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JT

Oh, boy! this crap.

I’m not going to sit here and say that this blog has 100% equal representation. It doesn’t. It’s not supposed to, because that would involve conscious thought, which is the antithesis of what I do on here. I get on here, scroll through my blog, and reblog stuff I find funny, sexy or entertaining, as well as gratuitous selfies for selfish, attention-whoring purposes. I put VERY little effort into this blog, mostly because the only effort I can put in I often find taxing due to my social anxieties (such as answering asks, or giving answers to people’s questions/nudes that I asked for. Sorry! Tryna get better). As a result, my blog is highly related to what comes through my feed, which, again, is influenced by my tastes.

I’ll also admit that I have a bias of attraction towards more caucasian features. I grew up white in a mostly-white community nestled in a society which typically doesn’t sexualize POCs. I’ve never had a problem with anyone because of their race, but I tend not to be as attracted to POCs. I understand and recognize that. I also can’t do anything about it. I can’t reset what I find attractive any more than I can unlearn English. I don’t have any hard or fast rules regarding race or ethnicity (or anything, really, beyond having a penis), and I certainly never rule out someone as a friend or a good person because of the color of their skin, but my tendency is towards people who look like those I grew up around.