Long Live Chappell!

Guess who's sad but longing for some angst

everyday i thank god that i don’t live in the timeline where troy is a white guy and besties with pierce as originally planned

giles and spike are such horrible fucked-up reflections of each other. who i used to be who i could have been who i am still deep inside where i don't look. what i could have become if i grew; what i would have stayed if i stagnated.

isabel’s breakdown at her workplace TWENTY YEARS LATER after her (essentially) egg cracked screaming “I’m literally dying right now! somebody help me!” meanwhile everyone in the room suddenly freezes and looks in any direction except for her hyperventilating on the ground still absolutely HAUNTS me. it’s when you think you could handle the existential horror of never allowing yourself to live the life that you may be living because of the fear of the unknown is more horrifying, but then confronted with the fact that absolutely no one knows what sacrifices you have made to be perceived by them in this way and absolutely NO ONE cares

Watch online free is such a beautiful name for a child

thinking about how spike and his shitty poems would have done numbers on insta but instead he was cursed to be born in the wrong era and become an evil murderer :(

i just. when owen tried on isabel's magic dress and maddy blushed and smiled and hid in her hand. the intimacy in how she drew the symbol on the back of owen's neck. an out lesbian showing those feelings for a closeted, pre-transition trans girl who doesn't even seem to know that's true of herself yet. knowing her before she knows herself. don't speak to me i'm literally dust on the floor