s.

wrong place to look at. won't find.

I feel. I feel alone. And I feel lonely. It wasn't supposed to be. Or maybe it was. I am just confused. Or tired. Or angry.

"The sun will come out and wonder why you left."

I forgot how to be alone. It hurts anew.

The storm did not pass. I'm walking through it. I'm being brave about it. I'm not alone.

I'm being brave about it. Please hold on.

It's September already. The storm was forecasted to pass by the middle of July. I wish for it to pass by. The wooden beams of the crumbling house dreads the storm. Yet, they wish for it to pass by.

I've failed at this. Whatever this was. With all its bits and pieces. I've failed. The certainty in the fact is irrefutable. I need to fix myself. I need to fix myself before it ends.

"I want to love her to the point of creation"