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AGAIN 7 DAYS ARE REMAINING FOR THIS EXAMS 🚬🚬🚬

ITS ON 2ND APRIL

(the way i pull up on tumblr to update whenever im cooked🙏🙏🙏)

UH SO GUESS WHOSE PULLING A 24 HR GRIND I HAVE SM TO DO BUT TRUST WE WILL DO SLAY IN IT MM FEELING LIKE KAY CHUNG

SO WHATS MY STRATERGY???

STUDY break STUDY cry STUDYYYYYY we will make it out

GANG IF UHH SO THIS IS A PREDICTION POST

I WILL BE GETTING 99%ILE

AND LIKE THIS IS A BIT OF EXPERIMENT AND FOR LIKE FUNSIES I WANNA SEE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I GRIND LIKE NTHG BEFORE IDK I JUS FEEL LIKE IT :p

UHH SO THE TARGET IS 127 HOURS TO STUDY FOR OUR NCT I27 KINGS UHHHHH HOW WILL I DO IT 😝😝

127 hrs IS LIKE HOW I PLAN I NEED TO SLEEP TOO? BUT MM SO HERES THE DEALL I WILL BE SURVIVING ON 2 HRS SLEEP FOR THE NEXT 5 DAYS AND THEN ON THE NIGHT OF 6TH IMMA SLEEP LIKE NEVER BEFORE

HERES THE PLAN

27 (today) - no sleep 24 hrs study i alr slept like 8 hrs yesterday :3

28, 29, 30, 31 - 3 hrs sleep 20 hrs grind

1- uhhhh light revision mostly around like 6 hrs

this exceeds 127 BUT LIKE YK I HAVENT COUNTED EXTRA THINGS LIKE EATING, ZONING OUT ETC ETC

If anyone whose a master at procastination but still manages to get thru GIVE ME TIPS PLEASE

and if u have any other tips to uhhhhhhhh make it out alive GIMME THEM TOOO I WILL CHERISH U IN MY HEART AND KEEP UR PHOTO IN MY HEART LOCKET PENDENT PLEASE

D-1 of putting in ALL I HAVE

DUDE I KINDA LIKE MATHS?????? LIKE NOW WHEN I REMOVED EVERYYYY SOCIAL MEDIA I CAN ACTUALLY SEE WHY PEOPLE LIKE IT CUZ DAMN BAEEE THE CONFIDENCE U GET AFTER SOLVING EACH AND EVERY QUESTION?? uffffffffff

we are sooo back

also omg now that i have taken a gap year i cant waitttttttttt to get into a good college like imagine IT WOULD BE SOOO FUN YEEEYYYYYYY

plus im fixing my eep schedule again lol :p imma sleep from 10 am to 4 am, why? JUS SO I CAN TELL EVERYONE YK WHEN I SLAY THIS EXAM I NEED TO BOAST TOO YK PLUS OMG THE SIMPLE MOTIVATION OF WAKING UP EARLY IS SOOOOOOOOOO GJFDJGFDGF :p

so for today my checklist is-

Limits - lecture 07, 08 , 09, 10

Mode of differentiation - lecture 01, 02

Semiconductors + Modern Physics complete ( reading from hcv +pyqs + cyqs + most imp sbt)

DnF, Coordinate daily read

P-block - Lecture 04 , 05

ORM - 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25

End the day with revision

(if anyone has any tips on how to cover online lecs fast PLEASE HELP UR GIRLIE OUT 😭🙏)

gang we failed this attempt :(

but its okay we got second attempt for a reason, after this attempt my ass could not do shitt for like next 10 days,

till now i have written down all the mistakes (which were alot lolll) and how to simplify them

some things i did to pull myself out of the burnout were-

set so small goals like mine were like study for an hr and thats it

give urself time to be mid at studies

pick out a playlist and then start just start

take a nap if ur bored jus dont go through social media

consuming too much media + burnout is DEATH. like it starts an endless loop of feeling guilt

yeah and thats all i mean i really dont have a choice but to continue lol i came this far , and i aint giving up now!!!!!!!!!!

plus it will be over in 3-4 months anyways, the time is gonna pass anyways why shouldnt i make the most of it? i jus dont wanna regret shit

so yeah now my study hrs have gone up to 5-6 hrs again :p ik its not a lot but it is what it is

imma try to update regularly on what i have done till now :p

take care cutiessssssss

mwahhhhhhhhh

so its 21/12/24, 05:18 am and i wanna kms BUT BUT BUT i still havent taked an art class in Italy so cant so what i did instead?

CHALLENGED MYSELF TO STUDY 20Hrs now the funny thing is even 8 hrs study is big for me but 20hr? crazyyyy

so imma be updating on this post on how it goes,,

hour 1: easyyyy organic is fun tbh

hour 2: kinda eepi but after the session i made coffee yeyeye

hour 3: this one was kind of tough so took a 20 mins break after this

hour 4: 20 mins breaks helped a lot so relatively ez

slept for like 4 hrs

currently its 3:10 pm....and i got 16 hrs left😭

lets get it done

hour 5- HAD ME CRYING AND THROWING UP

MEOWWWWWW

GUYS I DID IT I DID NOT LAY MYSELF DOWN THIS TIME LIKE I STUDIED 5 HRS ON DAY 1 AND LIKE 10 TODAY RAHHH IT MAY NOT FEEL LIKE A LOT BUT IDK IM PROUD AND THATS WHAT MATTERSSSSS

THINGS I COMPLETEDDD-

Electrostats

Capaciters

Isomerism

Aliphatic hydrogens

look ik it may seem impossible to get like good percentage in jee in like the remaining days BUT WHO CARESSSS

IMMA GIVE MY ALL RAHH!! AND GET GOOD PERCENTILE

cuz i never learned to listen to others :p

FUCK HATERS MAN I LOVE DOING GOOD FOR MYSELFFF MEOWWWWW

ITS MY CHOICE IN WHAT I WANNA BELIEVE CALL ME DELUSIONAL BUT I WILL CRACK THIS SHIT

MWAH LOVE U

XOXO

some notes i made :3

so its starts from today..!!

today my goals will be as follows-

Electrostats and electromagnetism

Oc-11 lecs

Matrices and determinants

Excercise an hour

now for what im planning is to study 15 hrs, which ive NEVER done before (tf am i doing man), but todays the day lol nomore excuses

reminder to myself- u were always an avg person who tried hard to achieve your goals, thats where ur roots lie, i wasnt an academic overachiever before, i was a tryhard. So if i push myself this time too, i can do it :3

byeyey love uuu

SO SUDDENLY IM LEFT WITH LIKE 10 DAYS TO COMPLETE SYLLABUS RAHHH

shits have been so worse couldnt do shit

but meh who could stop me from not fucking my life up

so now for 10 days imma lock tf in

i dont wanna waste wtv days are left for 2024

FUCK IT MAN WE BALL.

so shits i will be doing:-

excercising daily

no goofing around on social media all day

no yearning (toughest)

become more mindful of the shits i do

study 15 hrs everyday

revise everyday wtv i did

MAN IM TIRED OF GIVING UP ON MYSELF ITS SO SHITTY WHEN U CANT EVEN FOLLOW URSELF,

imma jus give my all idc bout wtv result comes

result aint in my hand but the process is >:(

Ep-7: Crazzyyy

Heloooo lovely beautiful peoplleee!!! ^_^

ignoring the fact that i disappeared for 2-3 days will move on to the fact that i convinced my mom dad to let me have biotech degree as an option too rather than cs LIKE DAMN THEY AGREEDD EEE I AM SOOOOO HAPPPYY

i mean i did love cs in like 6th grade but damn i am in my drop year now, likings change tbh biotech sounds interesting yk ^_^ like very idk crazyyyyyyyyyy

so i have a test this sunday and i have alr planned next 8 weeks, it was tedious but yeyeyeye like i really REALLYYY wanna pull this JEE off yk :<

how i planned is basically keeping a few things in mind - 1. Tests on every second and fourth sundays 2. Syllabus completion before 1 Dec 3. Focusing on important chapters

and then like imma SPEEDRUNNNNN this prep like damn i need to be productive I need to peakkkkkkkkk so that i get to a good college, i hope :p

Ep-6: A is for Anxiety

Hello peopleeee of silytownnn :pp,

yesterday was....idk not my best day i can say like even though i studied it could be of the same intensity yk and like i felt bad cuz why was I not able to concentrate weird shitty thoughts came to me like what if i dont make it yk these thoughts are not rare..

but then yk life isnt something to be worried over yk like why m i worrying bout shit that never even happened like ??? thats SOOO NOT GIRLBOSS OF MEEEEE :<

to reduce my stress i planned out the entire week in my journal so as to not panic everyday idk how it helps me but it does yk like even if i fail to complete a task i can simply move it to the next day and knowing that i can move it yk like it would lessen my anxiety idk :p

so lemme share my todays goals too-

Some basic concepts of chemistry complete

Basic Maths - Lec 04,05,06,06

Physics motion in 1D- JEE pyqs+ Imp questions

Ep-5: Sciences and art

Hello dearest reader,

my procastination is going off the roofs like why am i spending sm time on reels? x? youtube? and that too midlessly scrolling through content damaging my attention span more and more so from today im restricting my social media intake to 2 hrs idk i need to be very mindful (and very demure) bout it now ^-^.

Also like I was drawing the other day and noticed how time goes so fast when im drawing? like its weird how time and surroundings almost disappear when i am indulging in art..

what if i gaslight myself into thinking sciences and maths = art yk like it makes sense to me?? like its some sort of art only ykkk idk if it makes sense

idk how but i will try to figure it out ^-^

Ep-4: Fuck it we ball

GOOOD DAAYYYYY LOVELY PEOPLE

i was sick smmm yesterdayyyyy but its fine i made it through girlbossed the study sess yeyeye i mean it was hard to resist the urge to like not study and take rest buttt i did it, Idk why but it feels like an achievement ykkkkk i am glad cuz today i might go to play garbaa

yesterday i thought bout getting into research as a career but i feel like that would take up alot of money idk..why do i feel so lost lol, LIKE SOMEONE TELL ME WHY RANDOMLY AT 3AM THE FEELING OF IMPENDING DOOM HITS ME RANDOMLY?!? like dude i am jus trynna solve some physics question LEAVE ME ALONE BROOOO

back to garba idk how to feel bout that too ,I mean play garba with my fam lol like my papa hates me spending my time with my friends eventho I am at home ALLLLL day idk what to do i jus gave up trynna ask if i speak smthg in defense of my friends he would jus pull the "now ur taking ur friend's side rather than ur own dad" card.. lol like dude :< like evenat garba all my fam is jus gonna get tired and i will be left alone :<<

Anyways theres nothing i can do bout it now lol :p so imma jus enjoy wtv is laid infront of meeeeee yeeeyyyyyyyyyyy, like FUCK IT WE BALL