Life is Good

I was so depressed this morning that I couldn’t even bring myself to get out of bed. Things are going downhill fast. I feel like my relationship is crashing and burning, and my partner doesn’t care. He’s made that perfectly clear in the fact that we haven’t spoken since Monday when he basically ripped my heart out. Aside from work I’ve been crying pretty much non stop since then. He hasn’t even bothered to ask if I’m okay. I’m not speaking to him again until he figures out that I’m waiting, and then we’re no doubt gonna have a blowout fight. It’s gonna be bad. 

When the one simple obtainable dream you have is just within reach and then crushed.

All I want is a friend and he actually gave me hope that he'd allow it.

With not much to go on for Mike Dodds character, the fix I've been working on is soo hard. I've been writing him based on someone from my past who sort of "got away".

I haven’t actually addressed this yet, though I know a few of you have already messaged me concerning this, but Youtube has blocked all of my videos for copyright. 

- Dodds - Saturn

- Rollisi - Unconditionally

- Rollisi - Look How far They’ve Come

These were fanworks close to my heart. And now I can’t share these works with the world because NBC says so. All of us work hard for our works celebrating these characters that we love and cherish, and NBC doesn’t see that. 

I feel more than stabbed in the back. NBC, you’ve broken my heart. 

@avenuepotter

Feel free to tag anyone who has been affected by this. I hope @nbcsvu realizes that we write and vid and build these fanworks because we love these characters that they’ve brought to life, and that we want to bring in more fans to enjoy the show with us. Not because we have ulterior motives.

It’s coming. 

Life’s been crazy busy for the last little bit, but the story is slowly but surely coming.