Loneliness
Can you just hold me? I feel depressed. Sad. And alone. Every night I come home from work and cry. You're not here. I feel alone. At night and in the mornings I reach for you. Your spot is empty. I cuddle with the pillows on your side and once again I feel alone. On your side. On the side you haven't slept on for two months. Everything I do, I think about you. Setting a budget and planning for two only because I forgot there's just one. There's no we any more just me. And again I feel lonely. Looking for places and accidentally planning a move for two and again I realize, it's just me. I text only to receive no response. I call only to be further ignored. This isn't how I planned things. I went from planning a wedding to planning how to ease my heartache. A thousand drugs couldn't ease this pain. Once the drugs have worn off, I'm still lonely. Who invented this? This feeling of loneliness? Make it stop. Someone please save me from this.
