With in the past month or so I was told by someone (not going to mention any names) that the reason that I was unfocused and unsatisfied, was that I wasn't doing what I was supposed to be doing. The thing was leading. At the time I had no frickin' clue what, or who exactly I was supposed to be leading, much less where I was supposed to be leading them. Maybe the destination is mutual goal we wish to accomplish, or a desire we like to see come to pass. Maybe the destination is something that each of the people and myself are seeking, but for some reason or another, they have been waiting for me to get my head out of my ass and become visible. Why me? What is so important about me? What is my connection to them? How do I lead them? Why am I leading them? What is that we all have in common, and why is it that I am the one to lead them? These are a few of the things that I have thought about since my conversation with the person. And here is an interesting pair of events that happened just this week. You may think that they are interesting, you may not. Perhaps these things can only be seen by those like myself and those I shall lead. Ha! I shall lead. I guess we are all leading someone. Maybe it's just my kids. My family. A few close friends. Some strangers who share common stories. Only time will tell. Back to the events from this past week. Tuesday Night/Wednesday morning during my slumber :-D, I had a dream that I was back in a church that I had been part of for about 5 years. Many familiar faces were there, as well as a couple of new ones. This wasn't a dream of past events, but of new events. I know this because all 5 of my children where there, and at the time we were in the church we only had 4. I remember in the dream, some familiar happens taking place during the church service. I remember sitting in the rear of the sanctuary next to a pastor who didn't take much of a likely to my understanding of some things in scripture, and made a stink about how I describe it. Oh well. Any who, at the end of the service I was asked to speak to the congregation before I left. I simply stated, "No." That was met with shock and awe from "The S
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