obscenity

does anyone want to threaten me with gratuitous violence

I've had an idea in my head for a while for a new project but I really have no clue where to go with it. a while ago after reading my first Cooper novel I also took an interest in reading about cellular memories after heart transplants, something like, "theres 2 brothers and the older of them gets a heart transplant from the deceased boyfriend of the closeted brother, now has to reckon with cellular memories inducing incestuous compulsions to his younger brother that the younger feeds into out of seeing older brother as a replacement (but is the surface explanation really all there is?".

in lieu of the Olympics though I've been also thinking of something akin to Utena but with iceskaters being trained and raised in a competitive school with duel of the week / teams of characters, and also like... some sort of sequel project like Adolescence where it's framed as a rewrite or AU where everything is eerily similar until one change leads to a butterfly effect of other changes. in this "sequel" AU project I was imagining the older brother to be a repper closet case tguy and seeing a cascading series of events that stem from the older brother now being a more miserable repressed older sister. i.e. "i wish my older sister was a guy so i could yaoimolest her but im not attracted to her this way so i will woefully remind her that she is trapped as a miserable girl" or something. not sure!

The molested seme has sexual urges this June

fuck no im not following your alter she posts bad