Ricky Scott

Tell me i’m too green

Tryinga get your way love?

You’re ways nowhere to be seen

I’ll fight you for the sky

I fight you for the moon

Wouldn’t even go their darling

You’ll find out way to soon 

Break me

Shake me

Rock me

Tilt me

Tell me i’m not worth it

Rock me

Shock me

Go ahead and block me

Tell me i’m not worth it

A light flashing forward

A light flashing back

A sign, signal, a warning

falls on death ears

Tryinga own me?

But you don’t own me

Hesitate to answer

Well that’s your answer

Break me

Shake me

Rock me

Tilt me

Tell me i’m not worth it

Rock me

Shock me

Go ahead and block me

Tell me i’m not worth it

I won’t let you take my love

I won’t let you hurt this head

\i on’t let you bruise this body

I won’t let you own this soul. 

Break me

Shake me

Rock me

Tilt me

Tell me i’m not worth it

Rock me

Shock me

Go ahead and block me

A victim of this right

A victim of the night

A victim of my right

to be myself.

Will you help me?

Will you tell me?

Will you make me

Go forward

Don’t wanna be defined by this mess

Don’t wanna be owned by this headache

Don’t wanna be controlled by these borders

These borders

Of yours

You’re a vampire

Draining my life

Blood sucking

soul searching

Left nothing else

Don’t bury me

Don’t break me

I am already leaving. 

Don’t wanna be defined by this mess

Don’t wanna be owned by this headache

Don’t wanna be controlled by these borders

These borders

Of yours

Take me to the border

Don’t leave me

Show me my border

Please carry me

Your border

My border

Same it again

Don’t wanna be defined by this mess

Don’t wanna be owned by this headache

Don’t wanna be controlled by these borders

These borders

Sick of pretending it’s all right

Bored of trying to be ok

Failing at being mr me

Can’t be anyone else

Can’t be anyone

Everyone I’m failing

Everyone, i’m failing .. me 

Take me back to the city

Take me back home now

Take me back to the city

What are you waiting for? 

Tried so hard to escape

No path to light my way

No place to call my home

No place to call my own 

Will you be my angel?

A goddess of raw emotion

Stand back

For I need a saviour

Is it you?

Is it you?

Take me back to the city

Take me back home now

Take me back to the city

What are you waiting for?

Don’t break me for I am broken

Don’t test me as I am tested

my shadow is darkening 

Can you make it worth it? 

Take me back to the city

Take me back home now

Take me back to the city

Drowning in a world that surrounds me

a broken mess

A broken me

Lay bare for all to see

I’ll make excuses

They’ll make stories

Nobody is for glory

I will go

I blotted out life

With this tortured soul

The fire, the wind, the air

Too much to hold

Pretend it’s a dream

A nightmare

My nightmare

Yet it continues

No drug high enough

No water deep enough

In the end

This existence

So much better than many

Is my legacy

People value my opinion

I’m not sure why

As I don’t

I know it’s a clouded mess

A dystopian poison 

a cyanided vortex

Unrelenting chaos

There’s no space for hope or light

Just destruction

A force that echoes through my bones

Layers of me escape

Every second

Every day

And only vodka gives me a grasp back 

I know it’s not the answer

But it fulfils my unending needs

temporarily 

The next hit already decided

The next decision already made

i’ll carry on being a fuck boi

its in my errors

I am broken, I know it.

But, how does something unbreakable become so fragile?

There is something profoundly wrong with the statement, 

Something so obvious, yet so out of reach 

The old me would understand it

Would judge it

But this new guy can’t contemplate such philosophy 

Such stupidity

I don’t know who holds my destiny anymore

Me or the devil?

When did the plains turn to mountains?

When did the forests turn to swamps?

When did the Islands become death traps?

When did I stop for the most?

How did I let this happen?

How could I not see it clear?

How much longer will this carry on?

Is it a problem with my dear?

self-inflicted

from a world of chaos 

and mess

much mess