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tweetânotyourangel: just how long more until all of this is done?

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â:heart to heart.
from, â ice princess written for, @rkxminhee (trainee)
   minhee is her soul sister, a frame of her soul that she cannot leave just like that. angel has formed a close bond with minhee for so many years now that she cannot handle the thought of leaving her bigger sister. a figure in her life that sheâs been seeking out for so long, someone that surely assures her with lots of warmth and comfort. although, angel wasnât the best in ensuring her presence in being there for other people but she meant those words the day she told the elder that she thanked her for everything sheâs been doing.
   âhey, unnie. how are you holding up with things?â sheâs been smiling more these days, ice shards and pieces that are gradually melting as the sun shines in her life. angel doesnât feel like sheâs collapsing in a dark tunnel as much, âyou know i meant it when i said iâd be there for you!â sheâs still doing her best to cope up about conveying her emotions. still, she remains with the title of being an ice princess but thatâs how went on around but in reality, sheâs merely a tsundere.
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rkohsehunâ:
[text: noona]
âĄď¸ Iâm okay~
âĄď¸ thank you for checking up on me Iâm⌠still bad at this communication stuff đ
âĄď¸ how are you?
âĄď¸ stay warm, too, noona! donât get dick~
âĄď¸ donât skip meals~
@rkxangel
( sms: hunnie )Â no worries.. i understand if you need to take your time with things! iâll be sure to wait for your responses, okay?~
( sms: hunnie )Â if you need anyone to talk to though, iâm here! yanno.. i wanna be here for you now, i really do.
( sms: hunnie )Â been okay! focusing on training and school, i started doing yoga recently. itâs really new to me.
( sms: hunnie )Â of course iâll do my best not to get sick and overwork myself. you should visit sometime, my brother already misses you.
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practising for days on end has always been a part of her life ever since she signed. it feels like she doesnât even get the break she deserves after working so hard. is all of this pain worth it? itâs a question that she asks herself every day but sheâs strong-willed, persevering no matter how rough things get. itâs exciting to come out on the stage once more and be presented that sheâs not locked up in the dungeon as much but still, just how long more until she's finally made it to debut? it's all about baby steps from what she's been told from her coaches and some of the other trainees. at least, there's a stronger essence to her voice and she doesn't struggle with low notes as much. it comes with ease now, melisma and belting skills better than what she first started in spite of her taking vocal lessons from such a young age.
the feeling is nostalgic, excitement and adrenaline gushing through her as she's performing with the rest of the other girls. she doesn't express it too well but she's glad that she's made it this far into becoming a decent vocalist, being able to deliver consistency in what she does. dancing isn't exactly her forte but she's quick to pick up on the dances and it isn't the hardest thing to do either. there's still that iciness within her though, it's yet to fade away as she's known for her image to being the ice princess.
it'll never change too but that's okay because it's who she is. angel does smile every now and then but only when she feels like it, it may not even be the biggest smiles but she's grinning and presenting the charisma that's grown. she's developed a lot of her social skills after becoming a trainee. at this rate, maybe more doors will open for her in the future.

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â :back to school.
    back to university it was, days being filled and no time for any breathers. angel misses those days when she was free and didnât have to dedicate her whole life away to training. it seems that she couldâve graduated within a few years time if she kept up with being a full-time student but thereâs no time for that when sheâs heavily focused on training to become an idol someday. hell, sheâs not even sure if thereâs a chance of that.
    her passion for the south korean idol industry doesnât seem to be as strong as it used to be. when she signed her name away on a sheet of paper, she didnât expect it to last this long forever. it makes her ponder thoroughly, just how much more she has of training left?
    itâs agonising, really.
    but hard work pays off.
    still though, sheâs left wandering in her endless train of thoughts about the what ifs and if sheâs even going to make it far. sheâll never know if she doesnât give it a chance.
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rkohsehunâ:
the nickname makes him freeze, his breath caught in his throat. it felt nice. he can even say that he had missed hearing it. he couldnât believe that there had been a brief moment where he had feared he would never hear it again - feared he would lose angel altogether. it was one of the many possibilities he had been scared to even think of let alone consider. sehun could feel the relief wash over him. angel calling him by the nickname she had given him from all those years ago can only mean good news. he couldnât help but mirror the small smile she gives him, but he also couldnât shake off the awkward feeling thatâs slowly creeping up his skin. he turns to look at where chanhee was last standing, mentally screaming when he catches a glimpse of the older maleâs form retreating somewhere in the kitchen.
food my ass!
âyeah, uhm, long day,â he replies, nodding his head and scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. sehun knew the words were nothing but mere observations, a simple comment, but he couldnât help but look back at the last conversation they had. maybe heâs being bitter, but it had been one of the things that engraved itself in his brain. he had deleted them when he chose to finally step back. he couldnât let himself be hurt more than he already is. but still, the memories still stings. hurts.
sehun clears his throat. âyour room?â he asks dumbly, eyeing the couch. âuhm, we can wait for hyung on the couch?â because heâs really not ready to be entirely alone with her yet. maybe someone should slap some sense into him but what if⌠what if her smiles arenât real? what if sheâs just acting because chanhee is here? that she doesnât really have a choice but be kind because heâs already there? the thought hurts. âthatâs⌠thatâs nice to hear. Iâm glad youâre doing better,â he says and heâs genuinely glad to hear that. he remembers the many moments sheâs nearly given up on everything. hearing her say sheâs still giving it her best warms his heart. heâs glad. heartbreak or not, heâll always be proud of her achievements.
why couldnât you be the same with me?
âthings are good. Iâm not an expert, but weâre told weâre doing good for a rookie group,â he smiles. âif anything, practice is extra hard. itâs probably why most of us are so good at sleepwalking now.â he laughs. âi miss everyone, though. weâre in the same building but sometimes i feel detached and so far away from everyone. itâs weird.â
    oh hell, this is some plan that chanhee was conspiring for such a long time to put in perfect timing. surely, heâs probably going to his room to play video games with his old friends in france right after he made himself a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. so basic. she might be at the university or sphere building for most of her days, but she grew up with him. angel knows her brother far too well that him being dodgy isnât new at all. itâs his way of evading confrontations since he didnât do so well in that department, neither did she too. sheâs developed in many ways, realising that the certain reactions she gave were classified as childish, but angelâs matured throughout the past few months she hasnât spoken to him.
    âtraining is always like that.â she gives another small smile but it fades quickly, replacing it with a curious look on her face as she pushes herself to touch up on her confidence, her chocolate orbs staring at the other then breaking away as she didnât want to make him any more uncomfortable than he probably is. in spite of the distance that came between the two, she still feels so close to him that she can see can still see through him. sheâd recall to the time he received an injury, tending to his needs as angel couldnât leave him alone. the memories are still there, but itâs better to leave them untouched, silently lingering at the back of her mind. âi donât think heâs going to come back⌠to be honest with you.â she doesnât speak in a monotone speech as much.
    you were better off without me. i held you back. but wasnât it just the same as pushing you away..? iâm sorry. if i could tell it you right now, i would promise not to do the same but that isnât enough for you, i know.
    âiâm glad that youâre doing good! keep up that same energy!â she isnât forcing herself to sound overly eager, but she tugs her lips into a smile, hinting proudness, and happiness for him. what a rare sight to experience form angel, rarely did she show this side of her but sheâs been vocalizing how she feels with her facial expressions, sheâs been practicing methods to help her be more âexpressiveâ. âbut wherever youâd like to chill, make yourself at home.â she shrugs her shoulders nonchalantly, stressing over a small situation is too much.
    no matter what, sheâll always care even at the worst but it shows in her eyes that sheâs concerned with his well-being, âplease be sure to take care of yourself though..â she pauses, eyebrows knitted together in concern but she glances over at the clock, turning her face slightly but sheâs sure itâs obvious to him. âi feel that⌠i get what you mean.â sheâs been doing a better job at sympathizing, âi missed you, hunnie.â she couldnât forget to tell him.
    i missed you so much that it hurts.
    i just hope you felt the same.
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rkmxrkâ:
mark quietly spoons some food into his mouth, only to choke a second time when she tells him that she in fact, not new.
oh man, this was gonna be awkward.
he coughs to the side, careful not to actually cough on the nice girl who took time out of her day to sit next to him. he doesnât hear her speak until she introduces herself as angel, which is a really beautiful name. he was sure he would have received a nice name like that if he had turned out to be a girl- or maybe something a little bit more openly christian. his parents were devote, after all.
but three years?! she was his senior! he whipped around, shock on his face before he scrambled to stand up out of his chair and bow low to her, hands placed on his stomach immediately.
âo-oh my god i am so sorry sunbaenim i-iâm new so i really didnât know youâve been training way longer than i have! iâm so sorry!â
   the ice princess cannot go around pointing fingers when her presence was something she didn't expose as much to other trainees. all because she was one to keep to herself.
   not many know her name because she wasnât too friendly, to begin with.
   smiling isnât exactly her thing but she wants to reassure the kid somehow that she isnât pissed off, she canât go on the wrong side about this. a smile? a grin? what is it? but the look on her face is so blank, âitâs okay. donât worry about it.â sheâs glad that he isnât walking away because it seems most are intimidated by her company.
   âno need for formalities. you can just call me angel if youâd like. ne vous inquiĂŠtez pas, je suis française.â [donât worry about it, iâm french.] the french slips out of her mouth with ease, still fluent in the language and accent with smooth precision. âno need to apologise. not a big deal at all.â
   âwhatâs your name? enchantĂŠe.â [nice to meet you.]
Iâm responsible for taking care of my old wounds. My healing is in my hands. Iâm going to take care of me.
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rkhwayoungâ:
The comment from the other was short and terminating. She felt that conversations about others werenât the way to go. Not that she ever talked about people, it was mostly what went through her mind. It was obvious that things would stay the same. âmaybe sheâs poorââŚHwayoung grimaced at the comment, knowing well that it wasnât long that she was in that position and that she wasnât well off enough to make that kind of comment. That made her avoid further comment and in turn, made her glad that Angel steered away the conversation.
However, the more the other girl talked, the more intrigued she was. Hwayoung wasnât sure if she should ask for more details. Though, she was surprised that a trainee was openly admitting to having a love life. She was flattered to have someoneâs trust and something inside her woke up happily. There was an interest that dance in her head at the information, she was burning to say something. She was starting to appreciate Angel in her life, though. So, she shuts down the part of her that wanted to talk about this information and stored it away instead. Depending on how the friendship went, she could use that later.
âI canât imagine that someone who looks like you would have a difficult love life.â She says, quietly so only Angel could hear her. Just in case anyone was eavesdropping on their conversation. Boys did indeed suck-which is why Hwayoung had no interest in them but she wasnât going to admit it. âis it an old boyfriend that you got in contact with? Is he also a trainee?â she asks curiously. Â
    angel didnât bother enough to pursue topics in consideration of others life as sheâs been there done that. hell, sheâd been in the same spot before but canât care enough to empathize with that. though there are judgmental tones to her when sheâs in for it but these days, her concerns involve training and trying to get through school. sheâs been a perfectionist since youth, clinging on to the overachiever side but never retained a social life.
    hwayoungâs company is refreshing. itâs nice getting to know her.
    her nameâs written on the devilâs contract, along with it came with rules to follow along with but sheâs chosen her battles and the ones she knows she can trust. angelâs been guarded for too long, it was about time she broke her barriers and formed new friendships. expressing her emotions with warmth doesnât come out right for her, whether if itâs through conversations or facial gestures. to her, she just looked awkward and it didnât feel right. dating is banned and it probably isnât wise to tell this gossip to anyone but angel doesnât have many people in her life.
    âlooks arenât always everything, you know.â she speaks elegantly but with a sharp edge, sipping some more of her milk tea. she speaks in a softer manner as she has to be careful with her public life because of her status as a public trainee, she canât disappoint baek jiyoung when sheâs held to such high standards. âwell, heâs debuted now.â the best she can do to protect his identity, as well as herâs is unlocking her phone screen, but has the brightness at low so people donât peak, showing hwayoung the childhood photos she has stored in her photo gallery closely. oh sehun and angel lee, back in england ten years ago. âdoes his face look familiar to you?â then she pushes the ones closer to a couple months ago, the recent picture closer to their age to pop-up on the screen.

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â :breaking my shell
rkmasonâ:
soft.Â
thatâs probably the first word that came to mind when he actually met her. angel is soft. suits her name just as well tooâ soft as angel wings, as feathers. but it reminds him of one more thing, that sheâs like a bird in that aspect. flies off when frightened and heâs glad she doesnât feel that flight or fight instinct around him. that she can talk to him and speak even a little bit of her truth, her personal truth, instead of keeping it to herself at all times.Â
âsmile like what?â he asks with a chuckle. to him, heâd call it smiling, no, grinning like an idiotâ they do say ignorance is bliss, so wouldnât smiling like an idiot go with it? that canât be right⌠but minho is concerned as she explains, wonders just what she thinks when people smile and if she thinks it just doesnât work for her, doesnât suit her. it must be sad feeling that way, that you canât smile the way someone else is, or if you think you canât smile at all.Â
âyou donât have to like everyone, angel.â itâs a weird truth but he does feel that way. âbeing friendly with someone isnât the same as liking them. i dunno, i think thereâs so many people in the world that being somewhere at the same time, in the same place⌠if you could make friends with the people around you, thatâd be nice but it doesnât have to mean you open up to everyone.â this isnât a topic he usually treads into it; itâs tricky for him. âyaâno, everyone smiles for their own reasons. what makes you smile? donât think about other people. just think about you. why do you smile?âÂ
   there are figures in her life that she doesnât resort to pushing away ( for once ) , not when she dotes on to these souls especially. she needs guidance, whether she wants to admit it upfront or not is entirely up to her. staying in her shell to protect herself from others that donât hold any relevance to her life in general. but, sheâs making gradual progress as sheâs opening up to those she trusts.
   she's not the kind of person that's up for smiles or goofy grins unless a given reason but the conversations are natural with mason. she doesnât feel like sheâs forcing herself at all. âlike how.. you smile on stage, smile at people.. being friendly?â she furrows her eyebrows, shrugging. socialising is hard, so it seems. âthe best way i can explain it is, is there anything that during hard times, you smile through it all?â the words are at the tip of her tongue but she couldnât explain how she feels too well when it comes to verbal statements, sheâd show that side of her more through her music.
   âbut.. iâm too cold? from what they say. then again, they donât matter to me.â the words still do pinch a bit sometimes but sheâd already grown to the fact that her reputation is the ice princess. right when sheâs being asked the source of her smiles, she isnât quite sure.. âhmm...â she hums softly, contemplating on the reasons. âfriends.. i have here. only like a couple though. my cute fluffy dog makes me smile, i guess that counts?â
   âwhat about you, oppa? what makes you smile?â
rkyoonaâ:
ăâ âž My Little AngelăSounds like a plan beautiful ăâ âž My Little AngelăOh really? What brought this on? ^_^ ăâ âž My Little AngelăWould you be allowed to? ăâ âž My Little AngelăSure! What time? ^_^
( sms: deer unnie ) yes!! i could break off from this stupid diet... ( sms: deer unnie ) i donât know, i think the pop scene can get tiring and i always sing ballads. i want to try something different? ( sms: deer unnie ) of course!! why wouldnât i make time for you? :(( ( sms: deer unnie ) does 6:30 sound good? iâll be coming back from training!