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id look at you with hearts in my eyes

“You’re a nerd” I say as I look at you with heart eyes while you info dump to me

I wanna be the only girl you think about, dream of, and yearn for.

"I wish we met sooner" is such a gentle sentiment. I love you so much I not only want you in my future, but in my past too. I want to have known you when we were small stupid kids, have held hands together as we played outside. I want to have stressed out over exams together, nudging a mug of still steaming hot chocolate against your elbow to get you to focus. I want to have told you I love you before I did anyone else. I want to have held you in my arms when all those sad memories you describe to me were still fresh wounds. I want my past to have been full of you, and full of meaningful memories with you. I want my past lives to have been spent with you, whether as two lovers, or two housecats cuddling by the fireplace on a snowy day, or two flowers that just happened to bloom on the same day, next to each other. I want to have consumed your existence and intertwined it with my own since my birth, never to be separated from you for a moment. I want to have loved you throughout it all, for all time.

sorry I'm awkward and idk how to text especially if youre hot

whenever i’m not thinking of her i’m probably still thinking of her

but if i have a heart attack u guys knoq why

all bc i posted two selfies btw