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So there has been a report released today that Harry Styles would be in a WWII movie and I instantly thought of Harry from Elephant Gun so I obviously fangirled haha. But then I went to search the tags to see if anyone else was freaking out as well... To my surprise I end up finding your new blog! CAN I JUST SAY THAT THIS MADE MY DAY-- NO MY YEAR! I'm about to obliterate your new drabble ASAP now too. But anyways, welcome back! Since you've left I can't lie and say I haven't thought about AB/PP/EG/AT/AMG/PK/ at all because that is far from the truth. These stories I will carry for the rest of my life and I thank you for that. (Also, I have this problem that when I sneeze, I sneeze at least four times in a row. I'm constantly teased about it but it's okay because it always reminds me that I’m not alone when it comes to weird sneezing habits haha). I thank you for these moments of joy that I get when I think about these stories and characters. Thank you for also teaching me so many lessons about life, happiness, and even love. I honestly thought you were on your way to publishing AB with a pseudonym as well as new character names. I often imagined that somewhere on the book there would be the phrase ilikeorangetoo so that we would be able to secretly identify you. I even imagined stumbling across said book when my future nonexistent daughter brought this book home. That was literally my only ounce of hope I had left to ever being able to read your works ever again. I know this is not why you took all your stories down but it was just my brain trying to cope with what happened. I'm not trying to sound dramatic but what happened didn't just affect you but it also affected us-- your readers that were incredibly invested in the world and niche you created here on tumblr and 1DFF. I will never ever forget this part of my life and I will never ever forget you. I don't know much about you but that doesn't change the fact that your writing was so important in my life. Hell, I even changed my whole entire life after PP opened my eyes. I love stories. I love the effect simple words can transcend the page into imagery that goes beyond this universe. But honestly I don't think I will ever be as invested in a story as I was with your works. Trust me I've tried but alas no luck haha. Wow, this is getting incredibly long and ramble-y but I really needed to vent all these thoughts. I don't even know if you'll read this but it was very therapeutic for me since I've never said any of this out loud so to speak. Well thank you for everything and good luck on your journey! I know that your livelihood is your focus right now and I totally respect that. I'm also in the same state of mind as well and it's quite the challenge but well worth it. Well I shall leave you with one of my favorite stanzas that I ever wrote after reading AB...

"For I am the poet, and you are my poetry, the very manifestation of your soul to ink, the very soul that I love so dearly."