p e n n y l a n e

it’s all fake.

obsessive

i've honestly been living my life in fear for the past few weeks. scared that something will go wrong at work and i'll get into trouble, scared that my love will no longer love me, scared that my closest friends will realize i'm a bad friend and move onto better ones. i'm trying to hard to manage my time, and i believe i'm failing. i hate my job, i hate the way i'm being treated on a daily level. im so scared right now and i need someone to tell me that it'll all be okay because my mind is working overtime tonight -

for the past two days i haven't really physically spoken because work has honestly made me really sad all my coworkers are mean and my managers don't care about me at all. i came over to your house tonight and you let me cry on your shoulder and i left with a smile on my face a few hours later. i'm so so incredibly thankful for you

i have an obsessive mind and i don't know how to change it