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He takes his coffee with two sugars and he likes to drink fraps from Starbucks but won’t admit it because of his ego. In the beginning he’ll make it seem like he has no feelings, practically a robot but his heart is so big you’ll think it’ll explode. He drinks like crazy, watching him chug alcohol will make you sick but the good thing is it makes him brutally honest. When he’s drunk he’ll tell you thinks like, ‘you’re the only girl who has made me feel this way.’ Or ‘I’m jealous of every person who has ever touched you.’ Even things like, ‘seeing guys talk to you makes me so mad I want to punch them.’ Believe him when he says it, he means it. After you make love he likes to cuddle naked and stare at you, he ravishes in your beauty. He gets these nightmares that he’ll call and tell you about because if he doesn’t it stops him from sleeping again. Most of the time he won’t tell you everything, be okay with that and let him tell you what he’s ready to say. He gets angry at his mom often just let him vent it blows over quickly. When you invite him over for dinner, let him help you cook it makes him happy and feel apart of the family. Tell him everyday how wonderful and amazing you think he is because everyone in his life thinks the worst of him. And understand he will start fights with you for no reason and he’ll say sorry in his own way. If one day he wakes up and changes his mind about you forgive him. He doesn’t know how to love himself and when it comes to loving someone else it makes him run like hell. Loving someone terrifies him because then it allows him to get hurt and he doesn’t deal with showing emotion. Whatever you do, love him the most you can with the time you have with him, every second is worth it.

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