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So, this is it.

I guess this might not be such a surprise what with me going on hiatus for a week and not being on a lot of the time in general. But, this is my official leave from tumblr, I suppose. I’m not going to delete this blog or any of my other blogs. Spring Awakening Blogverse will still be a thing if you all are willing, and if I can find someone to replace me as head-mod. But, I am leaving and I won’t be coming back.

A lot of this is because of stress and anxiety and me constantly being in a really bad state. I would never want to reflect that negativity onto my blog and I would rather leave now than watch it spiral into something I wouldn’t be proud of, because this is my blog and I care about what kind of impression I leave and what I leave behind. And right now, none of that is very good stuff. It also has to do with a lack of creativity. I write and make up headcanons and interact with other people who do these things, but recently it hasn’t been something fun for me to do, like it’s supposed to be, so much as it’s starting to cause me stress and other deep shit that I don’t want to go into. And, it’s gotten to a point where I can’t see myself continuing on like this, not with this blog at least.

So, yeah. I’m sorry if this is disappointing anyone. I honestly have no idea whether this is going to affect anyone, or if it’s just going to be nothing. But, with all of the self-centeredness in me, I hope you don’t forget me too quickly. Thank you for everything, friends and followers. Lots of love.

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