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Summary: Apparently, Eddie has made it his personal mission to get a rise out of you on national television. You thought Argyle was as comfortable in your connection as you were, but apparently you were wrong.
Word Count: 3K
Tags: Rockstar!Eddie Munson, Love Island references, witty banter, enemies to lovers energy
(A/N: Thank you so much for all of the love this fic has already gotten! I'm having a lot of fun with this concept. Should I have the Islanders sing karaoke at some point? If I do I'm sending Kenzie Chrissy home, don't worry.)
Divider credit goes to @cursed-carmine
Part 1
If youâd told Eddie a month ago that he was about to become a contestant on Love Island, he wouldâve laughed in your face.
He wasnât the type. Love Island was for models, wannabe actors and Tik Tokers who did those stupid little dances to ten-second song clips. Eddie was twenty-eight, fresh off a tour with Corroded Coffin, and was proud to say that heâd never watched a Tik Tok in his life.Â
He had only been aware of the showâs existence because of Robin. When sheâd told him that she would be living in Fiji for two months to work as a field producer on the show, heâd been ecstatic for her. Years of working small jobs and flying under the radar on TV set after TV set had finally paid off for Robin, and Eddie couldnât be prouder of his friend. So proud, in fact, that he binge watched the most recent season just to make sure he could watch the season she would be producing and keep up with it. Not what he generally preferred to watch, but it was certainly entertaining.Â
To say heâd been surprised when Robin called him a few weeks before the premiere of the first episode would be an understatement. She didnât greet him with a âhelloâ, no âhowâve you beenâ, but instead opened their phone call with âPlease donât be madâ and âIâm really really sorry.â
âRobin,â Eddie had said, his voice already on edge in anticipation for whatever she was apologizing for. âWhat did you do?â
âThe execs were going crazy, I just blurted your name out and before I knew it I was pulling up your Instagram on my phone, and-â
âRobin! Start from the beginning, why were the execs going crazy?â
âWell, one of the cast members had a family emergency, so they had to fly back home. The next up on the list was ready to go, but then a video of them saying a racial slur resurfaced, so they were out. Then it came out that the next backup had said a different racial slur, and-â
âRobin!!â
âI suggested you as a bombshell.â sheâd finally blurted out. âI had recommended Steve and they love him, so when the casting director came to me asking if I knew anyone else-â
âYou suggested the antithesis of Steve Harrington? Robin, what were you thinking?â
âNo, thatâs the thing! Youâre exactly what theyâre looking for, youâre edgy, smart, funny-â
Eddie couldnât help but smirk smugly at that. âIf youâre trying to butter me up, Buckley, I gotta say itâs working.â
âGood, because if you say yes youâll be saving my ass.â Robin did sound desperate. Eddie crossed his arms, ready to at least hear her out.
âOkay,â he sighed, taking a seat on his worn leather couch. âIf I were to say yes, what would it entail?â
Robin went on to explain what would be necessaryâ a self-tape to show his personality and his comfortability in a swimsuit, a psychological screening, some paperwork about his dating historyâ but according to Robin, all of that would be a formality. They already wanted him on the show.Â
âNot to mention youâd get an all-expenses-paid trip to Fiji! And you just finished your tour, right? So youâre free!â
âBold of you to assume I donât have any plans lined up.â Eddie grumbled.
âWell, do you?â
ââŚNo.â
âPerfect! Send me the self- tape by tomorrow, and start packing your bags! We can probably have you flown out by-â
âRobin, I havenât even said yes yet.â Eddie raked a hand through his hair. This was so much to digest at once.Â
Robin waited patiently on the other line, evidently giving him time to think about it. Eddie searched his brain for a solid reason to say noâ America could decide they hate him, but he was used to being an outcast. Heâd had lifelong experience in that department. He might have a horrible time, but then again he was pretty good at finding a way to enjoy himself even in a room full of people he hated. He knew how to make his own fun.Â
After a solid ten seconds of silence, Eddie gave his answer.Â
âWhich swim trunks should I wear for the self-tape?â
It had been a whirlwind from there. Before Eddie had known it, he was Fiji-bound on the longest flight of his life and then carted off to a resort where he would spend two weeks without any contact with the outside world other than the episodes of the show that Eddie was shown as soon as they premiered.Â
You were his favorite from the start.
Your connection with Argyle was flimsy, he could tell. Anyone with eyes could see itâ how when you smiled at him, it never reached your eyes. How Argyle seemed complacent in your connection and never asked you anything deeper than âDid I make your coffee the way you like it?â
You poured all of your energy into being just likeable to stay but not dramatic enough to go. The persona that you portrayed on the show seemed so carefully crafted to him, like something built for display instead of practical use. He was dying to see who you really were under all the fine-tuned bullshit.
Eddie could pinpoint the first moment that he decided he would be the one to crack that facade you put on for the cameras. It was in one of the early episodesâ youâd been playing nice with all the other islanders thus far, minding your business and keeping the peace, never causing drama. In this particular scene, Angela was sitting between you and Heather on a shaded couch by the pool, telling you about her connection with Jonathan.
âLike, he said that he could see us dating outside of here, and Iâm like, what?? Like, you actually think Iâd go for someone like you if it wasnât my only fucking option? Heâs delusional!â
Heather was laughing. Angela was laughing. But you? You were deadpanning into the distance, like you couldnât stand to look at her. You changed the subject as soon as their laughing had died down, but Eddie had seen it- the loathing you were fighting like hell to keep quiet. He knew that loathing because heâd felt itâ every time heâd watched a cheerleader ask him out as a joke, every time heâd watched some macho meathead toy with a nerdy girlâs emotions for a laugh, heâd felt that.Â
So at that moment, he knew he had to meet you, the real you. The woman who simmers when holding her tongue back from tearing into a stuck-up harpy like Angela when she belittled Jonathan for having something as foolish as hope that someone like her might actually be into someone like him.Â
He wanted to see what you said when you didnât hold yourself back. To see who you were when the cameras werenât watching.
Now, as Eddie strutted across the villa towards the fire pit where everyone was waiting for him, his eyes were zeroed in on you. Much to his amusement, you were pointedly looking just to his side, as if to look directly at him would be for you to admit something that you didnât want him to know.Â
Thatâs interesting.Â
Eddie joined Ariana about two feet from where she stood before you all, grinning at the girls who were tittering with their shared inside joke. âEddie,â Ariana addressed him now, âitâs lovely to have you here. Recognize any familiar faces?â
He smirked, looking around at the giggling women and the moping men. âI see a lot of familiar faces, Ariana; Iâve been keeping up with the goings on here since they started. Though more recently I got the chance to get to know some of you a bit more⌠personally.â He nodded a knowing hello. âEvening, ladies.â
The girls were practically beside themselves now, laughing outwardly at the boysâ confusion. âWaitâŚâ Jonathan said, finally putting two and two together. âWhen they went backstageââ
ââEddie was back there waiting for them.â Ariana finished, eyebrows raised and a mischievous smile on her lips. âEddie, how well would you say you got to know the girls here tonight?âÂ
Eddie shrugged. âYou could say I got a taste.â
That certainly got a reaction from the guys, all of them groaning at A) how bad that pun was, and B) the fact that all of the girls were looking at each other and Eddie, giggling at the memory of making out with him behind the curtain. You participated too, sure, but still you avoided his eyes like the plague. What is she scared of? Eddie thought.Â
Argyle seemed oblivious to your specific reaction to Eddie; he looked just as nervous as the other guys. âBro, weâre cooked.â he groaned to Jonathan, who sat beside him looking dejected and a little confusedâ he was already single and vulnerable, since Angela had left him for Andy during the recoupling last week. If anyone was cooked, it was him.
âBut boys,â Ariana interrupted their groans, her eyes glinting excitedly. âDonât think Iâve forgotten about you. Itâs only fair that you get a taste of something new as well.â She turned to face the same entrance that Eddie had just emerged from. âCome on out, Eden!â
When Ariana departed the villa and the group of you dispersed to have your respective chats to get to know the bombshells, you made a beeline towards Eden. The newest bombshell was pretty, wearing black leather to match Eddieâs pants and matched him even further with her collection of tattoos. They werenât as numerous as Eddiesâ a stick-and-poke here, a floral piece thereâ but it was enough to make her look more alternative.
âHi!â you crooned, putting on your most welcoming smile and enveloping her in a hug. âLetâs go over to the couch, we want to get to know you better.â
You knew Eddie had been staring at you the whole time Ariana was talking; he hadnât exactly tried to hide it. By swooping in and claiming her first chat for the girls, you could put off talking to Eddie for a little while. You knew youâd need to talk to him eventually, but the longer you could put it off, the better. You still needed time to figure out how to handle the way your body chemistry seemed to go haywire the moment he was within reach.
You and the girls got to know Eden a little better while the guys pulled Eddie to do the same. After that, you were able to make it about ten minutes before Eddie cornered you in the kitchen.Â
âHi!â heâd said, a lilting taunt hiding in his voice. You knew he could tell that you were avoiding him, and he was laughing about it.
âHi.â you replied, glancing up at him with what you hoped was a polite smile. You were standing over the stove making a grilled cheese while he stood against the bartop across from you, leaning in and grinning knowingly.
âCan I pull you for a chat?â Eddie asked.
You glanced down at the snack which, in truth, was almost done cooking. However, you werenât lying when you said, âIâm making a grilled cheese right now.â
Eddie was all smiles. âI can wait.âÂ
Well fuck.Â
âOkay, cool!â you replied brightly. âSo where are you from?â Might as well start the conversation here and now, if this guy was going to stare at you until you talked to him.
âOh, here and there.â he said. âI move around a lot for work, but right before this I was living in Chicago.âÂ
âAnd what do you do for work?â you asked, flipping your grilled cheese to the other side.Â
âIâm a musician.â Eddie replied.
You heard Steveâs voice from behind you add, âThatâs an understatement, this guyâs an actual rockstar!â He and Nancy were joining the two of you in the kitchen. Familiar friendliness flashed across Eddieâs face as Steve approached, which piqued your curiosity.
âWell Iâm trying to appear humble over here, Steve.â Eddie grinned. âCanât be coming off full of myself on the first day.â
âDo you two know each other?â you asked.Â
The boys looked at each other, as if they were silently trying to gauge how much they should be divulging. âWe have some mutual friends.â Steve decided on.Â
You nodded, satisfied with the answer. If there was more to the story, it was the producersâ problem and not yours.Â
Your grilled cheese was finally done, so you shut off the burner and shovelled your sandwich onto a plate. âAlright, Eddie.â you sighed. âLetâs go chat.â
He hopped off his stool like an excited child, to which you rolled your eyes. He was adorable, but you didnât want to let him see that you felt that way. You led Eddie up the stairs to the lounge chairs overlooking the villa. The spot was private, but not so intimate or romantic as some of the other locations you could have chosen. The perfect place to make it clear to Eddie that you had no intentions of coupling up with him.
âDid I do something?â
You blinked. âWhat?â
Eddie was stretching himself across one of the lounge chairs, looking at home here even though heâd only just arrived. âOur kiss during the challenge was fucking phenomenal, you seemed to enjoy itâ hell, you were all giggly and weak in the kneesâ but ever since I came out here, you can hardly look at me. Did I do or say something to make you uncomfortable? Because if I did I want to apologize, that was the opposite of what I was trying toââ
âWhoa. Slow down.â you had a feeling that he would ramble forever if you didnât stop him. âNo, you didnât make me uncomfortable. Yes, the kiss wasâŚgood. And itâs not hard to look at you, Iâm looking at you just fine right now, arenât I?â
Eddie raised an eyebrow. âNo, Iâm talking about earlier. Donât try to lie and say that you werenât avoiding eye contact earlier, because you were.â
You could double down. You could gaslight the fuck out of this guy, and you knew you could probably spin the narrative in a way that would make him look like the bad guy. Some of the viewers would probably start hating you for it, but you doubted it would impact your optics too much. Your conscience, however, was just a little too loud this time to let you do that.Â
You sighed, coming clean. âOkay, you got me.â You took a moment to string your words in the correct order, to gather your thoughts so that what you said came out how you wanted it to sound. You didnât want to lie, per se. However, being completely honest was way more vulnerable than you wanted to be right now.Â
âI think youâre a very attractive guyââ
âThank you.â Eddie said with a grin that looked ready to start picking out wedding colors.
ââBut,â Â you continued, trying not to return the smile but failing miserably. The corners of your mouth turned up against your will in the face of this guyâs brazen attraction to you. âIâm really happy in my connection with Argyle.â
âNo youâre not.â Eddieâs retort was so blunt that it took you a moment to register what heâd said.Â
âYes,â you bit back, âI am.â
âYou donât like him like that. I can tell, itâs written all over your face whenever you talk to him.â
You were stunned. Thereâs no way he couldâve seen what youâd said in the confessional, was there? There was no way, youâd only just said that this morning.
Were you that easy to read?
Eddie just sat there, slightly smug but more curious as to what you would sayâ or hold yourself back from saying. When you said nothing, he glanced over his shoulder at the villa below and raised an eyebrow. âHate to break it to you, babe, but I donât think Argyle feels the same way you say you do.âÂ
You craned your neck to see whatever he was looking at and sure enough, there he was: Argyle, lounging on a couch downstairs with his arms wrapped around Eden, eyes closed and lips locked.
Did it hurt your feelings? No. Was it frustrating as all hell? Fuck yeah.
âGood for him.â Eddie said, as if he were a proud older brother and not Argyleâs competition for your affections.
You were getting a little pissed at this guyâs candor. You sighed sharply, dropping your polite smile and gritting your teeth. âAre you trying to piss me off?âÂ
His grin grew wider, and his brown eyes darkened in a way that lit your soul on fire. âWasnât the intent, sweetheart, but Iâd sure love to know what that looks like.â
You stood from your seat, hands curling into fists. âWhatâs your problem?â
âMy problem is the fake little smile you like to wear, and you just put it away.â He stayed seated, but tilted his chin so he could more easily meet your eyes. âI like you a lot better like this.âÂ
You were fuming. First this guy makes you feel all kinds of feelings that you did not sign up to feel today, and then Argyle throws you a very inconvenient curveball. Now Eddie sits there laughing at the fact that your coupleâ your ticket to staying on this islandâ is falling apart before your eyes?Â
Fuck this guy.
You brought your face the slightest bit closer to his, and with the most seriousness you could muster, you hissed, âStay away from me.âÂ
And with that, you were stomping down the stairs, wishing for privacy more than anything so you could scream into a pillow or something. You made it about five steps down when you realized youâd left your grilled cheese.Â
You stopped, heart racing, head hanging, and took a moment to sigh defeatedly before you turned around to climb the steps againâ only to find Eddie waiting at the top of the stairway, waiting with your plate in hand and a smirk on his lips.Â
Your cheeks heated as you grabbed the plate from him, mumbling a âThank you.â before pivoting to descend the steps once again.Â
âMy pleasure, sweetheart!â he called over your shoulder. You resisted the urge to flip him the bird.
description: eddie thinks steve gets every girl heâs ever wanted, so when he finds out steve likes robinâs new roommate too, he backs off before he can get his heart broken. the only problem? you've been hopelessly in love with eddie since the moment you met him.
pairing: eddie x farirycore!reader (fem!reader)
tags: eddie x you, no y/n, mutual pining, jealous eddie, friends to lovers, slow burn if you squint, fluff with mild angst, love triangle (?), self conscious eddie, cottagecore!reader
TW: NSFW (18+) minors do not interact!!, PiV, unprotected
WC: 5.6k
A/N: requested by @carolinaclouds i hope you enjoy!! <33 i proofread as best as i could, i've been studying for some stupid exam so my brain is in PAIN. anyway...reblogs are always appreciated, my loves:)) enjoyyyyyyyyyyy<3
The apartment is quiet when Robin unlocks the door, quiet enough that she immediately freezes. Because the apartment is never quiet.
Usually, thereâs the hum of the refrigerator, or the upstairs neighbors stomping around like theyâre rehearsing for Riverdance, or music coming from somewhere down the hall. But tonight thereâs something different underneath it all, soft music drifting faintly from the bedroom sheâs supposed to be sharing with a complete stranger.
Robin tightens her grip on her keys. Right, she thinks, New roommate day.
Sheâd almost forgotten about Keith being insufferable for eight straight hours and Steve pretending not to care about his hair getting rained on. Robin nudges the door shut behind her and kicks off her shoes, already preparing herself for awkward small talk and forced introductions.
Instead, she walks into what looks like an enchanted forest, and she actually stops dead in the hallway.
The bedroom door is open just enough for warm golden light to spill out across the carpet. Fairy lights twinkle along the walls, tangled through hanging ivy vines that drape across the ceiling. Little paper stars sway lazily overhead whenever the fan turns. Your side of the room is all soft blankets and patchwork quilts and stacks of books and tiny trinkets tucked into every possible corner.Â
Robin stares for a full five seconds before blurting: âWhat the fuck?â
Your head immediately pops up from the floor where youâre sitting cross-legged beside an open box. âOh my God, hi!â
And there you are. Youâre wearing this oversized sweater thatâs practically swallowing your hands, hair messy from unpacking, surrounded by candles and records and enough decorative mushrooms to concern the average person.
Robin blinks. âYouâre real,â she says.
You laugh softly. âI think so?â
âNo, because I thought maybe the apartment got cursed while I was at work.â
That makes you laugh harder, bright and pretty and completely unembarrassed. Robin feels herself relax instantly.
âSorry,â you say, standing up quickly. âI didnât mean to completely fill the room. I just started unpacking, and then I kinda blacked out.â
Robin looks around again. Honestly? The room looks amazing, like one of those bedrooms in magazines that people pretend they casually threw together when in reality it probably took seventeen hours and emotional warfare.
âAre those stars hanging from the ceiling?â
You beam immediately, like youâve been waiting for someone to ask.
âYes! Okay, so technically theyâre supposed to be Christmas ornaments, but I thought they looked magical, soââ
And thatâs it. Thatâs the beginning of the end for Robin Buckley. Because ten minutes later, sheâs sitting cross-legged on your bed while you excitedly explain every little thing you unpacked.
The moon-shaped lamp you thrifted for three dollars. The pressed flowers tucked into frames. The tiny ceramic frog named Ferdinand.
âNamed?â Robin repeats.
You look at her like thatâs the stupidest question sheâs ever asked. âObviously.â Robin snorts so hard she almost chokes.
You ramble when youâre excited, words tumbling over themselves while your hands move animatedly through the air, and Robin finds herself completely locked in. You talk about books you love like they personally changed your life. You tell stories with your whole body. Every emotion crosses your face so openly that itâs impossible not to get swept up in it.
Most people make Robin feel too loud.
You make her feel matched. At some point, you end up sitting on the floor together, eating vending machine snacks from Robinâs backpack while music hums softly through the room.
âYou know,â Robin says after a while, âI was terrified Iâd get assigned someone horrifying.â
You gasp dramatically. âRobin!â
âIâm serious! One time, Steve had a roommate who clipped his toenails in the living room.â
You stare at her in horror.
âSee?â she says. âExactly my reaction.â
You laugh again, smiling so hard your nose scrunches a little, and Robin decides right then she likes you, a lot. Like enough that sheâs already mentally preparing how to introduce you to the rest of the group. Which, honestly, might turn out to be a mistake. Because if Robin thinks youâre charming now, she has absolutely no idea whatâs about to happen when Eddie and Steve meet you.
Robin calls it an apartment warming party even though itâs really just: cheap beer, frozen pizza, three folding chairs, and whoever happened to answer their phones. Which means by seven-thirty, the apartment is full of loud voices and wet shoes piled by the door from the rain outside.
Youâre in the kitchen trying to separate paper plates that are aggressively sticking together when the front door swings open. Steve Harrington walks in first. And unfortunately, heâs very pretty.
Tall, broad shoulders shoved into seemingly too-tight tan jacket, hair still annoyingly perfect from the rain somehow. Heâs carrying a case of beer under one arm while arguing with Robin before heâs even fully inside.
âIâm telling you, this is not enough food.â
âThere are twelve people here, Steve, not the population of Indiana.â
âThat doesnât matterââ
Then he sees you and stops talking mid-sentence. You blink back at him, and Robin immediately notices the exact moment Steve Harrington develops a crush on you. Itâs physically visible.
âOh,â Steve says.
You smile politely. âHi.â
Robin groans quietly into her drink. âSteve,â she says flatly, âdonât.â
âWhat? I didnât even do anything.â
âYouâre doing the face.â
âI have no idea what that means.â
Before Robin can roast him alive, another figure shoves through the doorway behind him.
âMove your gigantic hair outta the way, Harrington, some of us are carrying important cargoââ
And then he walks in. Leather jacket damp from the rain, dark curls pushed messily out of his face, and a cigarette tucked behind one ear despite Robin threatening murder every time he smokes near the building.
Eddie looks up, sees you, and completely loses his train of thought. ââŚholy shit.â
Robin closes her eyes. âOh no,â she mutters, because she recognizes that look too.
Youâre still standing by the kitchen counter holding a stack of paper plates, but suddenly you feel oddly frozen under Eddieâs attention. Not in a bad way, but in a terrifying way. Like your entire nervous system just sat up straight. Eddie stares at you for half a second too long before Robin finally speaks.
âEddie,â she says slowly, âthis is my new roommate.â
You say your name softly. Eddie repeats it immediately, like heâs testing how it sounds in his mouth. God. And then he smiles at you, crooked, warm, a little shy underneath all the theatrics. And you are done for instantly.
âNice to meet you, sweetheart.â
Robin physically watches your soul leave your body. Steve notices too, which is unfortunate for everybody involved. The night only gets worse from there, because Eddie is everywhere.
Sprawled across the couch, telling dramatic stories that make you laugh so hard your stomach hurts. Talking with his hands when he gets excited, grinning every time he catches you already looking at him. And the thing is, you can tell immediately heâs smart.
Not school smart, necessarily. But passionate smart, the kind of person that collects knowledge simply because he loves things deeply.
At one point, he starts passionately ranting about some fantasy campaign heâs writing while Gareth and Jeff argue with him from across the room, and you swear you could listen to him talk for the rest of your life. Which apparently becomes very obvious, because Robin leans against your shoulder at some point and whispers:
âOh, you are gone.â
You shove her lightly. âShut up.â
âYou have not stopped staring at him for twenty minutes.â
âI have absolutely stopped staring at him.â
Across the room, Eddie glances over at you instantly as if he felt it, then grins. You almost choke on your drink.
Later, after more people show up and the apartment gets louder, you slip away to your room for a breather because your room is softer than the chaos outside. Youâre fixing one of the strings of stars above your bed when thereâs a knock against the open door.
You turn, and thereâs Eddie, leaning against the doorway carefully, like heâs not sure if heâs intruding. âWhoa,â he says quietly.
You smile a little. âHi.â
âRobin said your room was cool, but she severely undersold this.â
You laugh softly. âYou think?â
âThink?â Eddie steps inside slowly, eyes darting everywhere at once. âSweetheart, this looks like a woodland creature got accepted into art school.â
You burst out laughing, and the sound alone visibly delights him.
âOh my God,â you say. âThat is the nicest thing anyoneâs ever said to me.â
âIâm serious!â Eddie says, already wandering toward your shelves. âYouâve got little potions and shit in here.â
âTheyâre crystals.â
âAh. Magic rocks. My mistake.â
You shake your head, smiling helplessly while he picks up one of your tiny ceramic frogs with absolute reverence. âThis guy rules.â
âThatâs Ferdinand.â
Eddie looks at you immediately. âHe has a name?â
âObviously.â
Eddie presses a hand dramatically to his chest. âYou get me.â
And thatâs it, thatâs the exact moment you fall hopelessly, stupidly in love with Eddie Munson. Because instead of making fun of you, he lights up.
Every little thing in your room fascinates him. He asks questions about every trinket and listens to your answers like theyâre genuinely important. Gets excited when you explain the meanings of your crystals. Tells you your room feels âsafe in a really cool way.â
At some point, the two of you end up sitting cross-legged on your bedroom floor, talking while the party carries on without you.Â
The party finally dies sometime after one in the morning.
Jeff and Gareth leave first, still arguing over something stupid. Robin disappears into the apartment, muttering about cleaning tomorrow because âfuture Robin deserves to suffer, not current Robin.â And somehow that leaves Steve and Eddie alone, hauling empty pizza boxes down the apartment stairs toward Steveâs BMW.
Rainwater glistens across the pavement outside as Eddie lights a cigarette the second they step outside, leaning against the passenger door while Steve tosses the trash into the dumpster nearby.
For a minute, neither of them says anything. But Eddieâs brain is still upstairs, still stuck in your room. Your laugh. Your stupid little fairy lights. The way your eyes lit up every time he asked about something on your shelves like nobody had ever cared before. Jesus Christ.
He takes a long drag from his cigarette while Steve shuts the trunk. âSo.â
Eddie immediately narrows his eyes. âWhy do you sound like that?â
âLike what?â
âLike a man about to say something deeply irritating.â
Steve rolls his eyes, but thereâs this weird grin pulling at his mouth. And Eddie suddenly knows, his stomach dropping in an instant. âOh no,â Eddie mutters.
Steve leans against the car beside him. âWhat?â
âYou like her.â
Steve pauses, then laughs once under his breath. âIs it that obvious?â
Eddie stares out at the wet parking lot instead of answering. Because yeah, yeah, it is. Of course it is. Why wouldnât Steve Harrington like you?
Youâre pretty and sweet and charming, and you looked at people like they mattered when they talked. You had this soft, dreamy thing about you that made people want to lean closer without realizing it. And Steve? Steve always got the girl.
Not because he was a bad guy. Honestly, that almost made it worse. Steve was good-looking, kind, and dependable in a way Eddie never felt he could compete with. Eddie flicks ash onto the pavement.
âDude,â Steve says carefully, âyou okay?â
âMhm.â
âThat sounded fake.â
âKinda was.â
Steve snorts quietly, then he says, âI dunno. I just really liked her.â
Eddieâs chest physically aches because he really liked you, too. Pathetically fast, honestly. The kind of fast that should concern medical professionals.
But the second Steve says it out loud, Eddie can practically feel himself shoving the whole thing down into his ribs where it canât embarrass him. He laughs once instead, forcing casualness into his voice.
âYeah,â he says lightly. âSheâs cool.â The words taste awful immediately.
Steve glances over at him, and Eddie knows Steveâs looking for something there. Some reaction. Some claim. But Eddie just shrugs and opens the passenger door. Because whatâs he supposed to say?
âActually, Steve, I think I fell in love with her in approximately four minutes while she explained the lore behind a ceramic frog collection?â No fucking thank you.
Steve hesitates before climbing into the driverâs seat. âYou sure?â
Eddie forces a grin. âHarrington, if I fought you every time we liked the same girl, weâd both be dead by now.â
Steve laughs at that, thankfully. But Eddie turns toward the window before he can see his face. The whole drive home hurts. Steve keeps talking about you absentmindedly, not even realizing that each thing he says is basically another nail in Eddieâs coffin.
âSheâs funny.â
âMhm.â
âAnd smart.â
âTragic, really.â
âAnd did you see her room? It looked like a fairy exploded in there.â
That one almost makes Eddie smile despite himself. âYeah,â he says quietly. âIt was nice.â
Steve glances over at him again. âYou really think so?â
Eddie thinks about you sitting cross-legged on the floor under warm golden lights, looking at him like every word out of his mouth mattered.
He swallows hard. âYeah,â he says softly. âI really think so.â
But by the time Steve drops him off at the trailer, Eddieâs already making up his mind. Heâs not doing this again. Heâs not letting himself get stupid over someone whoâs obviously gonna realize Steve Harrington is the better option eventually.
So whatever this thing is blooming in his chest, heâs gonna kill it before it gets embarrassing.
The next time everyone hangs out is at Steveâs place. Robin drags you there after work with the promise of free food and âat least three people getting into an argument dramatic enough to count as entertainment.â You spend almost the entire drive fixing your hair in the passenger mirror while pretending not to.
âOh my God,â she says. âYouâre nervous.â
âI am not nervous.â
âYouâve checked your lip gloss four times.â
âI just like to look nice.â
âFor Eddie.â
You groan and shove her shoulder while she laughs all the way into the parking lot. And honestly? Youâre excited to see him. Pathetically excited. Ever since the apartment party, Eddieâs been stuck in your head constantly. The way he listened to you. The way he smiled when you talked. The softness underneath all the theatrics.
Youâve spent an embarrassing amount of time replaying that night in your mind. Which is why the disappointment hits so hard when you walk into Steveâs living room, and Eddie barely looks at you. Not barely looks at you because heâs distracted, but barely looks at you on purpose.
âHey,â you say softly when your eyes meet his.
Eddie gives you a quick smile from where heâs sitting in the armchair. âHey, sweetheart.â
And then he looks away, thatâs it. No wandering over to talk to you. No easy teasing. No immediate gravitational pull toward you like before. Your stomach sinks a little.
Meanwhile, Steve lights up the second you walk in. âThere she is,â he says dramatically from the kitchen. âThank God. Robin almost bought generic chips.â
âI did buy generic chips,â Robin calls back.
You laugh despite yourself, and Steve stays beside you basically the entire night. At first, you donât think much of it because Steve is naturally affectionate and attentive, but after an hour, it becomes impossible not to notice the contrast between him and Eddie.
Steve sits beside you on the couch. Steve hands you drinks before you ask. Steve remembers tiny details you mentioned in passing. While across the room, Eddie barely speaks to you at all. And every time you try to talk to him, he gives you these short, polite answers before redirecting himself somewhere else. It hurts more than it should.
By the time the movie starts, youâre curled into the corner of the couch trying not to visibly mope while Steve talks animatedly beside you.
Robin notices everything immediately; her eyes narrowing toward Eddie across the room. Eddie pointedly avoids looking over. Coward.
Halfway through the movie, Steve leans closer to whisper some joke in your ear that makes you laugh. And from the recliner across the room, Eddie finally glances over. Then he stands up.
âI should head out,â he says suddenly.
Everyone looks over. Robin frowns. âAlready?â
âEarly shift.â
âThatâs literally a lie,â Gareth says.
âWow,â Eddie says flatly. âDidnât know you knew work my schedule better than I did.â But heâs already grabbing his jacket.Â
âOh,â you say quietly. âOkay.â
Eddie finally looks at you directly for the first time all night. And for one awful second, something vulnerable flickers across his face, something almost guilty.
âNight, sweetheart.â Then he leaves.
A week later, Steve asks you out. Not dramatically or arrogantly, he actually looks kind of nervous. The two of you are walking back toward the apartment after grabbing coffee while Robin is in class, and Steve suddenly rubs the back of his neck before blurting:
âSo⌠would you maybe wanna go out sometime?â
You stop walking. Steve immediately winces. âJesus, that bad?â
âNo!â you say quickly. âNo, Steve, oh my God.â
He laughs awkwardly. You feel terrible instantly because Steve is wonderful, truly wonderful. But heâs not Eddie. And unfortunately for you, every stupid thought in your head still somehow circles back to Eddie Munson.
You exhale softly. âSteveâŚâ
âYeah?â
âI really, really like somebody.â
His face falls a little, though he tries to hide it. âOh.â
âAnd itâsââ You hesitate. âItâs Eddie.â
Steve stares at you, then blinks. ââŚEddie?â
âIâm sorry,â you say softly.
âDonât be.â Steve nudges your shoulder lightly. âCanât exactly control who you like.â
Then your face brightens suddenly. âWait.â
Steve eyes you cautiously. âThat look concerns me.â
âNo, listen, I have a friend.â
âOh no.â
âSheâs in one of my lit classes.â
âYouâre trying to set me up?â
âSheâs gorgeous.â
âDangerous opening statement.â
âAnd she loves dumb movies and rambling and stupidly nice people.â
Steve narrows his eyes. âAre you calling me stupid?â
You grin. âA little.â
And somehow Steve agrees to meet her at the next group hangout. Which turns out to be the best decision of his life. Because the second your friend walks into the diner and immediately starts arguing with Steve about whether Die Hard counts as a Christmas movie, Steve falls catastrophically in love. Like, immediately.
Robin watches it happen in real time. âOh my God,â she whispers to you from across the booth. âHeâs gone.â
Steve is sitting there staring at your friend like she personally invented happiness. Meanwhile, your friend is laughing so hard at one of his jokes that sheâs nearly crying.
âYou know what?â Robin says thoughtfully. âTheyâre gonna get married.â
And honestly? You kind of think so, too. Which would all be great news if Eddie hadnât spent the last three weeks completely disappearing from your life.
Eddie sees them completely by accident, which somehow makes it worse. Heâs cutting through downtown after leaving the record store, headphones hanging around his neck and a cigarette tucked between his lips, when he glances across the street and nearly walks directly into a parking meter.
Steve is sitting outside the little cafĂŠ near campus. And across from him is a girl Eddieâs never seen before. Not just sitting, holding hands, laughing. Steve looks disgustingly happy about it, too, leaning across the tiny table while she steals fries off his plate.
Eddie stops dead on the sidewalk, and his stomach twists immediately. âWhat the fuck,â he says out loud.
Because no. No no no. Steve Harrington did not spend weeks following you around like a lovesick puppy just to immediately start dating another girl. Eddieâs chest burns hot, and before he can think better of it, heâs already crossing the street.
Steve notices him halfway there and grins automatically. âMunson!â
Eddie does not grin back. Steveâs smile slowly fades. âUh oh.â
Eddie walks right up to the table, pointing accusingly. âWhat the hell, man?â
The girl blinks between them. Steve looks genuinely confused. âWhat are you talking about?â
âYou know exactly what Iâm talking about!â
âI literally donât.â
Eddie gestures wildly at the girl sitting across from him. âThis!â
Steve stares, the girl stares, and Eddie looks personally betrayed.
âYou spent all that time chasing after her, and now youâre out here cheating on her in broad daylight?â
The girl chokes on her drink. Steveâs eyes widen in horror. âWhat?!â
âDonât what me, Harrington!â
âEddie,â the girl says carefully, trying not to laugh, âI think maybeââ
âNo, because this is insane behavior!â Eddie continues. âYou were obsessed with her!â
Steve suddenly realizes. And then, unbelievably, he starts laughing. Like full-body laughing.
Eddie glares at him. âOh, cool. Awesome. Glad infidelity is hilarious to you.â
Steve physically puts his head in his hands. âOh my God,â he groans through laughter. âYou are so stupid.â
âExcuse me?â
The girl beside Steve is openly giggling now. Steve looks up, finally, still laughing. âShe turned me down, dumbass.â
Eddie blinks. âWhat?â
âShe turned me down because she likes you.â
Silence, actual complete silence. Even the traffic noise suddenly feels far away. Eddie just stares at him. ââŚwhat?â
Steve looks at him like heâs witnessing a medical emergency. âShe likes you,â he repeats slowly. âShe literally told me she had feelings for you.â
Eddieâs brain completely short-circuits. âNah,â he says automatically.
âYes.â
âNo, sheââ
âEddie.â Steve points at him. âThe girl spent an entire party staring holes into your head.â
Eddie opens his mouth, closes it, then opens it again. âShe⌠what?â
Steve looks genuinely offended now. âHow did you not notice?!â
Because Eddie had been so busy convincing himself Steve would win again that he never even considered the possibility that youâd wanted him back. You wanted him. Oh my God.
Ohhhhhhh, shit.
Every interaction over the last month slams into him at once. You laughing at all his jokes. You always gravitate toward him. The way your face fell every time he pulled away. The hurt in your eyes the last night everyone hung out. Eddie physically pales.
Steve watches as the realization hits him in real time. âThere it is,â Steve says flatly. âThatâs the face of a man realizing he ruined his own life.â
âOh my God,â Eddie breathes.
âYou stopped talking to her!â
âI know!â
âYou idiot!â
âI KNOW!â
The girl across from Steve is laughing so hard sheâs wiping tears from her eyes. Eddie runs both hands through his hair frantically. âOh my God,â he repeats. âShe probably thinks I hate her.â
âProbably, yeah.â
âJesus Christ.â
Steve points down the sidewalk dramatically. âGo fix it!â
Eddie doesnât even argue; he turns so fast he nearly trips over the curb before sprinting back down the street.
Eddie almost falls up the stairs to your apartment, seriously. He misses the second step entirely because his brain is moving faster than the rest of his body, heart pounding so hard it feels painful.
You like him. You liked him the whole fucking time. And he spent the last month acting like a wounded puppy instead of just talking to you like a normal person. âJesus Christ,â he mutters to himself, shoving a hand through his curls as he reaches your door.
The lights are on inside. Good, good. Eddie knocks once. Then, immediately again, louder this time because he suddenly cannot breathe properly. And the door swings open. Oh. Oh, he is so unbelievably screwed.
Youâre standing there fresh out of the shower, hair still damp around your shoulders, oversized sleep shirt slipping off one side slightly. No makeup. No jewelry except the tiny rings you always wear, soft skin still a little damp.
You look sleepy. Comfortable. Beautiful in this terrifyingly effortless way that makes Eddieâs brain go completely blank. Your eyes widen when you see him standing there looking half feral. âEddie?â
His name leaves your mouth softly, confused. Your brows knit together a little. âHi.â
And God, that almost kills him too, because even after heâs been avoiding you for weeks, you still sound happy to see him.
âIâm an idiot,â Eddie blurts immediately.
You blink. âWhat?â
âIâm, like, a catastrophic idiot, actually.â
âOkayâŚâ
âI thought you liked Steve.â
You stare at him for a second. âOh, my God.â
âI KNOW.â
âYou thought I liked Steve?â
âHe asked you out!â
âAnd I said no!â
âYeah, apparently everybody knew that except me!â
Despite yourself, a tiny laugh escapes you. Eddie looks so distressed standing there that itâs honestly a little adorable. His cheeks are flushed pink from running over here, his curls are windblown, and his chest is still rising too fast.
âI thought,â he says breathlessly, softer now, âI thought for one second maybe I actually had a shot with you, and then Harrington told me he liked you and I justâŚâ He laughs once at himself. âI donât know. I got weird.â
You stare at him because suddenly everything makes sense. The distance. The avoiding you. The weird tension every time Steve sat beside you.
âOh my God,â you whisper.
âI know, sweetheart, trust me, I know.â
âYou thought I wanted Steve Harrington over you?â
Eddie grimaces. âWhen you say it out loud, it sounds stupid.â
âIt is stupid.â
âIâm aware.â
You shake your head, smiling despite yourself now. And Eddie looks at you like the sight of that smile physically revives him. âI really hurt your feelings, didnât I?â he asks quietly.
You hesitate, which is an answer enough. Eddie closes his eyes briefly like he hates himself for it. âShit.â
Before you can respond, he suddenly steps closer. âYou have any idea,â he murmurs, voice rough, âhow hard itâs been not to talk to you? See you?â
Your breath catches instantly while Eddieâs gaze drops to your mouth, then back to your eyes. And when you donât move away, thatâs it. His hand slides gently against your jaw, and suddenly, heâs kissing you. Like heâs been starving for it. Like heâs been thinking about it for weeks, which, to be fair, he has.Â
You make this tiny, surprised sound against his mouth before immediately melting into him, hands sliding up his chest to the back of his neck as he kisses you harder. Eddie groans softly the second you kiss him back.
âJesus Christ,â he breathes against your lips. âThank fucking God.â
Youâre laughing a little now between kisses, dizzy from how fast this is happening. âYou are insane,â you whisper.
His hands slide carefully to your waist, pulling you closer as he kisses you again, slower this time, savoring every ounce of attention you're gracing him with. He walks you backward into the apartment without breaking the kiss, one hand still cradling your jaw like you might disappear if he lets go.Â
The door clicks shut behind him, and he spins you gently, pressing your back against it. âBeen losing my mind over you,â he murmurs against your lips, voice rough. âEvery fucking night.â
You make a soft, overwhelmed sound and pull him closer by his jacket. He shrugs it off in one messy motion, letting it hit the floor, then his hands are back on you, sliding under the hem of your shirt, palms greedy against your bare waist.
âEddieââ
âYeah, sweetheart?â He kisses down your neck, open-mouthed and reverent, like heâs memorizing the taste of you. âTell me what you need.â
You donât even know how to answer. You just tug at his shirt until he yanks it over his head, revealing all that pale skin and dark ink. Your hands explore him immediately, tracing over every tattoo and piece of him that you can get ahold of.Â
He walks you toward your bedroom, never letting you get more than a breath away. When the backs of your knees hit the bed, he eases you down like youâre something precious, then follows, crawling over you.
âLook at you,â he whispers, eyes dragging over your body. Your shirt has ridden up; he pushes it higher, exposing your stomach, your ribs, the curve of your breasts. âJesus Christ, youâre gonna kill me.â
You laugh breathlessly, a little shy under the intensity of his stare, but he leans down and kisses the sound right out of your mouth. Then lower, your collarbone, the swell of your chest, the soft underside of one breast. When his mouth closes around your nipple, tongue teasing, you arch with a broken moan. He hums in satisfaction.Â
Eddie takes his time, like heâs making up for every second he wasted avoiding you. He maps your body with his mouth and hands, murmuring filthy-sweet things the whole time.
When he finally hooks his fingers in your panties and tugs them down, he actually curses under his breath at how wet you are. Two long fingers slide through your folds, circling your clit with devastating patience until your thighs start shaking.
âEddie, pleaseââ
âI got you.â He kisses the inside of your thigh, then looks up at you through those dark curls, eyes almost black with want.
He doesnât tease for long. The first slow drag of his tongue has your back bowing off the bed. He groans like youâre the best thing heâs ever had in his mouth, licking and sucking with messy enthusiasm, two fingers curling inside you just right.
One of your hands fists in his hair; the other clutches at the patchwork quilt beneath you.
You come hard, thighs clamping around his head, crying out his name in a broken whimper. He keeps going through it, gentling you down with soft licks until youâre trembling and oversensitive.
When he finally crawls back up, his mouth is shiny, pupils blown. You pull him into a deep kiss, tasting yourself on his tongue, and reach between you to palm him through his jeans.
He hisses, hips jerking. âYou sure?â he rasps, already sounding wrecked. You nod, helping him as he desperately tries to take his belt off.Â
He hovers over you for a second, then smirks as he reaches to your shelf and turns Ferdinand around. âLook away, buddy,â he mumbles.Â
He leans back into you, kissing you gently as he settles between your thighs. He braces one forearm beside your head and looks down at you, suddenly serious beneath the hunger.
âYou sure?â he whispers. âWe can slow down. Iâll wait as long asââ
You cut him off with a kiss and guide him to your entrance. âI want you. Now.â
He sinks in slowly, inch by inch, forehead pressed to yours, breathing ragged. When he bottoms out, he stays there, buried deep, just panting against your mouth.
âFuck⌠you feel like heaven, baby.â
Then he starts moving, slow rolling thrusts that drag against that spot inside you with every stroke. Eddieâs mouth stays on yours, on your neck, on your chest, wherever he can reach. His hand finds yours, lacing your fingers together beside your head while he fucks you harder.
âLook at me,â he breathes. âWant to see you when you come again.âÂ
You do; staring into those big brown eyes while the pleasure coils tighter and tighter. He angles his hips just right, and you shatter around him with a sharp cry, clenching so hard he curses and follows right after, hips stuttering as he buries himself deep and groans your name, followed by a couple of âfuuucksâ for good measure.Â
For a long minute, the only sound is your mingled breathing and Eddieâs rabbiting heart. Eddie collapses half on top of you, face tucked into your neck, arms wrapped around you like he never plans to let go. Youâre both smiling in that dazed, exhausted kind of way, the kind that feels a little unreal.
Eddie presses one slow kiss against your shoulder. âYou alive there, sweetheart?â
You giggle softly into your pillow. âBarely.â
âYeah?â he murmurs smugly.
You snort immediately. âDonât start.â
âI earned starting.â
âYou are so annoying.â
âAnd yet,â Eddie says dramatically, motioning to the predicament the two of you are currently in.Â
You laugh again, turning your head slightly, and then you notice it. Your tiny ceramic frog statue is still sitting on the bookshelf, facing the wall.
You go completely silent, Eddie noticing instantly. âWhat?â
Slowly, you point toward the shelf. Eddie follows your gaze and physically freezes.
âOh my God,â you whisper.
Eddie immediately starts laughing. Not a cute laugh either, a full body, wheezing, face-in-your-neck laugh.
âI cannot believe you turned Ferdinand around!â
âHe didnât need to see all that!â
You burst into helpless laughter beneath him. âEddie!â
âWhat?!â he says between laughs. âYou said he had feelings!â
âHe is ceramic!â
âYeah, and he could have been a traumatized ceramic!â
Youâre laughing so hard your stomach hurts now, trying to shove at his shoulder while he grins down at you completely unashamed. âI cannot believe you did that.â
âI was respecting the sanctity of your weird little frog son.â
âThat is actually insane behavior.â
âSays the woman with an emotionally significant amphibian collection.â
You groan loudly into your hands while Eddie keeps laughing. Then suddenly, he pushes himself up just enough to glance toward the shelf again.
ââŚdo you think heâs mad at me?â
You stare at him for half a second before dissolving all over again, while Eddie looks absolutely lovestruck watching you laugh beneath him.
Adding to this because I spent way too long trying to decipher the blurry artwork in the top left corner, partially covered by the Judas Priest poster.
'Dragonlance - Lord Gunthar & Fisban' Art by Larry Elmore
Eddie could have sourced from one of the following,
Dungeons & Dragons Sourcebook Dragons of Deceit; September 1985
Dragonlance Calendar 1985, featured in the month of August
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Summary: You're a contestant on Love Island, and Eddie is the newest bombshell. You had no intention of actually falling for anyone on this show, but when your first kiss with Eddie makes sparks fly, it becomes clear that you must avoid him at all costs if you want to leave this island with your heart intact.
Word Count: 2K
Tags: MANY references to Love Island, especially USA season 8. Making out in public, rockstar!Eddie Munson (kind of)
(A/N: This was just a silly little au I couldn't get out of my head. If there's interest then I'll continue it! I have a lot of ideas. Comment if you want to see more! Also, if there are any artists who want to draw Eddie in a Love Island setting, pretty please message me because I have reference pics already lol.)
Divider credit goes to @cursed-carmine
âIâve literally never been in this situation beforeâŚâ
This was the third time Chrissy had brought her love triangle up today, and you were dangerously close to offering to accompany her pity party on the worldâs smallest violin.
â...Iâve never had feelings for two guys at once, this is so hard you guys!â Chrissy pouted at her reflection in the bubblegum pink glam room. Her strawberry-blonde hair hung in ringlets around her face, ready to be brushed into photo-ready waves as soon as she finished applying whichever Maybelline lip-plumping gloss had struck her fancy this evening. âLike, I seriously donât know what Iâm gonna do.â
Judging by the way she punctuated her sentence with a pop of her glossy lips and a flutter of eyelashes in the mirror, Chrissy knew exactly what she was gonna do. But she wasnât about to say that- wasnât about to let the cameras hear her say that, at least.Â
You smiled wryly, keeping your opinions to yourself as you brushed on a final layer of mascara. You were pretty much ready for the evening, having donned a slinky but sophisticated black dress with heels that made you feel every ounce the bad bitch that you were. For a moment, a thought popped into your head about whether America felt the same way, or if you were only making a fool of yourself out here. After all, youâd been without your phone for two weeksâ you had no idea what people were saying about you after every episode. What if they hated you?
You shook that thought from your mind before it could put down roots. You couldnât afford to think like that; this was Love Island! Putting yourself out there, taking a leap of faith in hopes that youâll gain opportunity, fame, and not to mention one hundred thousand dollarsâ that was the name of the game.Â
âJust listen to your heart, Chrissy.â You heard Nancy say, bringing you back to the present moment. âIf you feel a connection with Andy, you should explore it. And if Jason is too insecure to let you do that, then he was never man enough to handle you anyway.âÂ
âPeriodt!â Said Heather, pursing her lips.
âClock it!â Said Angela, making little baby shark taps with the pads of her thumb and pointer finger.Â
âIâd take her advice if I were you, Chrissy.â you chimed in, âNancy and Steve have one of the strongest connections in here. Iâd be surprised if even Casa Amour could break them up.â
Nancy smiled shyly at the chorus of âawwâs and âlook at her cheesing!âs from the rest of the girls. âYouâre one to talk!â she replied, âYou and Argyle have been together since day one!â
You liked Nancy. The expectations youâd had for the other girls in the Villa admittedly hadnât been high, but Nancy had surprised you with her honesty and maturity. Truth be told, you didnât feel like Steve deserved her, but in two short weeks youâd watched him go from fuckboy to Prince Charming for Nancy.Â
You shrugged in response to her comment, turning your attention back to your mirror. You hoped your shrug looked demure, maybe even humble in response to her compliment. She hadnât been there to witness what youâd said in the confessional earlier that day.Â
Argyle is great, youâd said, but I think we chose each other out of convenience and not necessarily because we have romantic chemistry. Neither of us really had much more than a surface-level attraction to anybody else when we first got here, and we both have great conversations with each other, so I think we were each otherâs safest choice, but like⌠I think of him more as a friend than anything else, and I think he feels the same way.
Youâd been thinking it for two weeks, but saying it out loud felt like a nail on a coffin. Youâd admitted to Americaâ and to yourselfâ that there was nothing romantic about your connection with Argyle. Sure, you had fun kissing him in challenges; Argyle was a great kisser and so were you, so you both made out with reckless abandon within the confines of every challenge that the twisted, horny minds of the showâs producers had cooked up. That was all those kisses were, thoughâ for fun, frivolous and completely for show.Â
You were fine with that, though. Youâd never expected to find love here, you just wanted to make it big.
What worried you was how this admission would affect the way that America perceived you. At the end of the day, the audience would vote based on what they wanted to see on their screen. If they thought you would push the narrative in an interesting direction, they would vote to keep you on the island. If it looked like you were only there for the money, though? Theyâd cast you as the villain. Dumped. Next.
Now, you either needed to make a pact with Argyle to manufacture what looked like true love on the screen or leave him for someone you could convincingly âfallâ for. And by âfallâ, you meant fool the fuck out of America.
This was pretty much the only thing on your mind as you half-listened to the other girls prattling on about connections and exploring and recouplings and everything in between. Argyle was there to smile up at you as you descended the stairs with the rest of the girls, and he even pulled a good-natured snort from you upon hearing his joking catcalls.
âA moment of appreciation for the dress!â he gasped, pulling away from the hug heâd wrapped you in upon meeting him at the bottom of the stairs. You smiled and gave him a little spin before heading toward the drinks that waited for all of you on a small table on the artificial turf.Â
Billy had only just finished his toast, your first sip barely past your lips, when the one and only Ariana Madix emerged from the Villaâs entrance.Â
âBefore I even get to finish my drink?â you murmured under your breath.Â
âHello Islanders!â Arianaâs voice rang out to meet each of you, and you could see that you werenât the only one who was a bit anxious to see her. When Ariana showed up, you could expect some kind of drama to unfold. âChange of plans tonight, guys! I have a little game for you to play.â
Ariana then went on to explain the rules of the game you would all be playing, and you could already hear Iain Stirlingâs voice parroting them to the audiences at home that would be seeing this all in a couple dayâs time.
Tonight the Islanders will be participating in a game called âItâs Giving Rockstar!â presented by Rockstar Energy. First, a girl will draw a question from the ticket window and answer it in order to receive two tickets: one for herself, and one for a boy of her choosing. Next, the two of them will share a âquickieâ in the stadium bathroom, before finally reaching the mosh pit, where the girl will be invited backstage by the band, leaving the boy to choose a different girl to âmoshâ with. Now, I know Iâm not exactly in the prime of my youth anymore, but Iâm pretty sure concerts arenât usually this complicated! Then again, the last time I attended one, Obama was still president.Â
You took a moment to survey the finished challenge set once the PAâs had finished setting it up. Between two enormous cans of Rockstar Energy drinks was a bright pink âstageâ complete with an orange velvet curtain. The ticket window already had a stack of cards shaped like old-school admit one tickets waiting, and you had no doubt that the questions on those cards would be stirring up drama that very night. The âbathroomâ was really just a see-through box that looked like an empty bathroom stall. The âmosh pitâ was far more cushy than any mosh pit youâd ever been inâ cardboard cutouts made to look like the silhouettes of concert-goers surrounded a thin mattress that looked to be covered in velvet that matched the stage curtain.Â
At least you wouldnât be covered in neon slime for this challenge. You actually liked this dress.
The first girl to go was Nancy, who pulled the question âWhich boy thinks heâs the lead when really heâs just singing backup?â. Billy didnât look happy to hear that her answer was him. She then of course picked Steve, made out with him in the plexi-glass bathroom stall, then slipped away behind the âbackstage curtainâ while Steve playfully pulled Chrissy to âmoshâ with him. The âmoshingâ mostly consisted of Chrissy tonguing Steve and clam-slamming onto his prone form in yet another split. Was this a cheerleader thing? Why did she keep doing that?
What really turned your head was the guilty look on Nancyâs face when she returned through the curtain. You raised an eyebrow at her; what happened back there? you thought, hoping that your eyes were conveying the question successfully. Nancy looked back at you, biting her lip and laughing silently at a joke that you felt you were supposed to be in on, but wouldnât understand until you, too, disappeared behind that curtain.
It happened again and again, as girl after girl returned from âbackstageâ with knowing smiles and secretive giggles aimed at each other. Finally, it was your turn. Your question was âWhich Islander thinks theyâre dating a rockstar when theyâre actually just a groupie?â. You grimaced; there was only one name you could think of. âJason.â You moved on to collect Argyle and bring him to the bathroom stall before you had too much time to gauge Jasonâs reaction to your answer.Â
Your kiss was hot, as it always was, but it was the same as it always wasâ there was no spark or molten chemistry that bled through you when you kissed Argyle. Tongues slid against each other, lips moved in tandem, hands wandered⌠It was all physical.Â
Your heart actually started to race when you stepped onto the stage. What could be back there? Some sort of secret message about what was to come? Would the producer be waiting to tell you that you would be heading to Casa Amour soon? Was it a bombshell?
You knew which one it was as soon as you slipped behind that curtain and your eyes were met with lean, hard, ink-dappled muscle. Black leather strained taught against toned thighs, and a dark happy trail peeked out of the low-rise waistband between hip bones and almost hidden tattoos. Dark hair fell in wavy curls over ivory shoulders, framing a face that was looking at you like you were a package heâd been waiting at the door all day to receive.Â
You were no stranger to attractive men, especially in the Villa. Nobody, however, had had the effect that this mischievous looking stranger had on you. He brought a tattooed, silver ringed finger to his lips, signalling that you shouldnât make a sound, and before you had time to respond his hands were tugging your hips toward his own and tilting your chin up to meld his mouth with yours.
Wow. Fucking wow.Â
You had never been kissed like this. Never before had something as simple as a mouth against yours been enough to make you forget yourself, forget to hold up the iron-clad exterior that youâve spent so much time creating. Never before had you felt a man you did not know pull your heartstrings up through your throat using only his lips, tongue and wandering hands. You couldnât think straight, couldnât compute anything other than the fact that you needed this man. Carnally. Biblically.Â
It wasnât until he was pulling away did you realize that heâd shoved you up against the flimsy wall behind him and you were both panting like youâd sprinted across the Villa. Cherry Coke eyes gazed hungrily at you as he steadied your swaying form by grasping your elbows.Â
âYou alright there, sweetheart?â He whispered. Damn, that voice did something to you. You felt like there was an animal inside of you gnawing at the bars of its cage.
You nodded, giggling stupidly. What was the matter with you? This wasnât youâ this girly, ditzy klutz who couldnât stop smiling. Evidently, the bombshell couldnât stop smiling either, though his was more of a smirk that sat on the edge of laughter. He bent down smoothly until his hair curtained the edges of your vision and his lips brushed the shell of your ear.Â
âYouâre the one Iâve been waiting to meet, baby. Iâm not leaving this place without you.â
And at that, he pulled away and nodded towards the curtain, a silent reminder that you werenât the only ones on this island. Heat bloomed in your cheeks, stoking a fire in your stomach and launching your heart rate into overdrive. You couldnât look at him; if you did, you were sure you would burst into flames on the spot.Â
The walk back to your spot at the fire pit was a blur. You couldnât remember what Arianna said when the challenge came to a close, couldnât remember what any of the Islanders said or did either. Your mind was working very, very hard to come up with evasive maneuvers for this unexpected turn of events.
You could not afford to actually catch feelings on this showâ there was too much at stake, too much you could lose already, and you werenât about to throw your heart into the mix. You resolved that when that bombshell entered the Villa for real, your heart and mind must be on their guard against him. All of your energy needed to go towards your connection with Argyleâ he was fun, easygoing and most importantly, safe.
Nothing about that rock-and-roll god was safe. Based on the way your body decided to stage a rebellion against your mind from the moment he entered your sight, you were quite sure that he could, in fact, ruin everything.