just fuck me up

why are you still following this blog just sayingg

i know im asking the same thing a lot but im not publicily saying on this blog what my new blog is ever so  once i move its either you gotta search forever to find me or i follow you first

im back i m going to be moving blogs later btw too

ok  theyre over in the neighbors yard but why is their car parked over here

why is there a red car parked next to our yard  my parents arent home and im scarede

im going to be gone later and also im probably going to move to my new blog tonight or tomorrow 

tthank you for the messages i wont respond to them all but  i appreciate them

jjust  send me anons or somehting for when i wake up im goin g to bed im shaking too much nd im not feeling hving a complete breakdown

letts fucking vague about the retarded kid whos about to kill itself!! great idea!

nnow people are all vaguing about me youre all fucking liars 

nd  if people still actually honestly believe im lying about any of this shit pleas fuckcing off yourselves you have no idea what ive been through

my family is always  abusive my friends almost always turn out abusive and i just use my own hallucinations to cope i literally have nothing except my own. fuckin g. mental illness. to cope with everything else. you know youure really fucking dead when thats the case at that point its not even coping its  cliinging on to whatever piece of yourself you can cling onto without dying

im just going to die alone no one will be sad because im  too autistic for anyone to like