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your the right person so itâs the right time â° R.L x fem!reader
angsty james potter x fem!reader (like he realised heâs in love with her) platonic!sirius black x fem!reader
pt.1 pt.3
a/n: i canât help but give this a part 2 cause of this
i thought it was so cute and it just goes so great with pt. 1 so fight me. i was also debating so fucking hard on who to write y/n with cause lily and james werenât an option (iâm not giving james my precious y/n) and sirius is like her brother- i was between marlene or remus⌠so moony it is.
requested: yes/no
warnings: not edited. somewhat proofread. swearing. fluff. slight mention of divorce. honestly none really. no voldylocks sorry not sorry. doesnât really follow a canon time line tbh. also andromeda and ted are kinda like parental figures to her⌠idk just go with it
summary: when remus gets invited round to the potters 2 years after theyâve finished school, he brings his fiancĂŠ with him. every one (except sirius) is shocked to find out itâs none other than y/n.
i wonât lie to you, i donât really read or write remus stuff but i donât hate this. itâs not my favourite thing iâve ever written but i think it alright.
after a few weeks, y/n felt fine. sure, she was still mad, and she didnât exactly want to be near james and lily any more. but, slowly, she got over it. and over james. remus felt like part of it was his fault, y/n would always tel him âno one could have stopped him. he had it set in stone in his mind, and when james wants to do something, he does it. itâs not your fault moonyâ. after a couple of months, it was clear to remus⌠he liked y/n. but he knew that, especially right now, nothing was going to happen. so he just became the best friend he could to her.
she really appreciated having him around, he was her piece of normality whenever someone would give her a pitying look if they walked passed james and lily. heâd hold her hand, and give her silent reassurances, squeeze her hand or trace her knuckles with his thumb. but after a while, they never let go. even if it was minutes after walking past them, theyâre hold onto eachother tighter. that was the first sign⌠y/n was falling in love with remus lupin. at least this time, the feeling was mutual.
both being the awkward souls they are, it took time to realise what was going on between them. but, before the end of their sixth year, they told eachother in an adorably awkward way. that was the start of it all. when it came to school, they didnât make it obvious, people just thought they were touchy friends. and james, he was too preoccupied with a certain red head to even realise they were hanging out. as they neared the end of their 7th year, they decided they wanted to get a cute flat together, above a muggle bookshop. one of their favourite muggle bookshops. they were living in a perfect little harmony.
one of the first things they did in their new flat, was invite andromeda and ted over for dinner. it was a lovely, homely event. they love remus, so much so that whilst remus and andromeda were talking about their favourite book, ted looked over at her and whispered âi love himâ. she nodded back and whispered âso do iâ. they exchanged giggles and that was the moment she knew, he really was the right person. so that made this the right time.
the proposal. as awkward as every other key part in their relationship was, this wasnât without nervous giggles, tears, hugs and kisses. itâs safe to say she was shocked when she turned around and saw him down on one knee. a moment sheâll never forget. ây/n, life right now is unpredictable, quite potentially short, and fast. i canât imagine getting old, but there is no one else iâd want to do it with. i love you. will you marry me?â she nodded her head frantically, tears cascading down both their faces. barely being able to choke out a âyesâ she pulled him off the floor and kissed him. âi love you so much, remâ she whispered into his chest as they hugged. âi love you to y/n/n. so muchâ
at the potter house hold, they were living in a perfect bliss. too perfect for james to be truly happy, but he just told himself it was because of all the change that was going on. lily had just given birth to harry, they only got married less than a year ago, and just before that they moved in with eachother. it was a whirlwind sort of romance that didnât look like it was slowing down any time soon.
james just received an owl form remus, and he couldnât have been more happy for his friend. âlils! guess what!â she walked through the living room with harry on her hip, âwhat?â she chuckled at her husbands excitement. âguess who got engaged?â she shook her head with a smile âi donât knowâŚâ he smiled more and yelled âmoony! i canât believe moony had the balls to get down on one knee. plus we havenât even met the girl⌠heck i donât even know her name!â. lily nodded in agreement âwell maybe we should invite them round for dinner, in fact, we should invite all of them round. we havenât seen all of them together in a while. could be a nice little reunion. we could even invite y/n if you wanted. reconcile with her, i know you havenât spoken since 6th year.â he shook his head âyes to the party, no to y/n. iâll probably owl her at some point, ask sirius her address. if i want to reconcile i probably shouldnât do it with the wife i tricked her into helping me get.â lily nodded âthatâs fair enough. but i can tel you miss her, you should definitely reach out soon.â
âdear remus,
me and lils wanna know if you and future mrs.moony want to come round for dinner or something next week. weâve invited the whole gang, we havenât seen everyone altogether for quite some time.
james.â
âlove!â remus yelled from the kitchen, giving the owl a treat as he did so. âyeah!â she spoke as she walked into the kitchen. âhow would you feel about going to james? i know you havenât spoken since⌠the incident. but all the marauders will be there, could be nice to let people know bout us.â she nodded her head âyeah. i have no reason to still be hurt by what happened. iâm with you now, i love you, and heâs happy, weâre happy. itâs all water under the bridge.â remus smiled and kissed her âthank youâ he kissed her again making her giggle. âno problem, my love. what do you think their reactions will be?â he chuckled âiâm not sure⌠could be funny though.â
once they were ready, remus and y/n left to go to the potters. it was only a short 5 minutes away so they decided to walk, hand in hand, in peaceful silence. knocking on the door, remus could tel y/n was nervous so he gave her a quick peck on the cheek and squeezed her hand comfortingly. when james opened the door, he couldnât lie, he was a little confused. had lily invited her without him knowing? âmoony⌠y/n? i didnât realise you were comingâ she chuckled nervously âwell you did invite future mrs. moony, if iâm not mistaken.â he stared in shock for a moment âwait⌠i didnât see that comingâŚâ he coughed awkwardly âwell congratulations both of you, come in.â they smiled, remus and y/n turning to one another with mischievous little grins. it was admittedly quite funny to the two. what was even more funny was everyone elseâs reactions. sirius also got to bask in the humour of it all, him having known they were together since the beginning of their 7th year.
as the night progressed, james quickly learned what a happy relationship looked like. the giggles. the smiles. the silent conversations without any words. they were happy, and for some reason that made james sad. he forgot what a giddy relationship looked like until they came, he forgot the way that he used to feel about lily. what used to be undoubtedly love was now just a routine on autopilot. the same thing every day. he truly did love harry, he just wish he loved harryâs mother the way he wanted to. the way he used to. as the night progressed through to almost midnight, he had done hours of thinking. did he seriously screw over what could have been a lifelong friendship⌠or maybe even love⌠for someone he couldnât truthfully say he was happy with? did he screw up so badly that let the one person that was always there for him go. he was stuck in his head until someone tapped on his shoulder. he turned around to see a smile that he missed, paired with slightly concerned eyes. âjames are you ok?â he nodded âyeah⌠yeah just thinkingâ she hummed i acknowledgment. âiâm sorry i didnât tell you i was coming, or about me and moony. it just seemed like some things were better left unsaidâ
âyeah⌠yeah. i am sorry for what happened by the way. i know i never really said it. i was a dick, i shouldnât have used you like that.â y/n chuckled slightly âitâs ok. hey, weâre both happy now. no reason to dwell on it.â giving his arms. reassuring pat. âthatâs just the thing y/n/n. iâm not sure if i am happy. i want to be. i should be. but every time i look at the life i have, i just wish i did it differently. maybe with someone else, someone who liked me before i had to trick it out of them.â y/n was a little taken aback by his confession. âif thatâs how you feel, you need to talk to her about it. you shouldnât be living in a lie, not like this. and hey, co-parenting works. maybe youâd both be happier if you looked after him as friends rather than more. i can tell you love her, itâs just whether or not your in love with her that you need to figure out. and then have a chat with her about it. donât string her along, it will only be more painful for the both of you in the futureâ. those words ignited something in him. she was right, of course she was. he just wished heâd seen it sooner. âthanks y/n/n.â
as the months progressed y/n and james spoke again. she helped him through telling lily how he felt, he was more than relieved when she said she felt the exact same. they were young, they made a mistake, but they were still friends. they still lived together, and that worked for them. they may have started out wrong, but now they could safely say they were happy.
with their wedding just around the corner, remus and y/n were even more excited than ever before, there was just one or two more things they needed to plan. she asked ted to walk her down the isle, knowing her parents would never want to attend the wedding of their blood traitor daughter and a werewolf. he, of course, said yes.
it was a beautiful ceremony, and one that made james really realise he fucked up. over the months of talking to y/n again, he couldnât help but fall in love with her. but of course it had to be at the wrong time. but the truth is, they probably never would have had a right time. y/n could see that, james couldnât. he wished he could go back in time and change what he did, but she just looked so happy with remus. the two danced throughout the entire night, smiles on their faces that would never fade. sirius leant over to james, they were in a secluded corner away from prying ears, âyouâve realised havenât youâ james just nodded, not even pretending to be confused. âiâm sorry mate, but sheâs happy. and you will be too. just please donât fuck anything up again. i donât want her being upset, especially not on her wedding day.â james just nodded once more and left.
if only everything hadnât have been all about lily evans, maybe heâd have realised how perfect y/n l/n is instead
summary: after sirius left his family, james starts to realise quite how badly he screwed up, and although he appears to already be forgiven by everyone involved, thereâs one last person that still hasnât. himself. (this is quite repetitive i wonât lie, but itâs mostly just a look into jamesâ guilt.)
warnings: kinda angsty on jamesâ part. swearing, mention of hospitals, smoking (just cigarettes), talks of cheating, self loathing from james - i have a habit of writing james really ooc, so hopefully this has redeemed it slightly. because we all know if james cheated on someone his guilt would be through the roof. i should also mention, sometimes this series (especially this part) might seem a little bit like iâm condoning cheating, and like itâs not a big deal. i assure you thatâs not the case, and if y/n was my friend i might have to stage an intervention.
a/n: this randomly switches from lowercase to not all lowercase, back to lowercase again cause during my 8 month hiatus i put my caps lock on and off again and couldnât be bothered to change it, and i started writing this before i took an unplanned break.
but anyway hello! iâm back. hopefully for a while cause i have some wipâs that iâm very excited to start writing again. but yes i hope this was worth the wait (it probably wasnât)
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when lily wasnât there for him to be blinded, he started to notice the reasons he began to fall for y/n in the first place. of course, he wasnât going to do anything. she was happy, he was happy. but seeing her happy with someone else made him admittedly more jealous than it shouldâve. he broke her heart, he left her alone, it was his fault. he shouldnât have been upset, but standing in st. mungos seeing y/n curled up into siriusâ side asleep whilst he was looking at her, just studying all of her features, and playing with her hair, he felt a pang to his heartstring. but if he was completely honest with himself, instead of living in a constant state of denial, he would have realised that feeling wasnât jealousy. it was guilt. because watching them made him think about when he could have had that, and he threw her on the floor like he would a crumpled up potions essay.
âprongs, mate. sit down. yâalright?â sirius said softly, as to not make him jump, and to not wake up y/n. james chuckled slightly, bringing a chair beside his bed. using the same soft tone, he responded âyouâre in a hospital bed, and youâre asking if iâm alright?â sirius shrugged with a slight laugh âyâjust looked a bit in your own head sâall.â james nodded, barely meeting siriusâ eye âdâyou think she hates me?â he nudged his head towards y/n, worried of what sirius would think his question insinuates.
âwell⌠i donât know. i donât think so. she was a wreck, james, but i donât think she could ever really hate you.â taking a bit of a pause, he thought about his next words carefully. âshe really struggled, yâknow. found it hard to find a reason to get out of bed. thought she wasnât good enough, not just for you, but for the world. it took its toll. butâŚâ he looked down at her then back at james, stroking and playing with her hair unconsciously. âif she hated you she wouldnât have cared she wasnât good enough, she wouldnât have tried to keep the peace when with our friends, she would have shown you how mad and sad she was, instead of letting you be happy because thatâs all that mattered.â james looked relieved, but his speech didnât do much for his guilt. but that was ok, he deserved the guilt. he knew that.
âso to answer your question, i donât know. because iâm not y/n, but i do know her. and i can safely say that if she truly hated you, she would have done everything in her power to ruin your happiness. but she didnât. she didnât even tell anyone what happened.â
those words were stuck on a loop in jamesâ head for about a week. over and over, each words replayed with a different meaning. each word held a story, her story, his story, their story. and each one ended with lily and james. but not all of them ended with sirius, because what if? what if sirius hated james for initially ruining his chances with the girl he liked? what if he didnât stick around? what if he wasnât there to save the day when y/n needed him?
what if?
what if?
what if?
every time it would just get louder, the voice in the back of his mind. âyou could have ruined her belief in love.â âyou could have left her alone and someone might not have been there for her.â âyou were so selfish, sleeping with lily.â it all drowned out and merged into one big noise, every voice somehow making an appearance every time he opened his eyes, closed his eyes, looked the other way, turned aroundâŚ
âjames.â he was cut off by y/n, her and sirius were staying with him for the rest of the summer. sirius because he had no where else to go, and y/n because neither her nor sirius wanted to leave the other. both james and his parents were understanding, and he wasnât going to get in the way of her happiness again. âwhatâs wrong?â she asked, mildly concerned by his behaviour the past couple of days.
âI just want to say sorryâ she cocked her head in confusion. âSorry? Why?â He chuckled humourlessly. âI was a selfish dick to you, who used you to get over a girl i slept with not too long afterwards. And youâre asking me what Iâm sorry for?â She shook her head. âJames I donât care anymore. Ok, I was hurt. I wanted to hate you. But I wouldnât have Sirius without what happened. Because weâd have broken up in a nice clean way, and sirius wouldnât be needed to help my heartbreak. Things happen for a reason, james. Donât beat yourself up so muchâ
That conversation stuck with him, he never thought heâd be missing y/n. And he wasnât, not really. He was just hiding behind denial and guilt, forcing himself to belief that he hurt her beyond repair. turns out hindsight is a bitch, and james didnât know how to handle it. he always prided himself in being a classic, charming âniceâ guy. but what he did was anything but, and he couldnât stop the thoughts swirling around his mind telling him that he was a bad person, that he didnât deserve y/n when he had her, and he certainly doesnât deserve lily now.
ââââ
james was standing outside his house in the rain, hiding in the little shelter near the back door, he pulled a pack of cigarettes out of his coat pocket, along with a lighter. as he was fumbling with the box, trying to get one out and light it, his mind was continuing to wander. over the past two weeks he was being plagued by guilt, by the idea that he could have hurt someone so badly that they could have stopped believing in something like love. in something that he strongly believed was one of the best things anyone could ever experience.
he was so lost in his thoughts that he didnât hear sirius open the back door, also sneaking out for a cheeky cigarette whilst y/n was getting ready for bed.
âdidnât realise you were anything more than a social smoker, prongsâ
he jumped at siriusâ words, making the boy across from him chuckle as he, too, pulled out a pack from his coat. âwell, not normally. just too much going on in my head at the minute, needed something to take the edge of, i guess.â sirius nodded, hesitating slightly before he spoke. âyeah, i noticed that. seriously, prongs, whatâs going on. youâve been acting funny since me and y/n/n got here. since st. mungos. do you not want us here? cause we can-â
james was quick to cut him off âno. no! itâs not that, i just-â he stopped for a minute, debating whether or not he should be honest with sirius. âi keep thinking about what i did. about the way i treated y/n. and i know- i know that sheâs ok, and i know that you two may never have been together if i didnât, but- but thatâs still a person that i hurt. that i completely disregarded the feelings off for my own selfish reasons. when i could have just had a conversation with her and everything would have been fine.â he took a breath and looked up from where heâd been gazing down at his shoes, trying to judge how sirius was going to act based off of his face. he didnât know what he was expecting, but he certainly wasnât expecting the sympathetic half smile that he was currently wearing. âi didnât have to hurt her, if iâd have walked her back to her dorm when she was drunk, like any decent person would have, weâd have spoken about it and weâd have probably broken up before we even got to her common room. but i didnât. i chose to hurt herâ
after heâs finished speaking sirius shook his head slightly, taking a long drag of his cigarette whilst trying to form the right words to say, without trying to add to jamesâ guilt. âmate, everyone makes mistakes. granted, it was a shitty, shitty mistake. but a mistake is a mistake. and itâs not ok, and you did hurt her, a lot. but you feel guilty about it. most people that cheat donât care, itâs a game to them. theyâre happy to pretend like nothing happened and all is still perfectly fine. but youâve been torn up about this for weeks, probably more than that. itâs just finally sinking in. y/nâs okay prongs. sheâs okay. and as shitty as it was, everything happens for a reason.â just as he finished speaking he saw y/n through the window on the back door. he gestured to her that heâd be inside in a second, and gave her a smile. she smiled back and he watched as she walked towards the kitchen.
smiling slightly at the look on his friends face, james nudged sirius with his shoulder âyou really love her, pads⌠donât you?â sirius was quick to nod his head absentmindedly, before his eyes went wide. he looked at james before nodding his head again, this time really letting it sink in. âyeah, yeah i guess i do.â
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aghhhhh thank you for reading that and sorry for the long wait. hopefully the next part shouldnât take nearly as long. honestly i donât know if i like this, but oh well. it was always going to be a filler chapter, but yeah hopefully itâs not too bad.
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having parallel scenes of one of the boys talking really fast falling into despair saying he doesn't wanna lose the other as the other slowly gets closer to him, caresses his face and then kisses him at the beginning AND end of the series......... yeah
thinkin' about nick running to charlie's house bcoz he wanted to talk about the party kiss in person AND nick pulling charlie aside from the field to tell him how much he appreciates him and if he wants to break up he'll respect that but just needed charlie to know he really likes him and wants to be w him........ shout out to communication in relationships gotta be one of my favorite genders
imogen is literally a 16 year old girl with a crush who immediately backed off and sympathized with nick when he turned her down and took the heat off of the situation when nicks friends questioned him and was happy to see him with charlie in the last episode and yet some of y'all are acting like she is a straight up VILLAIN. SHE IS A CHILD. imogen did nothing wrong i stand by this. đ¤đťđ¤đť
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omg so during the deathly hallows, yanno that scene with ron and hermione where sheâs attempting to teach him the pianoâŚ
WELL what if, while they were staying during the order of the phoenix there was a similar situation⌠but like her playing and him just watching her with so much love in his eyes. RIGHT, stay with me. and basically sirius walks in and he sees this, just the overwhelming amount of love in the room. and it makes him emotional and stuffs cause (i think) he was forced to play piano as a child, very classical boring shit that put so much pressure on him as a child. and heâs always hated that fucking piano. it was filled with terrible memories and unrealistic expectations. BUT THEN he sees them there in the moment and he just starts tearing up because heâs hated staying in the house he was literally abused in, but suddenly he sees the love that was never present in his childhood make itâs way into the house. LIKE HOW CUTE WOULD THAT BE. anywayâŚ
omg so during the deathly hallows, yanno that scene with ron and hermione where sheâs attempting to teach him the pianoâŚ
WELL what if, while they were staying during the order of the phoenix there was a similar situation⌠but like her playing and him just watching her with so much love in his eyes. RIGHT, stay with me. and basically sirius walks in and he sees this, just the overwhelming amount of love in the room. and it makes him emotional and stuffs cause (i think) he was forced to play piano as a child, very classical boring shit that put so much pressure on him as a child. and heâs always hated that fucking piano. it was filled with terrible memories and unrealistic expectations. BUT THEN he sees them there in the moment and he just starts tearing up because heâs hated staying in the house he was literally abused in, but suddenly he sees the love that was never present in his childhood make itâs way into the house. LIKE HOW CUTE WOULD THAT BE. anywayâŚ
warnings: swearing, kissing, guiltyjamesâ˘, hints to family violence/abuse, mentions of hospitals. gif not mine
summary: james canât help but feel bad, because she was finally happy - he could see how miserable she was when she was with him.
note: did i specifically look up a 1975 calander to know which was the first friday in june đ because it may or may not be important to future songs and therefore chapters- also iâm gonna be honest this correlates to the song minimally, but oh well itâs a pretty title. also sorry for the delay! things have been going on and i had to go to the hospital it was a whole thing, but iâm ok and iâm back and hopefully the next update wonât take this long :)
it was nearing the summer break, and there was a buzz in the air. sirius was a little worried, he was going home. normally heâd stay at school or go with james, but he felt like it was the right thing to do. y/n was also worried, she hated to think about what they might do to him. but he assured her trust if anything went wrong heâd go straight to her, and if he could, heâd owl her everyday. y/n wasnât sure what she was going to do, but moony had offered her to go with him so she figured thatâs probably whatâs she would do. she knew she couldnât be alone, sheâd be too anxiety riddled worrying about padfoot. but the more he reassured her, the more she started to believe him.
james was still living in his âlily blissâ but it started to become a lot more normal. things were feeling normal. james was happy, and y/n was happy for him. after her breakdown in the corridors they both felt a film of closure capture them. neither of them forgot what happened, both felt bad about it, but there was finally no malice. the entire group was happy.
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the start of june always involved a party in the gryffindor common room. no one knew why, but everyone wanted to go. well, all except sirius and y/n, but james was going to see to it that that would change.
âcâmon, guys! itâs the best party all school year, everyone who knows whatâs good for them goes!â he added a pathetic little foot stamp to emphasise his point, it was honesty laughable how much james looked like a tantrum throwing seven year old. sirius shook his head with a small chuckle âexactly, everyone will be going so it will be complete peace outside, for at least an hour, until drunk idiots start piling out.â y/n nodded her head in agreement âso we can hang out by the whomping willow for a little while, and then go back to my dorm, and bonus point, the common room will be empty.â
âyou guys are so boringâ he let the last word sit on his tongue for longer than necessary, at this point his best bet was to annoy them into going. âif you really want we can go for half an hour before we go back to my dorm?â he contemplated it for a while and then nodded his head. âyou guys owe me!â he said as he walked away, pointing at them to make a statement. sirius shook his head âi actually think you owe us!â but his words held no impact when they were met with james laughing hysterically and y/n giggling.
âand what do you think youâre laughing at?â he asked with a raise of his brow, to which she shook her head, physically not being able to let the words escape through her laughter. they were currently in the gryffindor common room, it was late and there werenât many people about, so it was like music to his ears that all he could hear was her soft laughs slowly grow into obnoxious cackles. and yet still, it was perfect to him. to add fuel to the fire, he started to attack her with tickles, knowing exactly where she was most ticklish. she continued to laugh even more and managed to say something along the lines of âyou are an evil manâ. by the time they had both calmed down, she had somehow gotten on top of him, there legs absentmindedly curled around each others, trying to lock themselves in the moment. y/n blushed a little, but it was clear to her that sirius didnât mind, as he guided her head to be laying on his chest before placing a kiss on her head. theyâd stayed like that for a while, not even realising how tired they were, until somewhere between there small chats and quiet laughs they both fell asleep.
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when it was time to go to the party, y/n was silently freaking out. she didnât quite know why, but she was fussing about how she looked. like that would matter, itâs just sirius⌠right?
of course, she was wrong, but she wasnât going to tell herself that. as she continued to get ready, finishing up her eyeliner, sirius knocked on the door, âcome inâ she yelled, before grabbing her necklace and struggling to put it on. âneed any help, love?â she nodded exasperated, passing him the necklace. âthe bloody clasp is stuck, i swear.â
moving her hair out the way, he effortlessly put the necklace on her. âhow did you do that?â she asked, he chuckled slightly before kissing her shoulder, then her head, then grabbing her hand to go outside âbecause, y/n, iâm a genius.â
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after their âfriend dateâ they went to the common room, absentmindedly linking arms whilst sirius played with y/nâs fingers. they barely even got into the room before they heard james drunkenly yell âjust in time! guys weâre playing spin the bottle!â they both looked uneasy but joined the circle none the less, the only spaced being opposite each other. after a few rounds, it was y/nâs turn, so she took the bottle and gave it a halfhearted spin, hoping that it didnât land on james. not because james was with lily, the were both playing and itâs not like they were being forced to snog anyone, but because, for some odd reason, she didnât want sirius to see. and yet, as the bottle slowed down, she was terrified. just as she thought it was going to land on james, it landed on the person next to him. and looking up she realised it was sirius, suddenly she felt nervous. why was she feeling nervous? itâs just sirius, her best friend sirius, sirius who had helped her pick up the pieces, sirius who she sang late night karaoke with, sirius who attempted to make her favourite cake on her birthday (even if he failed massively) sirius who taught her how to do eyeliner, sirius who was just sirius.
after looking in his eyes as he nodded as a confirmation of him being ok with it, she barely even hesitated. she shuffled closer to him then kissed him. it lasted all of about five seconds, but it was much to long for a spin the bottle kiss. neither of them were complaining though, it was slow, it was peaceful, and it was nice. if she wasnât so focused on sirius, the way his lips felt on hers, the way everything around her seemed to stop, maybe she would have reveled in kissing her exâs best friend. maybe sheâd finally get her revenge.
james couldnât help but look away, there was something about his ex and his best friend kissing that just didnât sit right with him. he was over her, heck he was barely even in love with her in the first place, he couldnât understand why it bothered him so much. he pushed the feelings down, he wasnât going to ruin their happiness. not again. their relationship had been flawed, granted, more on his side than hers, but both of them made mistakes. both of them were coasting on the other to put in the hard work, both of them were absentmindedly ghosting the other. so why did it hurt that she was kissing someone else?
all whilst this was going through his head, sirius and y/n were over the moon. friday 6th june 1975. a day that was the beginning of everything, even if they didnât know it yet.
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the weeks following the kiss werenât awkward, they acknowledged the fact that it happened, but they didnât talk about it. but even a blind man could see the changes there relationship went through, subtle and unspoken things. they would hold hands, when sitting next to eachother theyâd be cuddled up, cheek, hair and forehead kisses became a regular thing, and theyâre ere both happy. neither felt the need to talk about it, because whatever they were, whatever they felt, it was mutual. and the silent rule was that the first move would be made by y/n, she still needed time, not because she wasnât over james, but because she was scared. she trusted sirius completely, but it was easy with him, she didnât want to mess it up by putting a label on it.
the train ride home, a day sirius and y/n were dreading. what if he got hurt? as james watched them say goodbye, he couldnât help but stare longer than he should have. part of what was running through his head was âwhy didnât he just listen to moony?â he had warned him sirius liked her, and if he had made his move that night y/n wouldnât have went through so much pain. but then the other part of him was screaming âthat could have still been yours if you didnât fuck it upâ. he was just about to turn away, to look back at lily, who was staying at his for the summer, so they could find his parents when he saw them kiss.
plucking up all the courage she had, y/n kissed him, and he instantly kissed back. it was the first kiss since the game of spin the bottle, and god, did he miss the way her lips felt on his. before things got too heated in front of a bunch of random families, they pulled away smiling. âi really like you, siriâ he smiled at her, pecking her lips once more âi really like you too, y/n/nâ before they could kiss again, she was being ushered by remus and his family, since she was staying with them for the summer. before they were out of each otherâs like of sight, he yelled âgirlfriend?â she nodded and replied âboyfriend.â just as she was about to turn fully away, she faced him and spoke loud enough for him to hear âstay safe, owl me as much as you can, but if it will get you in trouble donât even think about itâ
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spending the summer with remus was so far so good, but she always has a worry in the back of her mind. was sirius ok? he hadnât sent her a letter yet, so either heâs really not good, or he canât do it without being caught. but every time she was alone her mind would wander to the âwhat ifsâ. what if he was in danger? what if he gets seriously hurt? what if she could have stopped it? what if she could have just convinced him not to go?
on one of the many occasions she caught herself doing this, a knock on the door shook her out of it. currently the lupinâs were at the shops, so she forced herself to get up and open the door. âjames?! what ar-â he quickly cut her off âitâs sirius, he showed up at my house really hurt, heâs currently at st. mungos getting fixed up, he wants to see youâ he rushed out as quickly as he could. y/n nodded quickly, and turned back to the kitchen âwhat are you doing?â she shook him off, trying to find a piece of paper, once she did she looked up at him quickly. âletting the lupinâs know where iâve gone. donât need them stressing aswellâ
once they arrived she couldnât stop the tears that were forcing their way out of her eyes, she hated seeing him laying there so helplessly. she didnât realise he was awake until she grabbed his hand, he looked up at her with a slight smile. âhow yâfeelinâ? she spoke but it came out more of a whisper. âbetter now that your here.â she giggled and let her thumb gently rub circles against the back of his hand âyouâre so cheesyâ he smiled at her. she leant down and kissed his forehead. âiâm glad your ok, all things considered.â
as they continued to converse james couldnât look away, now matter how much he wanted to. he couldnât stop the feeling of guilt creeping up his spine. he caused her months of pain and for what? so he could get the girl that never even willingly looked in his direction before.
i keep changing the yet to be posted chapters on the masterlist of dressed to nice for a jacket. sorry not sorry. itâs my thought process of where the story is going, so every time i delete or add something donât mind me iâm just changing the story a bit đ
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Andddd I'm not hating on James I swear I love them both soooo much. Please don't mistake my bitterness for James slander lol ( continued from the previous ask)
oh no i completely get you, iâm the same. itâs like james angst always pegs him as a dick so you canât help but be angry at him yanno đ even though irl james would be the biggest sweetest softy ever âđŠ
James was kinda nice in this part but ngl I still want James and Lily to pay somehow. It wouldn't be fair if they get away with the shitty things they did đ. I mean don't get me wrong I love how y/n stood up for herself and yelled at him but I want them both to experience that hurt soooo bad i probably sound bitter af now but I'm ready to throw hands đ
same tbh. but i feel like (especially in future chapters) it kind of adds to it. a lot of her songs explain how itâs hard to be around an ex partner that ended badly but you still hang around. and i feel like if that happened in the marauders friendship group - everyone would be throwing hands - but theyâd also respect the fact that some people make mistakes.
so are we mad at james? 100%
but at the same time y/n is finding her feet, and part of that is realising that life is way too short to be pissed about a stupid mistake. yanno. cause james genuinely meant no malice in hooking up with lily, he was too lost in the fact she was talking to him to pay attention to the fact that it was bad.
tbh i think lily is more in the wrong cause she wasnât stupid, she could see the affect she had on james. she should have spoken to him before hooking up with him whilst knowing he was with y/n yâknow. because james es legit crazy in love with her and everyone knew this.
anyhow, iâm glad youâre enjoying the story!
but yes we are all prepared to throw hands for y/n cause sheâs precious !!!