Second blog of @rickie-the-storyteller. 22, she/her, Black British, Christian, CS and AI university student, writer (mostly for fun. Not yet published or connected to a specific fandom or anything), book lover, INFJ-T, professional overthinker... and just generally a quiet but (mostly) chill person. At least, that's what I'm told. Idk. This is where I share any side projects, casual musings, and reflections on life, faith, creativity, etc (basically, anything that feels different from my main blog).
This is my new logo! It's simple, and not all that different from my old one (which was just a random picture I found online). But I hope you guys like it! I am also making themed variations of it based on my various different WIPs lol. Just for fun!
So, I thought I'd take the opportunity to quickly tell you about the changes I've decided to make to my second blog. Originally, it was only for my AU series, and while I still definitely want to finish that series, progress with it (both writing and posting) hasn't gone as quickly and as smoothly as I had hoped it would. Aside from that, I have a ton of other stuff that I want to post that feel very different from my other typical writeblr stuff that I post on my main blog. So I thought I'd put it here!
Welcome to my new blog. Rickie Does Random Stuff. Formally Aurelian University. On here, expect to find side projects (like my YouTube channel and Wattpad stories/short stories separate from my main ones), the rest of the AU series (eventually lol) and random musings and posts on various topics. That sort of thing.
Yeah. That's it. Stay tuned for more shenanigans, I guess.
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Recently I hit my three-year anniversary on here, which made me look back at how I started… and also made me realise I kind of disappeared for a while. So I wanted to do a little life/writing update.
I’m not nearly as consistent as I used to be. Back then, I was pretty ambitious about content creation. And even though those goals never fully went away (I don’t really abandon ideas if I think they have potential, I just store them away and keep developing them if I don't forget about them lol), a lot has changed since then. I’ve been busy balancing my studies with other personal things. I even tried giving myself a posting schedule at one point, but I don’t think it helped much lol.
Before I stopped posting consistently, I was in a very different creative headspace. I had so many ideas, plans, drafts, and things I wanted to share. But over time, my focus shifted heavily toward uni and just trying to manage life. Writing slowly became something I kept putting “on hold” until I had more time or energy.
I had multiple series in progress: the BCD dialogue plans and the AU (which I first teased back in 2023… my time management is tragic), a Wattpad story (MONDAYS, which is mostly finished; I just need to publish the rest), and I was even thinking about finally trying KDP. If I do go down that route, it’ll probably be for something completely new… a project I’ve never mentioned on here before. I have plenty of WIPs and outlines to choose from lol.
Outside of writing, I wanted to expand creatively, too. I started an Instagram but barely post. I started a YouTube channel hoping to make videos (and I still want to... maybe diary-style with the occasional sit-down chat for deeper discussions? Idk). I was also really active on Discord at one point, but not lately… and honestly, I still have no bloody clue what I’m doing on there half the time lol.
But the funny thing is: even when I wasn’t posting, I never stopped thinking about it. Writing, posting, creating. I kept collecting ideas, imagining future projects, replaying unfinished concepts, and wanting to come back here. I think I felt pressured to return only if I could be as productive and consistent as I used to be, but creativity doesn’t work like that. Sometimes life changes your pace by force, even if your desire to go further and faster remains unchanged.
So I’m going to try to get back into posting more frequently again. The keyword here is TRY. And moving forward, I want to approach this blog differently. Instead of disappearing whenever life gets busy, I want to be more flexible and genuine. I want to share:
smaller pieces of writing
updates and reflections
unfinished thoughts
study/life-inspired ideas
creative experiments
longer projects whenever they’re ready
I’m trying to find a healthier balance between studying, life, and writing, instead of treating them like they’re competing with each other.
Thank you to anyone who stayed, checked in, or still reads my work after all this time. Genuinely. I missed being here more than I realised. And if anyone has any tips for me going forward, I wouldn't mind hearing them!
It's now been three months (+ a week) since it's three-year anniversary lol. I missed it. I was going to share it on the exact day, but what can you do.
I haven't been as active on here as I would like to be, but I love posting and sharing my writing so much, and I'm so glad I did!
Mondays - Chapter 2 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1608024352-mondays-chapter-2?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=rickiethestoryteller Daniel Merrell was just about the most competent man you’d ever meet. He was sharp, strategic, and always on top of everything. He worked efficiently and knew exactly what to say and do to complete a project ahead of its deadline. He counted everything-steps, coffee cups, and even the number of times he said “strategic alignment” in meetings (well, actually, Mallory does that for him. She’s been keeping a tally: forty-seven and counting, apparently). But he was terrified of everything. Mondays, coffee machines that judge him, elevators with other people in them, the very idea of anyone knowing he exists… even office succulents on the brink of death that definitely have opinions about his life choices. (Don’t ask him how he knows that. He just does.) But most of all, he’s terrified of Ava Thomas. Not because she’s intimidating. Because she’s kind. She sees through his corporate jargon and anxiety, yet she still smiles at him across the office. She greets him in the mornings and engages in small talk, simply because she doesn’t want the new guy to feel lonely. She even offers to help him out, despite him giving her no reason to do so. He had never met anyone quite like her before. And now… he’s doomed. Now, he has to decide: stay safe and alone, or do the terrifying work of becoming someone not only worthy of a second chance at love after facing devastating heartbreak, but someone actually capable of receiving it. This is a story about anxiety, growth, and learning that being brave isn’t the absence of fear. It’s choosing love anyway.
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Daniel Merrell was just about the most competent man you’d ever meet. He was sharp, strategic, and always on top of everything. He worked efficiently and knew exactly what to say and do to complete a project ahead of its deadline. He counted everything-steps, coffee cups, and even the number of times he said “strategic alignment” in meetings (well, actually, Mallory does that for him. She’s been keeping a tally: forty-seven and counting, apparently). But he was terrified of everything. Mondays, coffee machines that judge him, elevators with other people in them, the very idea of anyone knowing he exists… even office succulents on the brink of death that definitely have opinions about his life choices. (Don’t ask him how he knows that. He just does.) But most of all, he’s terrified of Ava Thomas. Not because she’s intimidating. Because she’s kind. She sees through his corporate jargon and anxiety, yet she still smiles at him across the office. She greets him in the mornings and engages in small talk, simply because she doesn’t want the new guy to feel lonely. She even offers to help him out, despite him giving her no reason to do so. He had never met anyone quite like her before. And now… he’s doomed. Now, he has to decide: stay safe and alone, or do the terrifying work of becoming someone not only worthy of a second chance at love after facing devastating heartbreak, but someone actually capable of receiving it. This is a story about anxiety, growth, and learning that being brave isn’t the absence of fear. It’s choosing love anyway.
Zephyr stood outside Soren Hall, staring up at the building that had taken him an embarrassing amount of time to find. It was one of the newer dorm buildings. All clean lines and large windows, with solar panels on the roof and what looked like a green wall covered in climbing plants. So very Caius. Of course his brother would end up in the eco-friendly dorm.
He pulled out his phone and texted his brother.
Z: I'm outside your building.
The response came almost immediately.
C: WHAT
C: Wait are you serious???
C: ZEPHYR???
Zephyr grinned. He could practically hear his brother's voice escalating in pitch with each message.
Z: Surprise! 🌊
Z: What floor are you on?
Less than a minute later, the front doors burst open and Caius came running out, nearly tripping over his own feet in his haste. He looked different... his hair was a bit longer, and he'd started growing it out on top while keeping the sides short. He was wearing glasses now, trendy wire-framed ones that made him look even more like the intellectual he was. But his expression - that mix of shock and pure joy - was exactly the same.
"You absolute madman," Caius said, pulling Zephyr into a crushing hug. "What are you doing here? How did you even... when did you—what?!"
Zephyr laughed, hugging his brother back just as tightly. God, he'd missed this. Missed him. "So... surprised?"
"Surprise?" Caius pulled back, hands still gripping Zephyr's shoulders, looking at him like he might disappear. "You flew to a secret island in the middle of nowhere as a surprise? Do Mum and Dad even know that you're here?"
"Yeah, I told them," Zephry replied. "Well, I told them I was coming to visit. I may have downplayed the whole 'mysterious island that barely exists' aspect."
Caius shook his head, but he was grinning. "You're insane. Come on, you need to tell me everything. How did you even find this place? The campus, I mean. I know you found the island, obviously, but this campus is impossible to navigate when you first get here."
"Oh, I had help," Zephyr said, thinking of Eurydice and feeling warmth spread through his chest. "Met this girl who basically saved my life. I was completely lost."
Caius raised an eyebrow. "A girl, huh? Tell me more."
"Later. First, give me the grand tour. I want to see everything."
"Everything? Zeph, that could take days. This place is massive."
"Then show me the highlights," Zephyr said. "Come on, I came all this way. I want to see where my genius brother spends his time."
Caius's expression softened, and he nodded. "Alright. Yeah. Let me just grab my keys and we'll do this properly."
The tour was simultaneously enlightening and utterly bewildering.
Caius led him through the campus with the confidence of someone who'd learned to navigate its mysteries, pointing out buildings and explaining their purposes with genuine enthusiasm.
"That's the Aurora Library," Caius said, gesturing to the massive structure Zephyr had spotted earlier. "Six floors above ground, seven below. The lower levels are for special collections—rare books, ancient manuscripts, that kind of thing. You need special permission to access anything below level three."
"How come?"
"Temperature and humidity control, mostly. Some of those books are like, centuries old. But also..." Caius lowered his voice conspiratorially. "I've heard rumors that some of the stuff down there is kind of weird. Not just old, but weird. Like, books written in unknown languages, or manuscripts that seem to change when you're not looking at them. Don't know how true that all is, though."
"... Are you being serious, or are you messing with me right now?"
"Maybe? I don't know! I haven't been down there myself, so I can't confirm. But this place has a lot of rumors like that. Half the students think the university is doing some kind of secret research. The other half think it's all just urban legends to make the place seem more interesting than it actually is."
They passed the music building where Zephyr had found Eurydice, and he felt a flutter of anticipation thinking about meeting her later for food.
"That's where all the music majors spend their lives," Caius explained. "I swear, some of them practically live there. You'll walk past at like two in the morning and still hear someone practising scales."
"Sounds intense."
"It is. Everyone here is intense about something. That's kind of the vibe of the place. You're either obsessed with what you do, or you don't last long."
Caius showed him the science facilities ("that building isn't actually floating, by the way, it just looks like it. There's a concrete support structure hidden by the landscaping. Cool illusion!"), the athletics complex ("I'm WAY out of shape. I've been trying to get into a better workout routine, but study time is my priority right now"), and the various dining halls ("Meridian Hall has the best food but it's always packed, Morrison Hall is much quieter, but it's more limited with their options").
They walked through courtyards and gardens, past fountains and sculptures that seemed to serve both aesthetic and symbolic purposes. Caius explained the academic structure. AU operated on a unique system where students designed their own interdisciplinary courses of study rather than following traditional majors.
"So you're not just studying, like, biology or whatever?" Zephyr asked.
"I mean, kind of? My focus is on environmental systems and sustainable development, but I'm also taking classes in economics, philosophy, and engineering. The idea is that complex problems require interdisciplinary solutions, so they train you to think across fields."
"That actually sounds really cool."
"It is," Caius said, his eyes lighting up in that way they always did when he talked about something he was passionate about. "It's challenging, but it's exactly what I wanted. Everyone here is working on something they actually care about, not just checking boxes for a degree."
They ended up at one of Caius's favourite spots: a quiet courtyard garden with benches arranged around a central fountain. Students were scattered about, some studying, some just relaxing. It felt peaceful in a way that the rest of campus, for all its beauty, didn't quite manage.
"So," Caius said, settling onto a bench and patting the spot next to him. "Your turn. What's been going on back home? How are Mum and Dad?"
Zephyr sat down, suddenly unsure where to start. So much had happened since Caius left. Where did he even begin?
"They're good," he finally said. "Busy. Dad's been taking on extra projects at work. Mum joined a book club, which is apparently very dramatic... there was a whole situation with someone spoiling endings. She's always coming home and spilling the tea on their sessions. It's a whole thing."
Caius laughed. "That sounds about right."
"Kai's been good too," Zephyr went on. "Still running the ice cream truck. He's been asking about you, actually. Wants to know if you're too fancy for us now."
"Tell him I said he's ridiculous."
"Will do." Zephyr paused, picking at a thread on his jeans. "Things got kind of weird for a while, though. After you left."
Caius's expression shifted to concern. "Weird how?"
And so Zephyr told him everything. About the beach cleaning that spiraled into environmental activism that spiraled into obsession. About the confrontations and the protests and the absolutely stupid decision to chain himself to a bulldozer. About the arrest—technically two arrests, but one was just for trespassing and they let him go with a warning.
"You got arrested?" Caius's voice rose an octave. "Zeph, what the hell?"
"I know, I know. It was stupid. Kai read me the riot act... literally, after he picked me up from the police station. He's the one who suggested I come here, actually. Said I needed perspective."
Caius was quiet for a long moment, processing. "Were you okay? I mean, obviously you weren't okay if you were getting arrested, but..."
"I missed you," Zephyr said simply. "Everything felt kind of aimless without you around. Like I was just floating with no anchor. The environmental stuff gave me purpose for a while, but it wasn't real purpose, you know? It was just... something to fixate on so I didn't have to think about the fact that I had no idea what I was doing with my life."
"Zeph..." Caius's voice was soft. "You should have called me. I would have... well, I don't know what I would have done from here, but I would have tried to help."
"You were busy starting your new life. I didn't want to drag you back into my mess."
"You're my brother, not a mess. You're never a burden."
The words settled between them, comfortable and true. This was what Zephyr had been missing. Not just Caius, but this feeling of being understood, of having someone who knew him well enough to see past the surface.
"Okay, enough about my disaster era," Zephyr said, nudging Caius's shoulder. "What about you? What's it been like here? And don't just give me the glossy brochure version. I want the real stories."
Caius's expression shifted, becoming more animated. "Oh man, where do I even start? Okay, so first week here, I got lost in the library. Like, properly lost. I was trying to find the biology section and ended up in this maze of stacks that seemed to just keep going. Eventually, a librarian found me and was all like, 'You're not supposed to be in the historical texts wing without a guide.' Apparently, I'd wandered into a restricted area without even realising."
"How did you manage that?"
"I have no idea! The signage in this place is intentionally confusing, I swear. I'm not even going to get into how many days I've shown up to class late because I just didn't know where I was... But that's not even the weirdest thing. There's this whole social ecosystem here that's unlike anywhere else. Like, remember how in regular school there were cliques and social hierarchies and all that?"
"Unfortunately, yes."
"Here it's completely different. Everyone's so focused on their work that the social dynamics are almost... collaborative? Like, there's definitely friend groups and everything, but people regularly just approach strangers and start conversations about their research or projects. I've had more random philosophical debates with people I just met than I ever did back home."
"That sounds... pretty amazing, actually."
"It is! My roommate, Xander, is studying some combination of neuroscience and computer science. We stayed up until like four in the morning once, arguing about consciousness and artificial intelligence. Just because we could."
Zephyr felt a pang of something he couldn't quite name. Not quite jealousy, but close to it. Caius had found his people, his place. Meanwhile, Zephyr had spent the last few months yelling at tourists about plastic straws.
"Even the professors sometimes just... hang out in the dining halls?" Caius continued. "Like, my environmental systems professor grabbed coffee with me last week and we talked about oceanic carbon sequestration for an hour. It wasn't office hours or anything, she just saw me and wanted to chat."
"Okay. That's... interesting."
"Right? This whole place operates on a different frequency. Oh, and there are so many bizarre traditions. Like, every full moon, people gather at the old observatory for stargazing. And during the winter solstice, there's this whole festival with bonfires and music that apparently dates back centuries before the university even existed. I mean... that's what a senior guide told me. And don't even get me started on the secret society rumors."
"Secret societies?"
"Allegedly. Some students swear there are these exclusive groups that control various aspects of campus life, but no one can agree on whether they actually exist or if it's just an elaborate ongoing joke."
They talked for another hour, trading stories, filling in the gaps of the months they'd been apart. Caius told him about his classes, his research project on sustainable agriculture practices, the time he accidentally stumbled into an advanced quantum physics seminar and was too embarrassed to leave. Zephyr told him more about life in Plymouth, about their parents' small daily routines, about the beach and the waves and how everything had felt muted without Caius there.
"I'm really glad you came," Caius said eventually. "I've missed this. Just... talking."
"Me too."
"So how long are you staying?"
Zephyr hesitated. This was the moment. "I don't know. Until I can get a ticket back, I suppose. Actually, I got a job. On campus. Facilities staff - janitorial work. It comes with accommodation and meals."
"Just for a while. If that's okay? I mean, I'm not going to cramp your style or anything. I'll have my own place and my own schedule. I just thought... I don't know, maybe being here for a while would help me figure some stuff out. Give me some direction."
"Of course it's okay," Caius said, but Zephyr thought he caught something in his brother's expression. A flicker of something that passed too quickly to identify. "When do you start?"
"Next week. I need to do some training and paperwork first."
"This is wild. My brother is working at my university. Mum and Dad know about this?"
"Not yet. I'll call them tonight."
Caius shook his head, smiling. "They're going to lose their minds. In a good way, probably? Maybe? I don't know, this is unprecedented territory."
"Story of my life."
"Fair."
They sat in comfortable silence for a moment, watching students pass by, enjoying the mild weather and the strange, peaceful atmosphere of the campus.
"Hey," Caius said suddenly. "You want to see something cool?"
"Always."
Caius led him on a winding path that took them away from the main campus buildings, through a wooded area that Zephyr hadn't realized was part of the grounds. The trees here were old—really old—their branches forming a canopy that filtered the late afternoon light into something golden and dreamlike.
"Where are we going?" Zephyr asked.
"You'll see. It's not technically off-limits, but most students don't know about it."
After about fifteen minutes of hiking, the trees opened up, and Zephyr stopped in his tracks.
They had reached the edge of another cliff, which, while not as dramatic as those surrounding the island, was impressive nonetheless.And spread out below them, accessible via a steep but manageable path, was a beach.
Not just any beach. A perfect crescent of sand, sheltered by rocky outcroppings on either side, with waves rolling in with that familiar, hypnotic rhythm. The water was clearer than anything back in Plymouth, shading from deep blue to turquoise in the shallows.
"Wow," Zephyr breathed.
"I know, right? I found it my second week here. Was exploring and just stumbled upon it. I think some locals use it, but I've never seen another student down there."
"Cai, this is incredible."
"Come on."
They scrambled down the path, laughing as loose rocks skittered beneath their feet. When they reached the sand, Zephyr immediately kicked off his shoes and socks, feeling the cool grains of sand beneath him. The ocean breeze hit his face, carrying that distinctive salt-and-seaweed smell that he'd missed more than he'd realised.
"I've been coming here when I need to think," Caius said, walking toward the water's edge. "Reminds me of home. Of Plymouth."
Zephyr joined him, and they stood side by side, watching the waves roll in. It was almost exactly like their beach back home—the same ritual they'd performed hundreds of times after long days of surfing. Just standing together, watching the ocean, not needing to fill the silence with words.
"I've missed this," Caius said quietly. "The ocean. I mean, I love it here, and the campus is amazing, but... I miss just being able to walk to the beach whenever I wanted."
"The island has beaches though."
"Yeah, but they're not our beaches, you know? It's not quite the same."
Zephyr understood exactly what he meant. "We should surf here sometime. I didn't bring my board, but—"
"There's a beach shop in the village. We could check to see if we can rent boards there. Or..." Caius glanced at him. "If you're really staying, you could have yours shipped here. Dad would do it if you asked."
"That's actually a great idea."
They found a spot on the sand that was still dry from the sun and sat down, shoulders touching, watching the light change as the sun began its descent toward the horizon. This was perfect. This was exactly what Zephyr had needed—not just seeing Caius, but being with him in a space that felt familiar, that connected them to who they'd always been to each other.
"You said you met a girl," Caius said after a while. "The one who helped you find me."
"Oh, yeah." Zephyr felt his face heat up. "Her name's Eurydice. She plays the harp. Music major. She's... really cool."
"Really cool?" Caius's tone was teasing. "That's very descriptive and not at all vague."
"Shut up."
"Come on, give me more than that. What's she like?"
Zephyr tried to find words that would do her justice. "She's smart. And ridiculously talented. But also kind? She didn't have to help me, but she did. We're supposed to meet up for food later, actually."
"Look at you, already making friends. And by friends, I clearly mean going on a date."
"It's not a date."
"Zeph, you guys are getting food together."
"We've just met, I don't want to assume anything."
Caius laughed. "Fair enough. I'm happy for you though. Really."
"Thanks." Zephyr paused. "What about you? Anyone special in your life I should know about?"
"God, no. I'm way too busy for that. Between classes and research and trying to maintain a basic sleep schedule, I barely have time for friends, let alone romance."
"That's kind of sad, Cai."
"No it isn't, Zeph," Caius replied. "It's fine. Not everyone is super social like you. My situation makes sense for me. It's practical. I'm here to learn and grow and figure out what I want to do with my life. Relationships can wait."
It was such a Caius answer that Zephyr couldn't help but smile. His brother had always been like this. Laser focused. Goal-oriented to a fault, prioritising achievement over everything else. It was admirable, but Zephyr sometimes worried that Caius would wake up one day and realise he'd optimised all the joy out of his life.
"Just don't forget to actually live while you're doing all that growing," Zephyr said gently.
"Says the guy who spent six months as an eco-terrorist."
"I was not a—okay, maybe I was a little bit of an eco-terrorist. But I've learned my lesson! Now I'm all about balance. Hence: visiting my brother, getting a job, maybe trying to figure out what I actually want."
"And maybe dating a harpist?"
"It's not a date!"
The sun was properly setting now, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink and purple that would have looked fake in a photograph. The waves kept their steady rhythm, and Zephyr felt something settle in his chest—some piece of himself clicking back into place.
"I'm glad you're here," Caius said, his voice barely audible over the sound of the surf. "I know I said it before, but I mean it. I've missed having you around."
"I've missed you too. So much."
"Even if I'm a total nerd who won't shut up about sustainable agriculture?"
"Of course."
They sat together as the light faded, two brothers watching the ocean just like they had countless times before, separated by months and miles but connected by something deeper than distance could touch.
Eventually, Caius glanced at his watch. "You're going to be late for your not-date if we don't head back soon."
"Oh crap, you're right." Zephyr jumped up, brushing sand off his jeans. "I still need to find the café. And probably change. Oh man, what do I wear?"
"Literally anything. You look fine. Come on, I'll walk you back to campus and point you in the right direction."
As they climbed back up the path to the main grounds, Zephyr felt lighter than he had in months. He had his brother back, a plan (sort of), and a not-date with a beautiful girl who played the harp with effortless skill, her melodies cutting straight to the heart.
He felt like everything was finally starting to make sense.
"Hey Cai?" he said as they reached the top of the path.
"Yeah?"
"Thanks. For everything. For being excited I'm here, for showing me around, for just... being you."
Caius bumped his shoulder affectionately. "Always, bro. That's what brothers are for."
And Zephyr believed him. Why wouldn't he?
He didn't see the slight tension in Caius's smile, the way his brother's expression shifted when he thought Zephyr wasn't looking. Didn't notice the way Caius's enthusiasm seemed just a fraction too bright, too insistent.
He was too happy, too relieved, too caught up in the joy of reunion to see anything else.
But it was there nonetheless. A shadow of something unspoken, waiting.
The journey to Aurelian University had been like stepping through layers of reality, each one stranger than the last.
It started with the flight from Plymouth to a tiny regional airport outside Inverness—normal enough, if cramped and unremarkable. But then came the bus ride north through the Scottish Highlands, winding through landscapes that grew increasingly remote and wild. Mountains loomed like ancient sentinels, their peaks lost in mist. Lochs stretched out like sheets of hammered silver. The few villages they passed looked almost medieval, stone cottages with thatched roofs and narrow streets that seemed designed for horses rather than cars.
The bus had dropped him at what could barely be called an airstrip—more like a field with a wind sock and a single hangar that looked like it had been standing since World War II. A handful of other travelers waited there, all young, all with the slightly dazed expression of people who weren't quite sure they were in the right place.
"First time to AU?" asked a girl with purple hair and about six piercings in each ear.
"That obvious?" Zephyr replied.
She grinned. "Everyone looks like that on their first trip. Don't worry. It only gets weirder from here."
She hadn't been kidding.
The plane (if you could even call that contraption a plane) was a small propeller aircraft that looked like old metal scraps that had seen better days, held together with little more than duct tape and optimism. The pilot, a grizzled old man who introduced himself only as "Mac," seemed unconcerned by the ominous rattling sounds the engine made as they took off.
"She'll hold," Mac said with a shrug when one nervous student pointed out that one of the gauges appeared to be broken. "Always does."
The flight took them out over the North Sea, the Scottish coastline dropping away behind them. For a while, there was nothing but water, grey-blue and endless, whitecaps dancing across its surface. Zephyr pressed his face to the window, watching the waves, feeling oddly at home despite being thousands of feet in the air.
And then, through the mist, the island appeared.
At first, it was just a dark smudge on the horizon. But as they drew closer, Zephyr could make out details that made his breath catch.
The island was massive. Far larger than he'd expected, rising from the sea in dramatic cliffs that had to be at least two hundred feet high. The rock face was dark, almost black in places, striped with layers of different colored stone that spoke of geological ages beyond comprehension. Waterfalls cascaded down the cliffs in silver ribbons, their spray creating permanent rainbows in the mist.
But it was what sat atop those cliffs that truly staggered him.
Aurelian University looked like something out of a dream... or maybe a very elaborate fantasy novel. Or maybe even a fairytale. It didn't look real. It was like they had been transported to another world. Maybe they had.
The architecture was impossible to categorise. Gothic spires rose alongside sleek glass structures that seemed to defy gravity. Stone buildings that looked medieval were connected to modern facilities by covered walkways made of something that glimmered like crystal. Gardens and courtyards were visible even from the air, arranged in complex geometric patterns that almost looked like symbols or runes.
The campus sprawled across the island's central plateau, but Zephyr could see that the island itself extended far beyond the university grounds. There were forests - actual forests, thick and green and wild-looking. There were what looked like ruins scattered across the landscape, stone circles and crumbling towers that predated the university by who knew how many centuries. And at the island's far end, barely visible through the mist, was what appeared to be a small village, its buildings clustered around a natural harbour.
"Gorgeous, innit?" Mac called back from the cockpit. "Been flying students here for fifteen years, and it still gets me every time."
The landing strip was carved into the rock itself, a feat of engineering that seemed barely possible. As the plane touched down with a bone-rattling thump, Zephyr caught glimpses of the cliff edge uncomfortably close to the runway. One strong gust of wind, he thought, and they'd be swimming.
But they made it. They always made it, apparently.
A university shuttle (an actual modern bus, thankfully) waited to transport them from the airstrip to the main campus. The drive took them along a winding road that hugged the cliff edge, offering vertiginous views of the sea crashing against the rocks far below. Zephyr's stomach did flip-flops that had nothing to do with the flight.
And then they passed through an enormous stone gateway, and suddenly they were on campus proper.
It was even more overwhelming up close.
The buildings seemed to have been constructed across centuries, maybe even millennia, each era adding its own layer to the architectural palimpsest. A Gothic chapel stood next to what looked like a Roman bathhouse. An ultra-modern science facility made of glass and steel nestled against a castle tower covered in ivy. Somehow, impossibly, it all worked together. It was like the island itself had decided on the aesthetic and bent reality to make it happen.
Students were everywhere, moving between buildings with the practiced ease of people who'd learned to navigate the campus's bewildering layout. They were diverse in every way imaginable... different ages, different styles, different backgrounds. Zephyr spotted someone in full goth regalia walking alongside someone in athletic gear. A group in lab coats emerged from one building while a cluster of students in what looked like traditional Japanese hakama entered another.
The shuttle dropped him at the main administrative building—a sprawling stone structure that managed to look both ancient and impeccably maintained. Inside, a bored-looking student worker at the information desk had given him a campus map (which turned out to be nearly useless), a temporary visitor's pass, and directions to Soren Hall that made absolutely no sense whatsoever.
"Just follow the blue path markers," the student had said. "Eventually you'll hit the residential quad."
"Blue path markers?" Zephyr had asked, but the student was already helping someone else.
And so began his odyssey.
The campus was a labyrinth. The pathways didn't seem to follow any logical pattern. They curved and branched and sometimes seemed to loop back on themselves. The blue path markers the student had mentioned turned out to be small tiles embedded in the walkways, but they were easy to miss, and more than once Zephyr found himself in a completely different part of campus than he'd intended.
He passed a building where music drifted from every window—not just one kind of music, but a cacophony of piano, violin, drums, what might have been a didgeridoo, and something that sounded like electronic experimentation. He passed a courtyard where students were practicing what looked like tai chi, moving in perfect synchronization. He passed a garden where the flowers were arranged in spirals that made his eyes hurt if he looked at them too long.
More than once, he'd stopped to ask for directions, but the responses were bizarrely unhelpful.
"Soren Hall? Oh yeah, that's over by the old observatory. You know where that is?"
"Just head toward the eastern quad. No wait, is Soren in the eastern quad or the northern residential cluster? Actually, I think they moved it last year."
"Moved it?"
"Yeah, some of the dorms rotate. Don't worry about it."
"They... rotate?"
"It's a whole thing here. Don't ask."
So that wasn't a useless interaction at all. What kind of university has rotating dormitories, anyway? Weird.
The scale of the place was disorienting, too. Just when he thought he'd reached the edge of campus, he'd turn a corner and find another entire complex of buildings he hadn't known existed. There was a massive library that seemed to have at least six floors below ground. There was a greenhouse the size of an aircraft hangar. There was a building that was just... suspended somehow, held up by cables and counterweights in a way that looked physically impossible.
After what felt like hours of wandering, Zephyr had finally admitted defeat and collapsed on a stone bench beneath an archway covered in climbing roses. His backpack felt like it weighed a thousand pounds. His feet hurt. His phone's GPS was useless - the map app kept glitching and showing him in the middle of the ocean.
This was stupid. This whole trip was stupid.
Maybe he should have just called Cai...
He should have at least let him know that he was coming. He should have made an actual plan instead of just showing up like some kind of romantic hero in a movie or something.
Kai always means well, but for once, he had been wrong. This elaborate idea wasn't going to solve anything. He should just admit defeat and accept the inevitable. He was just going to end up lost on a mysterious island, probably starve to death in some aesthetically sound Gothic courtyard, and Cai would find his skeleton years later still clutching this useless campus map-
Zephyr's inner voice got interrupted by a sudden sound.
Music.
Faint at first, barely audible over the rustling leaves and distant chatter of students. But unmistakable. The delicate, cascading notes of a harp, floating through the air like something from a dream.
Zephyr stood, drawn forward as if pulled by an invisible current. He'd always been someone who went with the flow, and right now, the flow was leading him toward that sound.
He followed it down a corridor, past practice rooms with frosted glass windows. The music grew clearer, more beautiful with each step. It wasn't just technically proficient, though it obviously was. It had feeling. Each note seemed to carry weight, emotion, story.
Through one of the windows, he could see her.
She sat with perfect posture, head slightly tilted, dark hair falling over one shoulder as her fingers danced across the strings. The harp itself was enormous, golden, catching the afternoon light streaming through the window. But Zephyr couldn't take his eyes off the girl playing it.
She was beautiful in this effortless, natural way, like she wasn't trying to be anything other than exactly who she was in that moment. Completely absorbed in the music, her expression shifting subtly with each phrase. Joy, melancholy, hope, all flowing through her playing.
Zephyr didn't realize he was staring until she looked up.
Their eyes met through the glass, and the music stopped abruptly, the final notes hanging in the air like a question.
Oh no. He was that guy. The creepy dude watching through windows like some kind of stalker. Great first impression, Zeph.
She got up from her place at the harp carefully and came to the door, opening it with a curious but cautious expression. "Are you alright?"
Her voice was softer than he expected, but there was a wariness behind it. Like she'd learned to approach strangers with a certain measured distance.
"I-uh, yeah, sorry," Zephyr stammered, feeling heat rise to his face. "I didn't mean to just... stand there like a weirdo. I was just lost, and then I heard you playing, and I got sucked in. You're so good."
She smiled at this. "Thank you!"
"Just... beautiful. It was beautiful. Really," he went on. "Your playing, I mean. The harp. The music. All of it."
Smooth, Zephyr. Real smooth.
But something in the way her expression softened led him to think that she didn't mind. "I appreciate it," she said with a chuckle. "Are you new here?"
"I'm not actually a student," Zephyr admitted. "I'm looking for my brother. Caius Masden? He's in his first year here. I just... flew in to surprise him, but now I'm completely turned around. This campus is like a labyrinth designed by someone on psychedelics."
This time she properly laughed - briefly but genuinely. "It takes some getting used to, I know. I'm Eurydice. Like the goddess of music and poetry, from that well-known myth. Though most people who know me closely call me 'Yuri.' What about you?"
"Zephyr," he said, extending his hand. When she shook it, her grip was firm and sure, her fingers calloused from the harp strings. "Like the wind."
"I think I might know where your brother could be... we can look in all the most likely places around here. Step in the right direction. Let's go."
"That would be amazing. Seriously, thank you."
She disappeared back into the practice room to carefully cover her harp and collect her bag. When she emerged, Zephyr fell into step beside her as they walked through the winding campus paths.
"So, you play the harp," Zephyr said, immediately feeling stupid for stating the obvious. "How long have you been playing?"
"Since I was seven," Eurydice said. "My parents were musicians. They got me into learning instruments. I play a lot of stuff, but the harp will always be my favourite."
"Was?"
"Dad passed away when I was twelve." The words came out matter-of-fact, but Zephyr could hear the careful practice in them, as though she'd learned to deliver this information in a way that wouldn't invite too much sympathy or too many questions.
"I'm sorry," Zephyr said quietly.
Eurydice glanced at him, as if assessing whether his sympathy was genuine. Whatever she saw must have satisfied her, because she nodded. "Thank you. The harp keeps me close to him, in a way. And it reminds me of what my family once was. My mom quit music not too long after that... well, she says she's taking a break, but when a break has been for over half a decade, maybe you should just get real with yourself. You have no intention of going back. But anyways... what about you? Do you play anything?"
"Nah, I'm more of a... well, I surf. That's kind of my thing. Music and sports are pretty different, though."
"Hmmm." Eurydice tilted her head thoughtfully. "I suppose. But at the same time, they're both often about rhythm and flow. Finding the right moment, the right movement. Reading what comes next. Just in different ways."
Zephyr blinked. He'd never thought about surfing that way, but she was right. "Huh. Yeah. That's... actually really accurate. You're smart."
She looked away, but not before he caught the faint color rising in her cheeks. "What music do you like, then? Even if you don't play."
"Honestly? A bit of everything. Indie, alternative, old classic rock. My brother and I used to have these marathon drives where we'd just play music and argue about which songs were better." He paused. "I miss that. Him, I mean. That's why I'm here."
"That's sweet," Eurydice smiled. "He's lucky to have a brother who'd come all this way."
They'd reached a bulletin board plastered with notices and flyers. Eurydice paused to scan it, and Zephyr found himself watching her again—the way she processed information, her careful, methodical reading of each posting.
"Look at all these new jobs they have here..." she said thoughtfully. "Like this. They're looking for a janitor. Facilities staff. It says they provide accommodation and meals."
Zephyr leaned in to read the flyer. His arm brushed against hers, and he swore he felt a spark. "That's... actually perfect. If I'm going to stay here for a bit, I'll need a job. Money's pretty tight after that flight, and I only got a one-way ticket."
"You're thinking of staying?" Something flickered across Eurydice's face... hope, maybe? Or was he reading too much into it?
"Yeah, maybe. I mean, I came all this way. And..." He hesitated, then took the leap. "I really want to get to know this place better. The island. The campus." You, he didn't say, but thought loudly. "Where do I apply?"
Eurydice pulled out her phone and snapped a photo of the posting. "I'll text you the details. Can I have your number?"
They exchanged phones, and Zephyr tried not to grin like an idiot as he typed his contact information into hers. When she handed his phone back, he saw she'd saved herself as "Eurydice🎵"
"The music note is a nice touch," he said.
"You have a terrible emoji game, it seems," she replied, deadpan, gesturing at his completely blank contact entry for her. "No personality whatsoever."
Zephyr laughed. "Okay, fair. I'll step it up. What emoji says 'guy who gets lost on mysterious islands'?"
"🌊?" she suggested, adding it to his contact. "Because he's a surfer."
"Perfect."
They continued walking, the conversation flowing easier now. Eurydice asked about surfing, about Plymouth, about what it was like growing up by the ocean. Zephyr found himself telling her stories he hadn't shared with anyone in months—about him and Caius learning to surf, about his parents, even about his disastrous environmental activism phase.
"I was just so desperate to have a purpose, you know?" he explained. "Everyone else seemed to have their lives figured out, and I was just... drifting. My brother was always the one with the plan."
Eurydice was quiet for a moment. When she spoke, her voice was careful. "I think a lot of people feel that way. Like they're supposed to have everything figured out already. But maybe purpose isn't something you find. Maybe it's something that finds you when you're ready."
Zephyr looked at her. Really looked at her. "That's... really wise. Are you a philosophy major or something?"
"Music performance," she said with a small smile. "But I do think about philosophical stuff a lot."
There was something beneath those words, something heavy that she wasn't saying. Zephyr wanted to ask, but he could sense the boundary - the invisible wall she'd carefully constructed. He respected it.
"Your brother's dorm should be just ahead," Eurydice said, pointing to a modern building with large windows. "Soren Hall. That's where you wanted to go, right?"
"Yes! Thanks, Eurydice. You're a lifesaver," Zephyr said. Then, before he could lose his nerve, he continued with: "Hey, want to grab something to eat after I see Cai? I feel like I owe you for the tour guide services. Plus, I have no idea where anything is around here, and I'll probably starve without your guidance."
Eurydice bit her lip, considering. For a moment, Zephyr was sure she'd say no - he could see the hesitation, the instinct to pull away. But then something shifted.
"Okay," she said softly. "Yes. I'd like that."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
Zephyr felt like he was surfing the perfect wave - that moment of pure alignment where everything just clicked.
"Meet you back here in an hour?" he suggested.
Eurydice nodded, already stepping back, putting distance between them again. But she was smiling. "Don't get lost on your way back."
"No promises," Zephyr called after her as she walked away.
He watched her go, this mysterious harpist who'd appeared exactly when he needed her most, and felt something he hadn't felt in a long time.
This all just felt... right. Like it was meant to all go exactly like this. Perhaps this is what purpose feels like... or maybe he just met someone pretty and nice. Only time will tell.
EURYDICE
Eurydice walked back toward the music building, her heart doing something strange and unfamiliar in her chest. She pressed a hand against her sternum, as if that could slow it down.
Don't do this again, she told herself firmly. Don't get your hopes up.
But it was too late. The damage (if you could even call it that) was already done.
That boy. Zephyr. With his messy sun-bleached hair and easy smile and the way he'd listened to her like every word she said actually mattered. Like she was interesting. Special. Actually worth paying attention to.
When was the last time someone had looked at her like that?
Eurydice tried to remember. There had been Jasper, back in first year... he was sweet, for the most part at least. He genuinely seemed to like her. Maybe even love her. But that had ended badly when she'd flinched away from his touch one too many times, and he'd gotten frustrated with her "mixed signals." She hadn't meant to push him away or confuse him. Things were just moving too fast. She wasn't very good at articulating that to him, though. Either that, or he just couldn't (or wouldn't) understand.
There had also been Sofia, her roommate last year, who'd been friendly at first but grew increasingly irritated with Eurydice's need for space and quiet. "You're so cold," Sofia had said during their last argument. "Do you even like people? It's like you don't even want friends."
And then there was her Darren. Her abusive stepfather.
No. She wasn't going to think about him. Not here. Not now. Not when she was finally free.
But the thoughts came anyway, uninvited. They always did.
Eurydice's family was her whole world. She was the only child of two professional musicians - Manuel and Vivian Manos. They were based in London but travelled a lot.
Her father, Manuel, was a session musician and composer - the kind of artist who never became famous but was respected by everyone who knew his work. He played multiple instruments (guitar, piano, violin) and had an intuitive understanding of how music worked, not just technically but emotionally.
Her mother, Vivian, was a classically trained cellist who performed with regional orchestras. She was more structured, more disciplined than Manuel, but equally passionate. Together, they created a home where music was as natural as breathing. Eurydice's earliest memories were falling asleep to the sound of her parents playing together in the living room. Usually, it was her father on the guitar, her mother either singing or improvising a solo on the cello, often late into the night. She felt safe and completely at peace in these moments, cocooned in the sound.
It wasn't until she was about seven years old that she got into playing musical instruments herself. Her father brought home a small Celtic harp from an estate sale. "For my little Yuri," he said. "I have a feeling about this one. This one might just be the instrument for you!" He was right. While she learned piano and violin to please her mother, the harp was different. It felt like an extension of herself. Her parents both supported her on her musical journey. Vivian would often compose short and fun little pieces specifically for her daughter to learn how to play. Nothing too difficult, but beautiful and sweet.
"Music is the language of the soul," her mother used to say. "When words fail us, mou agapi, music speaks truth."
Her father would add his own unique spin on these original songs by making up lyrics to go with the music... usually little tone poems about the ocean, about birds, about the way light looked through windows. How beautiful he thought everything was. His princess, especially.
To this day, Eurydice loves her collection of songs. She still has these compositions, carefully preserved. Her favourite was always "Eurydice's Morning Song." It sounded like sunshine. The way Manuel sang it made the room come alive, filling the place with so much light and love that it seemed to make even the dull, grey English weather feel magical. Her father always knew how to make her feel better. It was just something he was always good at. He made those around him happy.
But then he died in a car accident on a rainy November evening. He was driving home from a recording session. A truck driver fell asleep at the wheel. It was quick, they told her. He didn't suffer.
Eurydice didn't play music for three months afterwards. She couldn't. Every time she touched an instrument, she felt his absence like a physical wound.
Vivian had become a ghost in her own home... quiet and barely functional, she went through the motions of each day without truly being present. The house had become a mausoleum of silence; there were no more jam sessions, no more improvisation, and no more music drifting through the rooms. It seemed that neither she nor Eurydice had anything to say. Eurydice had to learn to grieve alone while watching her mother fall apart in silence. Eventually, she returned to music as a way to feel close to her father, but it was different now—more solitary, more private, almost sacred. Playing brought Eurydice both comfort and pain, while Vivian still wasn’t ready to go back to that world.
But about eighteen months later, Vivian started dating again. She met Darren Fisher at a support group for widows and widowers. He seemed nice at first... attentive, helpful, saying all the right things. He had lost his wife to cancer five years prior and presented himself as someone who understood grief. To Vivian, he seemed like a lifeline. Someone who could help her feel alive again. But to Eurydice, he was an intruder. A replacement. Someone trying to take her father's place.
The first six months were... fine. Not good, but tolerable. Darren was overly friendly, trying too hard to bond with Eurydice. He'd compliment her playing but in ways that felt hollow, like he was checking a box: "That's real nice, sweetheart." He'd suggest family activities that felt forced. It wasn't too long before Darren moved into their home. The home Manuel had lived in, had filled with music, had made magical.
Eurydice was cold toward him. Not rude, but distant. She couldn't help it. Every time he sat in her father's chair or used her father's coffee mug, she felt a surge of resentment.
Vivian mistook Eurydice's temperament for typical teenage behaviour, influenced by hormones, the rapid life changes and lingering grief. "Give him a chance, Yuri," she'd tell her. "He's doing his best."
Vivian and Darren got married in a small ceremony. Eurydice was a bridesmaid. She smiled in the photos. Inside, she felt like she was betraying her father.
Regardless, she tried to give Darren a shot. She really, really did. But she couldn't help feeling the way that she did towards him... mainly because she saw things that her mother was blind to. Things she had to bury and try to overlook, because this man made her mother remember how to smile and laugh again. Things like the way Darren's smile never quite reached his eyes.
The subtle criticism disguised as concern.
The way his "helpful" suggestions were actually demands - ways to control others.
The way he isolated Vivian from her old life, slowly and methodically. The rules he imposed about visiting their extended family, especially those on Manuel's side, gradually severed the connections she and Vivian had with them.
The uncomfortable way his eyes linger on her just a moment too long, or how he'd find excuses to touch her shoulder, her arm, her back...
Once married, Darren's mask began to slip. It happened gradually, so gradually that Vivian didn't notice or perhaps didn't want to notice.
And then the abuse started. Subtly, at first. It started with small cruelties.
Darren would comment on what Eurydice ate. "You sure you need seconds, sweetheart? You're already a bit... solid." He'd say it with a laugh, like it was a joke.
He'd listen in on her music practice sometimes. He claimed to do it out of interest and support, but he'd usually spend most of his time criticising her playing. "All that practising and you're still hitting wrong notes. Your father would've been disappointed." That one hurt more than any physical blow could have. On top of that, he had even started making rules about practice times ("You're too loud, you'll disturb the neighbours").
He liked rules. He imposed a lot of those. Curfews that made no sense. Restrictions on where she could go, who she could see. "It's for your own good," he'd say. "The world's a dangerous place for young girls."
He was also very big on financial control. Her father had always been generous with pocket money in the past, but Darren convinced her mother that Eurydice needed to "learn the value of money." Suddenly, she had to justify every purchase, ask permission for every expenditure. Her harp strings, her sheet music, even bus fare to school - everything required Darren's approval beforehand.
And Vivian? Vivian made excuses. "He's just trying to help." "He cares about you." "You're being oversensitive." Eventually, she stopped looking to her mother and expecting someone on her corner.
All the while, the touching got progressively worse. A hand on her waist that lingered a second too long. Standing too close behind her while she practised. Comments about how she was "growing up" that made her skin crawl.
Eurydice started locking her bedroom door at night.
She stopped eating dinner with them when she could avoid it.
She practised with headphones on so she wouldn't have to hear Darren moving through the house.
He'd still be there, though. Taking up space that was never meant to be his. He just did what he wanted. Took what he wanted. Never mind what anyone else thought about it. Never mind if it belonged to someone else. Her practice room. Her snack section of the fridge. Her father's side of the bed. Her mother. Her home. Her belongings. Her life.
Her body.
Eurydice didn't know how to tell her mother about what he'd do to her when she wasn't around. Or the way he'd act when she tried to stand up to him. He was a stubborn man, with a fierce temper when you knew how to provoke it. That was one thing she had in common with him. She's avoidant until you do the exact thing to set her off.
They'd often have fights and be at odds with one another. Vivian was somewhat aware of this - she had to have been, based on the way Eurydice would often complain about her leaving her alone with him, either for a therapy session, or an arrangement she had made with her old colleague (a well meaning friend who unbeknownst to both of them was purposely trying to get her out of the house to help her out as a friend). But she didn't know the extent of how bad their arguments got.
After a particularly bad one where Eurydice defended her mother (Vivian had wanted to attend a concert; Darren said it was a waste of money), Darren cornered Eurydice in the hallway. He didn't hit her, but he got close, face inches from hers, hand raised, voice low and threatening.
"You think you're so smart, don't you? You think you know what's best for your mother? Let me tell you something. She was nothing before me. Drowning in grief, barely functional. I saved her. I saved both of you. And this is the thanks I get? A spoiled little brat who thinks she can talk back? Tell me what the rules are? Are you serious?"
He grabbed her arm hard enough to bruise. "You keep your mouth shut. You stop poisoning her against me. Or you'll regret it. Understand?"
Eurydice nodded, terrified.
He let go, smoothed his shirt, and walked away as if nothing had happened.
She wore long sleeves for two weeks until the bruises faded.
By sixteen, Eurydice had learned that the only way to survive was to be invisible. To need nothing. To expect nothing. To keep her head down and pour everything into her music. The harp became her sanctuary. Music practice was sacred. It was the one boundary that held. Her mother had put his foot down about that, at least.
Practise time was pure bliss for Eurydice. The stress and pain that constantly surrounded her couldn't reach her when she spent time in her special space. Her mother being too dependent on Darren to care about her pain was nothing more than background noise in her private symphony. Darren could touch her, violate her, hurt her and yell at her as much as he wanted, but he could never bother her here. Nothing could.
So Eurydice practised six, seven, eight hours a day. She got incredibly skilled. She composed her own pieces, like her parents used to. She won competitions. She earned scholarships. She built a future for herself, note by careful note, because she knew with absolute certainty that the only person she could rely on was herself.
And she researched tons of universities and opportunities once she left school. Obsessively. The further away from home, the better.
Every night, after her mother and stepfather had gone to bed, Eurydice would stay up on her laptop, searching for schools as far from London as possible. She needed distance. She needed escape. She needed somewhere Darren could never follow.
She'd stumbled upon Aurelian University by accident.
It wasn't in any of the major guidebooks. The website was beautiful but strangely vague about its location... on this small, obscure island somewhere up north. The application process was unconventional. On top of a baseline entry test, her course required a video audition, a personal essay about what music meant to you, and at least three letters of recommendation. On top of passing your final secondary school test, of course. When she found this strange place - mysterious, isolated, hard to find, a level of commitment that would make casual visits impossible - she knew she'd found her answer.
So off to work she went.
She'd worked herself to exhaustion preparing for the entrance exams. She'd perfected her audition pieces until they were flawless. She'd crafted her application essays with surgical precision, highlighting every achievement, every accolade, everything that might convince them she was worth accepting.
Her video audition was "Eurydice's Morning Song"—her mother's composition, her father's lyrics, her own arrangement. She played it on her harp, and for the first time in years, she felt something shift inside her chest. Like she was playing not just for the admissions committee, but for herself. For her father. For the girl she used to be before everything fell apart.
Her personal essay was the hardest part. How do you explain that music saved your life without explaining what you needed saving from? She wrote about her father's death, about the silence that followed, about finding her way back to sound. She didn't mention Darren. Not directly. But she wrote about feeling trapped, about needing space to breathe, about wanting to study somewhere she could "rediscover what music means without the weight of the past."
She submitted it on a cold November night—exactly four years after her father died. It felt significant, somehow. Like closing one chapter and beginning another.
The acceptance letter arrived three weeks later.
Eurydice stood in the hallway, staring at the email on her phone, her hands shaking. She'd been accepted. Full scholarship. Room and board included. They wanted her.
"What's that?"
She jumped. Darren was standing in the doorway to the kitchen, arms crossed, watching her with that calculating expression he got sometimes.
"Nothing," she said quickly, locking her phone.
"Didn't look like nothing."
"Just... school stuff."
His eyes narrowed. "What kind of school stuff?"
Vivian appeared behind him, wiping her hands on a dish towel. "What's going on?"
Eurydice's mouth was dry. She hadn't planned to tell them yet. She'd wanted to wait, to figure out the right way to present it. But Darren was staring at her like he could see right through her, and suddenly she was angry. Angry at his scrutiny, his control, his presence in her life. She couldn't wait to be done with it.
"I got accepted to university," she said, lifting her chin. "Aurelian University. Music performance. I got a full scholarship."
Vivian's face lit up. "Yuri! Sweetie, that's wonderful! Why didn't you tell us you were applying?"
"Where is it?" Darren's voice was flat.
"It's... rural?"
"That's not a place."
"It's like... around Scotland, somewhere," she'd said quietly. "On an island. It's one of the best music programs in Europe."
"How rural do you mean?" Vivian asked. "I don't think I've ever heard of this place before."
"I don't know exactly-"
"You don't know?" Darren laughed, but there was no humor in it. "You applied to a university and you don't even know where it is?"
"I know enough," Eurydice said, her voice shaking slightly. "It's a good program. One of the best. Even if it is far away from here."
"Far," Darren repeated. He looked at Vivian. "Did you know about this?"
"No, I... didn't," Vivian looked between them, confused. "But it's good news, isn't it? Eurydice's been working so hard for this."
"She's seventeen years old and she's applying to schools without telling us?" Darren's voice was rising. "Schools we've never heard of? In the middle of nowhere?"
"I'm eighteen in two months," Eurydice shot back. "And I don't need your permission."
"Like hell you don't! I'm your father!"
"You're not my father!" The words burst out of her before she could stop them. "You're not my father and you never will be!"
The silence that followed was deafening.
Darren's face went red, then white. "You ungrateful little-"
"That's enough." Vivian's voice was quiet, but there was something in it that made both of them stop. "Darren. Yuri. That's enough. Let's talk about this properly."
It was quiet for a very long time. Vivian looked at the acceptance letter, then at her daughter, and something in her expression had shifted. For just a moment, Eurydice saw the woman who used to sing with her father and make up songs for her.
"Youreally want to go," she said. A statement. Not a question.
"Yes."
"It's a very big step. Massive change. Very far away from here."
"I know."
Vivian took her daughter's hand and fell back into a thoughtful silence. Then: "Your father would be so proud of you, mou agapi. Truly."
Something in Eurydice's chest loosened at those words. "You think so?"
"I know so." Vivian smiled, sad but genuine. "He always said you had a gift. That you heard things other people couldn't hear. He'd want you somewhere you could explore that. Somewhere amazing. This place might just be it."
Eurydice pulled out her phone with trembling fingers. The acceptance email was still open. At the bottom was a button: ACCEPT OFFER.
She looked at her mother one more time. Vivian nodded.
Eurydice pressed the button.
The confirmation appeared almost immediately: "Welcome to Aurelian University. Your journey begins now."
And despite the years of pain, despite the uncertain future, despite not knowing what would happen with her mother and Darren... Eurydice felt something she hadn't felt in a long time.
Hope.
She was going to Aurelian University.
She was going to be free.
So that was settled. She was going to AU.
Darren had been furious about this, of course. Furious at the fact that he didn't get to have a say in this decision. He'd tried everything... telling them how pricy everything was as a student, saying it was too expensive for her (it wasn't; the scholarship covered nearly everything), that Eurydice was too young to be so far from home, that the school was probably a scam, that she'd never survive on her own.
But for once, Vivian had held firm. "She's going," she said simply. "It's what she wants for herself, and we have to give her the space to make her own choices."
"Even when they are clearly wrong choices?!"
"Especially then. When you're growing up, you need to have space to make mistakes and learn from them. We can't do that stuff for her; it is something she can only do for herself. You want to take the place of her father in her life? Learn what it actually means to be a parent."
Vivian and Darren went back and forth on it constantly for a long time after Eurydice accepted her place at AU, even when she was preparing herself to move out. But none of that mattered to her. Not when freedom was so close she could practically taste it.
In mid-September that same year, Eurydice had arrived at the island desperate for connection, for friendship, for someone to see her and know her and choose her anyway. But she didn't know how to do that anymore.
There had been Jasper Knox, the sweet boy in her music theory class who'd asked her out to grab some bubble tea. She'd said yes, genuinely excited, genuinely hopeful. But when he'd reached for her hand as they walked out together , she'd flinched. She didn't know why. She didn't even intend to - it was an involuntary response she couldn't control. Several dates later, he'd tried to kiss her goodnight, she'd frozen completely, her body going rigid with panic.
"What's wrong with you?" he'd asked, frustrated. "One minute you're into me, the next you're acting like I'm attacking you. I can't read your mind, Yuri."
She'd tried to explain, tried to articulate the complex knot of trauma and fear and desire that tangled in her chest, but the words wouldn't come. Eventually - inevitably - he'd left, and she'd stood alone outside her dorm, hating herself for being too broken to accept kindness.
The next year, she met the lovely Sofia Martin, her roommate last year, who'd been friendly and warm at first. They'd stayed up late talking, shared meals, studied together. It had felt like the beginning of a real friendship.
She was everything Eurydice wasn't: extroverted, spontaneous, loud, affectionate, constantly surrounded by friends. Music education major with a focus on vocal performance. She sang in the shower, sang while studying, sang basically all the time.
At first, it seemed like it might work. Sofia was friendly in an overwhelming but non-threatening way. Like a golden retriever in human form.
But Eurydice had learned long ago to be useful, to anticipate needs, to give more than she took. She'd edit Sofia's papers without being asked. She'd clean their shared space constantly. She'd always defer to Sofia's preferences - what to watch, where to eat, when to have quiet time.
"You can say no sometimes, you know," Sofia had said one day, half-joking. "You're allowed to have opinions."
But Eurydice didn't know how to have opinions without risking disapproval. Didn't know how to say no without risking abandonment.
Eventually, Sofia had grown frustrated with her and would call her out on this. "You're exhausting to be friends with," she'd said. "It's like you're not even a real person. You just agree with everything and do whatever anyone asks, and then act like a martyr about it. I can't tell if you even like me, or if you're just going through the motions."
The worst part was that Sofia had been right. Eurydice didn't know if she'd actually liked her roommate, or if she'd just been so desperate for connection that she'd performed the role of "friend" without ever letting herself actually feel anything. But on the other hand, it would be a lie if she said she felt nothing for Sofia. Sofia was genuinely nice and meant well. She invited Eurydice to everything: parties, study groups, late-night food runs. She tried to include Eurydice in her friend circle, and Eurydice tried her best to fit in and get along with them, even though she didn't really like them all that much. And Sofia seemed to be truly impressed by Eurydice's harp playing - she said so often.
But Sofia would also borrow Eurydice's things without asking, and assume she wouldn't mind. She had a very active social life and a low amount of respect for Eurydice's boundaries and personal space - she brought friends in the room at all hours, making it hard for Eurydice to decompress after a long, hard day. She would walk in during video calls or practice sessions without knocking. She was well-meaning and clearly a wonderful girl... but she just wasn't a good fit for Eurydice as a roommate. And Sofia kind of knew it, too. She never said it to her face, but Sofia wasn't an idiot. She could pick up on subtext. She was as hurt at the things Eurydice didn't say to her as the things she did.
"You know what? I don't think you're capable of being friends with anyone," Sofia said to her during their final argument. "You're too... I don't know... locked up inside yourself. And I'm done trying to reach you."
She moved in with another friend the next week.
After Sofia moved out mid-semester, Eurydice had requested a single room. It was easier that way. Safer. She couldn't push people away if she never let them close in the first place.
She'd told herself she preferred it this way. That she was independent, self-sufficient, strong. That she didn't need anyone.
But late at night, alone in her room with only her harp for company, she'd feel the loneliness like a physical ache.
She'd watch other students laughing together in the dining hall, forming friend groups and study circles and relationships, and she'd wonder what was wrong with her. Why she couldn't just be normal. Why she couldn't trust people. Why every kindness felt like a trap waiting to spring.
Darren had taught her that the world was not safe. That people who claimed to love you could hurt you most of all. That vulnerability was weakness, and weakness was punished.
So Eurydice had learned to look out for herself. To rely on no one. To expect nothing from anyone, so she could never be disappointed.
It was a lonely way to live. But at least it was safe.
At least, it had been. Until today. Until a lost boy with sun-bleached hair had stumbled upon her practice session and looked at her like she'd hung the stars.
She'd gotten good at reading people's moods, anticipating their needs before they even voiced them. She'd learned to apologize for things that weren't her fault. She'd learned that if she just tried harder, gave more, made herself more useful, maybe people would want to keep her around.
It was exhausting.
And yet, somehow, with Zephyr, it had been... different.
He hadn't asked her to be anything other than herself. When she'd mentioned her mother's death, he hadn't pushed for details or offered empty platitudes. He'd simply acknowledged it and moved on, following her lead. When she'd shared her thoughts about purpose and meaning, he hadn't dismissed it or talked over her -he'd actually listened. Considered it. Valued it.
And the way he'd talked about his brother, about missing him, about that desperate need for purpose. Eurydice understood that feeling deeply.
She thought about his laugh when she'd teased him. Genuine, surprised, delighted. Like she'd given him a gift just by making a joke.
When was the last time someone had laughed at something she said without it being at her expense?
Eurydice reached the music building and climbed the stairs to the second floor, where her dorm room waited. She unlocked the door and stepped inside, immediately gravitating toward her harp.
She sat down and began to play—not the piece she'd been practicing earlier, but something improvised. Something that captured the strange, fluttering feeling in her chest. Hopeful notes tangled with cautious ones. Major and minor keys dancing together, unable to decide which should lead.
Her phone buzzed.
Zephyr 🌊: Found Cai! He's in shock lol. Still on for food?
Eurydice stared at the message, her fingers hovering over the keyboard.
This was where she usually pulled back. Where she'd find an excuse, put up a wall, protect herself before the inevitable disappointment. Because in her experience, the disappointment always came.
But she couldn't.
She thought about how Zephyr had looked at her through the practice room window. Not with predatory interest or casual dismissal, but with genuine wonder. Like she'd created something beautiful, and he felt privileged to witness it.
She thought about the easy flow of their conversation. The way he'd opened up to her about his own struggles without making it a competition or expecting her to fix him.
She thought about how, for the first time in longer than she could remember, she'd felt seen.
Maybe this time would be different.
Maybe this time, she'd found someone who wouldn't leave. Wouldn't tire of her. Wouldn't decide she was too much work or not enough fun or too damaged to be worth the effort.
She knew this was a dangerous thought to have. But maybe...
Eurydice: Yes. Still on. Where should we meet?
Zephyr 🌊: The café near the admin building? Cai told me it's good
Zephyr 🌊: Also he says hi and thanks for helping me not die lost on campus
Eurydice smiled despite herself.
Eurydice: Tell him he's welcome. See you in 30?
Zephyr 🌊: Perfect 🏄♂️
She set down her phone and returned to her harp, but the music that flowed from her fingers now was different. Lighter. Brighter.
Dangerous, whispered the voice in her head that sounded like Darren, like Jasper, like every person who'd taught her that hope was a setup for pain. You're going to get hurt.
But beneath that voice, quieter but growing stronger, was another one. Her own voice. The one she'd been learning to trust since coming to this strange island.
Maybe, it said. But maybe not. Maybe this time is different.
Eurydice played until it was time to meet Zephyr, and when she finally stood to leave, she felt lighter than she had in years.
She checked her reflection in the small mirror by the door—not to change anything, but just to look at herself. To see what Zephyr had seen.
A girl with dark hair and careful eyes. A girl who'd survived more than most people would ever know. A girl who was learning, slowly, to take up space in the world again.
A girl who was allowed to hope.
Eurydice grabbed her bag and headed out the door, toward the café, toward Zephyr, toward whatever this strange and terrifying new possibility might become.
And that is a wrap on episode 1! 2a is coming soon - this time focusing on Zephyr's younger brother Caius.
I remember how we used to talk until the stars forgot their names.
You always said the night felt safer —
as if the dark itself was a blanket big enough to hide our mistakes.
We built constellations out of streetlights,
made wishes on passing cars,
and promised the morning would never find us.
You laughed like the world wasn’t ending,
and I believed you every time.
Maybe that’s why it hurts now...
because back then, even silence felt like our own secret language.
I told the moon about you last night,
and she sighed.
I think she’s growing tired of hearing your name.
Don’t judge me, by the way…
it’s not like I have any other friends
to hear my thoughts.
Not since you left.
I’m not blaming you — honestly, I’m not.
I understand why things have to be this way.
But now my only companion
is millions of miles away,
and only visible when the sun goes away.
Thanks a lot.
She tries to comfort me sometimes.
Wraps her blanket of borrowed light around me,
tracing silver across my windowpane —
a kind of apology for her distance.
But she doesn’t know what it’s like
to miss someone who’s still out there,
somewhere beneath the same sky,
pretending they’ve forgotten how to look up.
Because I know you are.
The rest of them may have given up hope
that you’re still out there.
But I know you are.
And I will find you.
Even if it takes every moonrise
between now and forever.
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I want to post more often, but I can never find a good time. I am so behind on replies, and there's so much in my drafts and inbox that I need to get through lol. Not to mention the fact that I still have my series like AU, Behind Closed Doors etc, that I'm also very behind on sharing on here.
I really want to be more consistent in my writing and content creation. But to do this, I need to manage my time better.
I've decided on a posting day - Sunday. Gives me the rest of the week to write and edit, and then I can schedule it to be posted on Sunday, perhaps at around midday for me.
So, starting this Sunday, June 15th, I’ll be rolling out more consistent brand-new posts every Sunday at around 12 PM BST! I'll likely start by going through my drafts, as well as answering questions, since there's a lot of stuff in my inbox that I haven't gotten to in months lol. Then we'll see where we go from there, I guess.
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