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“Rio’s energy is unlike anything else she’s ever felt in her life. He’s got this sort of calm, cool, collected, I’m not fazed by anything vibe, which is the opposite of anything else going on in her life. He looks her up and down and makes her feel crazy inside. “

Yeah.

Yeah.

I am overwhelmed by how the finale affected me. I didn’t watch the east coast showing because of the spoilers, and was fed info from friends. And honestly, it didn’t seem so bad. I could have lived with a lot of it. I probably will live with a lot of it.

But then I actually saw it and like… I’m sad about about the plot holes, I’m sad that it was obviously rushed, I’m sad that we got to see Beth being kind to Dean even tho he didn’t/doesn’t deserve it at all, I’m sad that Boomer is alive and MP didn’t get to win against her rapist, I’m sad that Rio was reduced to a gruesome twist meant to evoke horror.

I cried for about 30 mins after it ended because I was devastated by the last 2 minutes of the episode. I know logically that Rio will most likely survive, and that he and Beth will cross paths again, but I’m so torn up from watching him bleed out and suffer… I can’t even look at gifsets of him getting shot without immediately tearing up and feeling sick to my stomach.

“There’s a niggling feeling in the back of her mind that says this may not be the best idea, but she smothers it, letting that anger drown it. If Rio can be a petty asshole, so can she. And she is going to revel in it as much as he seems to.”

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A prompt fill for an anon who requested #75 That’s Just Adorable from this list.