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a recurrent one is where i have to defend myself. i dont get the strenght i know i could pull off, im weaker, my body doesnt answer right, im slower in punching and thinking. it doesnt end in me losing or winning (i think? in that case, i never remember), im just stuck in the eternal fight, in my body, in the slow motion of me throwing fists badly or not punching hard enough.

Last song you listened to: i was listening to the challengers original score bc i was searching for music to dance to for a playlist, for funsies and studying.

Favourite colour: usually crimson, lavender, moss or black, either clothes or objects. for hair dye since you mentioned, half blonde or white, i like purple too.

Currently watching: videos mostly, now watching last evasive's "I Made Trans Women Watch "Juwanna Mann"" / i havent been watching movies or series a lot. last one was an almodóvar movie bc film uni club, series, well ive been rewatching jojos with friends.

Currently reading: "china in ten words" by yu hua, and "karl marx, between science and revolution" by francisco josé león, buuuut i should be reading my uni material lol.

Current obsession: bdsm and kink once again.

Currently working on: learning chinese! making more art, journaling, making new friends, switching to linux, university organization.

Last google search: that pic meme of the ghost of communism.