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"Hello sir, remember me? I'm the man you thought I'd never be" this man is everything I aspire to be with music in my life. From low to highs he's always made sure he's on top and always always entertained us, we watched him come undone in his darkest times and we've watched him bounce right back again to me he's the best there ever has been and NO ONE will ever beat him. He's my angel on earth he's never gone gentle in anything he's done but that's robbie! I can't express how much I love this man and how much he inspires me and will always do because I'd be here forever but this is just a small part! I love you robbie and can't wait till June next year well done on the Icon Award no one deserves it more. I know this is a A&D account but I wanted to post this!
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I just re-watched Scarlettās trial from tonight and if you pay attention, Ant has his legs crossed a lot and also rests his hands/cards on his lap a lot as well? And looking at the screenshots that were posted on hereā¦ is he maybe hiding something??? š
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Guys if your on wattpad please give us a follow I'm in the middle of writing a fic and its on there as well, so please if you want to give us a wee follow ta. DC X
My hands are shaking and my eyes streaming as i try to open the letter, the Sargent is still sitting opposite me and he looks at me with saddened eyes he looked reall upset by whatās happened and by me sayingĀ āwhats happenedā i mean my declan is gone, them basterds killed the love of my lifeĀ ā how did he dieā i asked quietlyĀ āit was a underground bomb that explodes when thereās movement above it Declan and two other soldiers died trying to get to safetyā Sargent Williams told me. i got my phone out and my hands shakely moved my contacts to Martins number, Decs brother i pressed callĀ āhiya Ant hos it goin ladā Martin happily answers and i didnāt know how to start it how am i going to tell this man heās never going to see his baby brother againĀ āAnt..you there lad oh god is it Declan has he been deployed againā Martin said geeting worrie and i broke down i couldāt hold it in any longerĀ āheās goneā¦Martin my Dec has goneā i say breaking my heart crying āwhat do you mean gone Anthonyā Martin said and i could hear the anger and upset in his voice āhe got deployed early this morning and he got killed by a underground bomb there should be someone going to speak to his mam to ya kna tell herā i say in-between crying ā excuse me back up you might as well be speaking Spanish iām Gordie lad speak normally, are you tellinā me my brother my baby brother is deadā Martin said close to tears, i was nodding my head but that was no use he couldnāt bloody see me iām a right plonker sometimesĀ āyes thats what iām sayingā i say a bit calmerĀ āget your backside up to Newcastle cancel everything we need you up hereā Martin said now crying himself and i heard Decs mam in the background as she screamed the house downĀ āshe knows Anth she knows just get up hereā Martin said and hung up.
i open the letter and it saidā¦.āAnthony David McPartlin AKA the love of my life i donāt know how to write this if iām being honest with ya but iāll give it a tryā¦..if youāre reading this (and i hope you followed the instructions on when to read it and wasnāt just curious because i donāt have another letter) but if you did follow them correctly then sadly iām no longer here and i was killed protecting my country and being the best man i could be. The love i hold for you can never be put into words but iāll give it a shot (no pun intended) the day i met you i knew i loved you, i was just back from Afghanistan and i was in some sort of bar then you walked in and you immediately caught my eye and i said to my self i want that man to be mine and hey look at that i got you so i done sommet right, but you and i both kna that me job would eventually kill me and if it didnāt well thatād be just lucky.When i looked at your face or the photo i carry around i fill with happiness joy love sadness that iām not with you, name any feeling/emotion BOOM it hits me when i see you, but i canāt see you anymore and thats the gutting thing, i wonāt get to hold you, kiss you, laugh with you or even at you, i wont be able to get mad at you and i wonāt even get to fool around with you all because i have died. Now Anthony iām serious when i say this youāve got be so strong i kna itāll be hard pet i kna that but use my love for you as full to stay strong my mam will need you and youāll need her, please always remember me as the man that was devoted to you i might be dead but i will always love you nothing NOTHING will change that. Please live the rest of your life being happy but i beg you donāt forget me, iāll see you again someday darling i know i will we canāt be separated for long weāre ANT & DEC for god sake. Thereās a letter for me mam and Martin under the mattress on my side please make sure they get them, Iāll love you forever and always to the moon and back and round the stars, your Declan Joseph Oliver Donnelly xxxxxxxā
In Newcastle
Martinās view
iām sat in Decs childhood bedroom lying on his bed but it doesnāt feel right the room is freezing and it feels like someone is here but i know itās only me in the room. I look at all the photos of Dec and the family on the bedside table and out of nowhere i broke down crying I DONāT DO CRYING IāM A NORTHERN LAD but that didnāt stop me i was shaking legs trembling my hands dropped the photos because i couldnāt keep my hands still, i feel a weight put on my shoulder like someoneās hand is there āDeclanā i whisper sadly and look over my shoulder i couldāve sworn it was him but when i look again he was gone. It wasnāt sadness that ripped through me it was anger pure and uter anger i punched the wall and shouted āwhy declan why we need you we all bloody need you, pleaseā¦.. comeā¦backā stuttering the last three words and i slid down the wall and broke down why declan? why him what has he ever done wrong i just donāt get i. The light from the hall made the floor by the door visable and a peice of paper was pushed under, i scramble to my feet and rushed over and picked it up āMartin where do i begin (the start would be good eh) okay now back to the serious stuff, im no longer here and if you got thid then Ant has done what i asked him to do, you need to take care of mam and the others and Ant please make sure heās okay he HAS to be okay i know you have the strength in you i seen it when dad died you got me through it now i beg you do the same for Anth, remember when i was little and you said iāll always have your back well the roles have changed itās my turn now iāve your back till i see your face again, donāt be sad please iām happy iām in peace now forever your little baby brother Declan Donnelly xxxā by this point Iāve completely lost control of my emotions tears are streaming down my face, this isnāt how itās meant to go Iām the older brother heās just a baby heās my baby brother. I need to find Anth I know him too well he won't be in a good state of mind I know if I don't find him he'll do something stupid i have to find him.....
Happen tumblr people, this fic isnāt something Iāve thought of writing but it got requested to me so here it goes in this Dec is in the army and the guys are due to get married
The worry, the sleepless nights, the dreaded phone calls and letters, all of that is well itās part of being engaged to a soliderā¦until it breaks you.
Ā Antās view
I woke up and looked over my shoulder to where Dec should be but heās not there, I see a note, his bag gone and his army uniform gone. It hit me then after him being home and safe for just under 6 months heās been deployed again. I reach over and read the note āIām really sorry sweetie I got a call from my Sargent at half 2 the whole army and Air Force is being developed to Iraq itās war in the Middle East and Britain is involved now, now stay strong donāt worry smile and be happy, even though Iām bricking it every time Iām happy because Iāve got you, weāll have to put the wedding back as of this I donāt know when Iāll be back but I love you so much youāre my world. Yours forever Britains best looking soldier Declan Donnellyā by the end I was crying he canāt go he canāt leave me weāre meant to get married next week. Ya kna Declan will do anthing for his country heāll even put his life at risk to protect the United Kingdom but i know at the end of every time he goes away i know heāll come back, thatās what Dec does he survives anything. Heās not only Britainās and the Queens soldier heās mine. I get up and get dressed, i go to make something to eat but the worry of my baby being at war makes me feel sick so i skip breakfast and go and phone some people to try and take my mind of it but it never really works heās always on my mind iāll always think of him ya kna heās my lad heās my Declan.
Decās View Ā
iāve just been rushed to the underground bunker because our opposition open fired on the helicopter i was in, all i could think about was Ant, i stood there getting my weapons and everything ready but i really wanted to be back home in London with my gorgeous soon-to-be-husband.Ā āall right everyone upā the sarge shouted walking in the bunker and everyone stooped and stood still as he spokeĀ āwe are under sever attack weāve brought France in as back up and we have the USA on stand by if we need them, we are heading for a world war now Russia has joined Iraq, Puton is sending his army, navy AND air force out in the next half an hour we need to be ready to fight backā¦..ahh Donnelly glad you made it welcome backā the sarge said and looked at meĀ āanything for my country Sargeā i reply and to be frank i was bricking it i donāt know what it is but since i left and arrived here i donāt have a good feeling.Ā āokay CODE RED CODE RED EVERYONE MOVE THEYāRE ON FOOT AND IN THE AIR THE RUSSIANS HAVE ARRIVED LETāS GO LETāS GOā the sarge shouted and everyone got their fire arms and what we needed and well we went to annihilate the Russians and Iraq. We all spread out and we had at least 6 of them in target and we knew at least 100-300 were on foot alone so god knows how many where flying in and donāt even remind me of the navy my motto isĀ āless thinking more shootingā i live by it and i stand by it till the day i die.
Outside the bunker is horrifying bodies everywhere, blood in the air such a thick smell it sticks in your throat, the lives that get destroyed by this war is unreal i see kids young as 3-4 running around barely enough clothing on and no shoes they are running for their lives THEYāRE KIDS MAN THEYāRE CHILDREN , But i remind my self why iām here:
1) to protect my country & serve my QueenĀ
2) to beat these basterdsĀ
andĀ
3) so i can be the best man Ant can marry. Anywho enough talkinā eh iāve got people to defeat.Ā
3rd PersonĀ
The war was well and truly on Obama sent over troops to help France and Britain and each 20 minutes more and more back up was arriving but they were being stretched and they were running out of ways to keep the Russianās and Iranianās back. Back in London Ant had phoned everyone involved with the wedding and canceled it all that was left was their families and he wasnāt looking forward to speaking to the Donnelly family especially Anne.
Dec was out on the battle ground looking out for Russian snipers and them in the air, what he didnāt know is the ground he was walking on had hidden bombs underneath it. They set of certain gasses when theyāre about to explode āGET BACK EVERYONE BACK THEREāS HIDDEN BOMBS UNDER GROUNDā¦ā¦NO DONNELLY RUNā Dec was running as fast as he could and he could see the bunker in sights but all of a sudden he was shot up in the air and he heard āDONNELLY NOā being shouted before everything went blackā¦..every soldier around seen the sarge fall to his knees and just looking at a lifeless Dec on the field āI promised Ant Iād keep him safe I promised Ant heād always go home safeā the Sargent said and nobody had ever seen him like this, but to be fair one of his best soldiers has just been blown up in front of him. They took his body of the field and got him ready to send home back to Britain, the Sargent look as the doctors got him ready his legs where shaken his hands trembling and his eyes streaming he couldnāt believe he lost Dec how the hell is he going to explain this to Ant, he noticed a photo in Decs handĀ ā let me see tatā the sarge said going over and they handed it to him it was a picture of Ant & Dec looking in each others eyes with love and devotion for each other the Sargent looked at it for a good five minutes āright heās ready we need to fly him back ASAPā the doctor said and the Sargent didnāt hear them he was still looking a the photo āSarge he needs to go, weāve got the Sargent in Britain going to Mr McPartlin as we speakā the doctor repeated,Ā āright eh okay when you fly him back put this with him i know heāll want itā the Sargent said giving them the photo he found.
Antās ViewĀ
Today has been better than what i thought itād be. iām sitting on the couch watching the TOON get beat AT HOME by SUNDERLAND its the derby and weāre getting beat unbelievable as me mate would say, i see a envelope by the DVD case i get curious as i do and go over and written on it isĀ āMy Dearest Anthony This Is A Letter For You If I Donāt Come Back, Only Open If Iām Goneā me being me i went to open it but the blood doorbell went, ya kna when youāre doin sommet and you get interrupted this is one of them moments ya kna what i mean like but enough moaning i go and answer the doorĀ āMr McPartlin iām Sargent Gareth Williams iām from the British Army iām afraid i have some news, can i come in Sirā Sargent Willaims said and my blood ran cold this only happens when ya kna someone is injured or been killed oh god Declan he canāt be my baby has to be safe āeh sorry yeah come through Dec is..is he eh okayā i asked as we sat down and Sargent Williams looked at him āiām very sorry Declan Donnelly has been killed in actionā is all i heard and i zone out he canāt be heās my world, my soulmate, the love and light of my life heās..heās gone. iāll never see the smile that brighness up the world never mind a room, them sparkling eyes that i could get lost in and just him in general iāll never see Declan again and bit by bit i feel my heart breaking as the Sargent is speaking to me but i canāt hear him my whole life has just turned offā¦.The letter i have to read the letterā¦ā¦
Hey guys itās DC now this was a request and iām doing it as a two part Fic, i actually liked writing this i hope you like itā¦.
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