Pisces season
Got lots of big Thoughts
3 of my friends tonight told me that they’re only drinking once a week or going 1 month drinking and then 1 month not drinking and how Great it is and on surface level I’m smiling and saying How Great but just a little Deeper down I’m screaming Must Be Fucking Nice To Moderate and Control Your Consumption of Alcohol and I ran out of cigarettes and my sponsor is in fucking inpatient and I haven’t maintained any of my relationships in aa because I’m a Fucking Idiot and that line from that hank woof song that’s just the Dude yelling “baby I don’t wanna Live no more” is on Repeat















