Rin Jace

But from time to time, I become that 18 y.o. girl, who hates her life, who lonely a.f., who doesn't know what the hell she is doing, who listens on repeat the same sad song and drinks. And in the middle of the night I am awaken, crying my eyes out.

just remember that TEENS ARE INSANE.

It’s 3:40 a.m. I just finished a book. I was staying at the balconee smoking.Classic music was playing. I let cold wind to blow my face. I felt peace. Finally. I finished my cigarette. I warmed up in to my blanket more and continued to stay there. I was enjoying. I was greedily trying to remeber this moment. Snow was hitting me in the face, but I didn’t feel irritation. I guess I learned to enjoy the moment. 

Lately I’ve been so down and depressed. But one night I rewatched all Selena’s music videos and it made me feel so motivated. Just her style of music and latest clips were so atmospheric that made me do things and go outside. I let bad things stay in 2016. And now I am finally free for good things, that I hope are going to happen in 2017.

I adore this kind of movies, when film is already over but you’re sitting in front of the screen and barely breathing. It makes me think about big stuff. It makes me dream about big stuff. Every scene was perfectly minimalistic. Every costume was perfectly futuristic. This kind of surrealism makes me shiver. And specifically this movie left me shocked. 

Just when I watched this movie I finally understood why everybode were craving about Patrick Sweyze