So does somebody wanna explain how the group chat went from me saying I might have a date and joking abt driving two hours to get some dick to one of my friends JUST DROPPING THIS HELLO? WHAT? For reference this is for A FACT THE FRIEND WHO MADE FUN OF ME FOR MY HUMILIATION KINK -
MY FACE IS SO RED RN ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY IM GONNA COMMIT HOW DO I LEAVE THIS CHAT FOREVER
Was going through this blog again cause its been a while
Lmao this person and I ended up messing around for a few months and they ended up pushing soooo many of my sexual boundaries and essentially treated me like an object 24/7 to the point I genuinely got the ick and struggle to actually engage sexually with people even through text
Also abused my hypno kink by sending me spirals and talking me down without warning till I got fuzzy then doing nothing to bring me back up so I was constantly disoriented
I feel really stupid I let it happen but I wanted to feel wanted and it felt good to have someone enthusiastic about doing this kinda stuff but they took it waaaaay too far then when I said I didnt wanna do it anymore they essentially cold shouldered me then played victim about it
So
Update on that situation lol


















