rocky

sorry, just had so many things come to mind production had to shut down instead LMFAO however it being like midnight probably plays into that. anyway i’m yet again in tears crying myself to sleep cause i’m yet again crying about having no one like even my friends poof not friends anymore! n yk what sucks????? is i said i didn’t wanna be friends with this friend group (2 years ago) or “enter” it cause my last experience ended terribly LMFAO n honestly with them i easily pushed it to the side barely even thought about that only for like 2 years later end up in the same boat crying my eyes out LMFAOOO. my god i’m tired dawg, i will take a u-turn and still end up hitting the fucking WALLLLLL 😭😭😭😭

i can’t get it out of my head lmao. i want to just leave man, like fuck a new page, i want to start a whole new book.

why can’t the leaves get old? stay old?? why can’t they preserve every memory and good time, and stay that way? why do i constantly have to start over & meet new people because i can’t seem to find good people to genuinely stay in my life?