I had a lot of mentions so I put off yours (sorree).
You want to be perceived as chaotic, but not actually chaotic. Your mess is deliberate, performative, but always reined in just enough to remain readable. You’ve learned that nonsense draws attention, so you deploy it as a shield. You use exaggerated humour, sudden tonal shifts, absurd exaggerations. It lets you stay in control of the interaction while pretending you aren’t.
Beneath that, you’re remarkably ritualistic. You cling to certain comforts, specific ‘things’ you return to obsessively (hence, Granada Sherlock) (who am I to blame though) (no one can say boo to Granada Sherlock hyper-fixation), not because they’re particularly special in themselves, but because they anchor you. You thrive on patterns and repetition, even though you’d never describe yourself that way. You like stability disguised as spontaneity.
Your humour is pointedly absurdist, but it isn’t random. Rather, a strategy. You escalate ridiculousness because sincerity feels too raw and too exposing. Jokes become your way of testing boundaries. How far can I push before someone else blinks? When people laugh, you’ve kept the upper hand. When they don’t, you can retreat into irony. Clever escape route, if you ask me ;)
Your tastes are selective and cultivated. You attach yourself to what you perceive as the correct or definitive version of something, and once you’ve chosen it, you defend it as though it’s part of your identity. This isn’t just about preference, but it’s about wanting your discernment to be recognized. You need people to notice that you’re particular, that you’ve chosen with intent.
And in the end, you’re contradictory (which is why I guess @rosemelodyshah decided to adopt you as her friend). Posturing as chaotic while craving structure, hiding sincerity behind absurdity, cultivating elitism while pretending not to care. Every contradiction is carefully managed, though. You’re never unaware of the mask you’re wearing. You want to be seen, but only on your own terms.
Conclusion: ritualistic, self-curated, contradiction embodied. The kind of person who insists they’re unpredictable while following the same patterns every time, and would quietly take satisfaction in knowing that someone else has noticed.
(euhghgueghegh I hate this one) ( :'( it's too lame)
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