
Waiting Game: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Extras More Extras Even More Extras Another Extra
chapters 1-8 can also be found on her ao3 which is still up!
Make It Stick: Prequel Part 1 Part 2 More Old!Joel Even More Another
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