You blink awake slowly.
Sunlight filters through the blinds. Everythingās quiet. Warm. Heavy.
Thereās an arm around your waist.
You pause. Brain booting up like an old computer.
And thenā
Zoro shifts behind you.
āā¦Youāre awake,ā he mumbles, voice rough with sleep.
You stiffen. āIādid I sleep hereā¦? With you??ā
āYou came to say goodnight.ā
āI meant to leave after that!ā
āMm. Didnāt.ā
You turn. Heās squinting at you, hair a mess, face ten times too handsome for 7 a.m.
You sit up in horror. āOh my god I SLEPT IN YOUR BEDāā
He grabs your wrist. Pulls you back down.
āShut up. You snored on my chest for six hours, you donāt get to freak out now.ā
You bury your face in the blanket. āIām gonna die.ā
He just smirks, eyes still half-lidded.
āNot before breakfast. Now come back. Youāre warm.ā
SANJI
You wake up surrounded by soft sheets, soft light, and something that smells suspiciously like tea and cologne.
Thenā
An arm tightens around your waist.
You freeze. Blink. Tilt your head back.
And there he is.
Sanji. Shirtless. Hair fluffy. One eye still closed.
āMm⦠good morning, sleeping beautyā¦ā
Your whole soul leaves your body.
āSanjiāwhat am I doing hereāā
He chuckles. Pulls you closer. āYou wandered in, said goodnight, curled up like a kitten, and passed out in my arms.ā
āI didnāt mean toā!ā
āYou made little dream noises.ā
āSANJI.ā
He kisses your forehead. āI was honored. You can stay anytime.ā
You cover your face. He grins.
āI even made breakfast.ā
āI canāt face the crew like thisāā
āThen donāt. Stay. Sleep. With me. Forever.ā
He tucks the blanket around you again.
You are officially doomed. And cozy.
SMOKER
The first thing you feel is the warmth. Heavy. Secure.
The second is the smell. Tobacco. Leather. Him.
You open your eyes and realizeā
Youāre not in your bed.
Youāre on his couch. Wrapped in a blanket the size of a small nation. Your headās on a pillow that definitely smells like his shampoo.
You sit up with a gasp. āOh my godāā
āMorning.ā
You turn. Smokerās sitting at his desk, coffee in hand, watching you like itās nothing. Like this is normal.
āYouāyou let me fall asleep here?ā
āYou were already out before I could say anything,ā he grunts. āDidnāt have the heart to wake you.ā
You go bright red. āI was just trying to say goodnightāā
āYeah,ā he says, voice low. āYou said that. Then curled up like a cat and snored for six hours.ā
You groan. āShit. Commander, IāIām sorryāā
He walks over. Sets the coffee down in front of you.
āDonāt be,ā he mutters, rubbing the back of his neck. āYou looked⦠peaceful.ā
You blink. He clears his throat. Avoids eye contact.
āI could get used to the sight.ā
KUZAN
You wake up confused. But warm. So warm, for once.
Blankets. Pillows. A sleepy scent of mint and something earthy.
You stretch. Blink. Sit up slowlyā
And realize you're not in your room.
You're on his futon.
You turn your head. He's still lying there beside you, arm draped over his eyes, hair a soft mess.
ā...Kuzan?ā you whisper.
He peeks one eye open. Blinks at you. Then sighs.
āMorning. You drooled on me.ā
You recoil. āIāI whatā?!ā
He chuckles. āItās fine. You looked cute doing it.ā
Your soul exits your body.
āI didnāt mean to fall asleep hereā!ā
āYou came in to say goodnight, remember? Sat down. Next thing I know youāre curled up on my shoulder.ā
You cover your face in embarrassment. You did not mean to do that.
He reaches out lazily. Tugs you back down.
āDonāt overthink it. Just stay. Youāre soft.ā
You blink up at him. Heās smiling. Barely. Sleepily. Honestly.
āWell?ā he smiles. āYou getting back in or not?ā
KIDD
You blink awake to soft light leaking through the workshop curtains.
You stretchā
And freeze.
Thereās a hand on your waist.
You turn your headā
Kidd. Shirtless. Asleep. Hair a mess. Eyebrows furrowed even in slumber.
Youāre in his bed.
āOH what the fuckāā you whisper-squeak.
He stirs. Grunts. Eyes half-open.
āYouāre loud,ā he rasps.
āWhy am I in your BEDā!ā
He yawns. āYou came in to say goodnight. I told you to sit. Then you⦠did that thing where your head flops and you were out.ā
You cover your face. āShit. Iām so sorryāā
He grabs your wrist. Tugs you back down.
āShut up. It was nice.ā
Thenā
āā¦But if you steal the covers again, I'm kicking you off.ā
You peek up at him. Ignore the deflection.
āNice?ā
He shrugs, eyes already shutting again. āDidnāt think Iād like having someone stay.ā
A pause.
āTurns out I do. If itās you.ā
You may never recover from Soft-Kidd hours.
BECKMAN
You wake to silence. Soft light. A blanket tucked around your shoulders.
You stretch. Blink. Turn your headā
And see him.
Beckman. Fully dressed. Reading beside you in bed like itās the most natural thing in the world.
You jolt. āOh my godā!ā
He glances over. Smiles. āMorning.ā
āBeck, I didnāt mean toāā
āYou did,ā he says. Calm. āYou came in half-asleep, mumbled āgoodnight,ā curled up on top of the covers, and passed out.ā
You cover your face. āIām so dumb.ā
He chuckles. Reaches out. Lowers your hands.
āNo, youāre not.ā
His eyes are soft. Too soft. āIt was nice having you here.ā
You blink. āReally?ā
He nods. āYouāre cute when you sleep. Snore a little. Dream a lot.ā
You groan. He laughs.
Then saysācasual, but loaded:
āYou can stay tonight too, yāknow. No pressure. Just⦠if you want.ā
You absolutely want.
DOFLAMINGO
The first thing you feel is silk.
Too soft. Too warm. Too not your bed.
You blink. The light is soft. The room unfamiliar in that expensive, intimidating kind of way.
And thenā
A low chuckle.
āFinally awake, mi amor?ā
You sit upāblinking, confusedā
And freeze.
Wait, youāre in his bed.
DOFFYāS.
āHOLY SHITāā
Heās lounging beside you, shirtless, sunglasses off, grin in full smug bloom.
āYou came in last night looking like a sleepy kitten,ā he purrs. āSaid something about forgetting to say goodnight, then faceplanted onto my bed and refused to leave.ā
You cover your face. He pries your hands away and leans in.
āOh, no. Donāt play that card now, sweetheart. Not with what you did last night.ā
āMe?ā
āYou. First person to greet the morning in my bed without having screamed my name all night long. Iām in grief. Agony, even.ā
You glare at him. Cheeks pink. āPerv.ā
He laughs. But it sounds warm. Full.
Happy, even.
āWhat can I say? You bring out the worst in me.ā
But as he kisses your neck and pulls you closer...
You think it might be the best.
LUCCI
You wake to stillness. A quiet room. Clean sheets. Soft light.
And a heavy weight draped over your waist.
You blink.
Then slowly look over.
Lucci. Asleep. Close.
Hella close.
You are in his bed. Next to him.
Oh.
He stirs like he senses something. Eyes open. Sharp.
But the second they land on you, they soften. Just a little.
āYouāre awake.ā
You sit up fast. āLucci, uh, Iāwhy am Iāā
āYou came to say goodnight. Then fell asleep mid-sentence.ā
āH-Here? And you let me?!ā
He sits up, slow. Unbothered. Bare chest. Sheets low on his hips.
āYou were cute.ā
You freeze. ā...What?ā
He meets your eyes. No hesitation.
āYou were warm. And quiet. I liked it.ā
Then addsālike it means nothing.
āYou should do it again.ā
You blink. āStay?ā
He nods. āEvery night, if you want.ā
You might have stopped breathing.
He definitely noticed.
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summary: you're a member of the cross guild. one night, in search of a quiet place to fall apart, you slip into the gardenāonly to end up in the arms of a certain swordsman... however, despite the way your heart aches for him, you refuse to fall in love with dracule mihawk. you know it could never work. you're venus, and he's mars. you were never meant to be what the other needs.
...right? tag list: mihawk/you, slow burn, mutual pining, soft angst, made from mihawk brainrot, cosmic metaphors, enemies to lovers (kinda) chapter list:
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
chapter five
chapter six
chapter seven
chapter eight
chapter nine (end)
Chapter 9: Venus and Mars
Mihawk turns the moment he hears you.
His coat catching the torchlight, his eyes already locked to yours like they never stopped watching the door.
The hallway holds its breath.
And so does he.
He sees the tears instantly. Sees the way your shoulders tense, the way your throat works around words you canāt say. The grief in your silence is louder than any outburst, and it cuts through him like no blade, no opponent, no duel heās ever known.
But he doesnāt move.
He just lets you speak.
Lets you give him that single, broken word:
āGoodnight.ā
And when you turnāshoulders curling inward, fingers trembling as you reach to close the doorā
He catches it.
His hand, warm and steady, presses gently to the wood. Not to force it open.
But to hold it still.
āI wonāt come in,ā he says softly, voice barely more than breath above your ear. āNot unless you ask.ā
A pause.
Thenā
āBut if you need meā¦ā
His voice falters, just for a second.
āIf you want meāsay it.ā
A breath.
āLet me in, Y/N.ā
The smallest sound slips from you in reply.
Not a word.
Barely a plea.
Just a sob.
And it guts him.
He watches you. Shoulders hunched, back trembling, hands shielding your face from his view.
And for a moment masquerading as an eternity, Mihawk doesnāt move.
Because thisāyouāis sacred.
And heās never been one to trespass where he isnāt wanted.
Gently, wordlessly, he steps forward. Not past the door. Not past your defenses.
Just close enough.
You feel the warmth of him at your back. Pressing, ever so slightly, against you.
And when his voice finally comes, itās the softest itās ever been.
āā¦I never wanted to hurt you.ā
A beat.
āYou donāt have to let me in. Not all the way. Not tonight.ā
Another pause.
āBut let me hold the door.ā
āāY-You didnāt come after me!ā
Your trembling voice ripples through the late silence.
You canāt see it, not with your back turned, not through your tears.
But Mihawk winces.
His hand falls to his side from where it was right behind your nape.
Fingers curling tight, knuckles white.
He doesn't speak right away.
Because thereās no defense.
Not for that.
Not for you.
When he does, his voice is lowāhoarse, like something is finally managing to wound the worldās greatest swordsman.
āI wanted to. I thought about it.ā
A breath.
āBut I thought giving you space was what you needed. That staying back meant respecting you.ā
Another breathāsharper this time.
āI didnāt realize that by not chasing youā¦ā
He swallows hard.
āI was leaving you alone.ā
You turn your face just slightly, eyes still hidden, lips parted as if searching for something to sayābut the only thing left is the hurt.
The absence.
God, you knew itād end up like this. You called it from the start.
Why canāt you be wrong for onceā
āI was afraid,ā he murmurs. āThat if I reached for you⦠Iād lose you anyway.ā
āBut I see nowāI lost you the moment I didnāt.ā
Then, lower:
āForgive me.ā
Your reply comes in the form of another soft sob as you quickly wipe the tears from your eyes with your wrists.
You turn towards him, and fresh tears replace the ones you just wiped.
āS-See? Weāre already hurting each other. I told you. Venus and Mars.ā
A shaky inhale.
āAll that we'll leave each other with is ghosts and scars. We just donāt belong together, Mihawk.ā
A shaky exhale.
āEven if we want to be,ā you whisper as you turn away from him again.
And for the first time in all his calculated, collected lifeā¦
Dracule Mihawk looks shattered.
Defeated, even.
He steps closer after a few silent moments.
Enough for you to feel the warmth of himā
the trembling restraint behind every inch of distance he doesnāt cross.
He doesnāt argue. He canāt.
Because youāre right.
The ache in your voice is already proof. The way your sob breaks in the middle, how your hands hide your face, like admitting the want was more painful than denying it.
But thenā
His voice.
Low. Rough. Barely holding steady.
āā¦Youāre right. We donāt belong in the stars.ā
You blink through your fingers.
He steps forward again.
āWe donāt align in the sky. Donāt spin in harmony. Donāt dance like constellations are supposed to.ā
Heās in front of you now, no longer behind you.
And gently, so gently, his hand reaches upā
Not to pull you in.
But to lift your hand away from your face.
So he can see you.
So you can see him.
Golden eyes full of ruin and restraint.
āBut Iād rather collide with you until thereās nothing left of me,ā he breathes, āthan admit Iād be better off without you.ā
And just like thatā
Mars reaches for Venus.
Your breath hitches.
His fingers brush your cheekābarelyājust enough to wipe a tear that hadnāt yet fallen. The touch is reverent, hesitant, like you might shatter in his hands if heās not careful.
But you already have shattered.
And heās here nowānot as a swordsman, or as a pirate, or even as a planet, but as a man who stayed too far from you when you needed him the closest.
And now?
Heās close.
Your eyes meet hisāwet and vulnerable and full of all the pain you tried to hide.
And his?
They're devastated.
He clears his throat softly, like anything louder might break the fragile thread of courage holding you both together in this moment.
āIāll be frank with you, I donāt know how to do this.ā
A breath. Words you never expected to hear Dracule Mihawk admit.
āI know how to fight. To wait. To watch. But I donāt know how to love, how to chase after something as delicate as a heart, like this.ā
Like yours.
Another breath.
āBut I want to learn. With you.ā
Your lips partātrembling, uncertain. You donāt even realize youāre already shaking your head.
āMihawkā¦ā
He takes your hands.
Gently. Firmly. In his.
āIf weāre both going to get hurt,ā he murmurs, āthen let me be there to stop the bleeding.ā
And thatās it. Thatās all you can take.
He catches you instantly.
No hesitation. No breath missed.
His arms wrap around you with a gentleness that betrays the strength behind themātight enough to hold you together, but soft enough to let you break in his arms.
The duality wielded only by a man, like Dracule Mihawk.
Your face buries into his chest, warm and steady, the scent of him wrapping around you like something familiar, like something you didnāt realize you missed so, so badly until it was gone.
And Mihawkāthe man who never yields, never faltersālowers his head, rests his cheek against your hair, and just holds you.
No words.
No time limits this time, either.
Your fingers clutch at his shirt.
You shake against him.
And stillāhe stays.
One hand gently rubs your back. The other cradles the back of your head. His breath is slow, steady, controlledābut only just. Because heās feeling it too. That trembling swell in his chest. That quiet terror of getting it wrong. That aching relief that you let him back in.
Minutes pass.
Maybe hours, all the same.
But in his arms, the noise fades.
The ache dulls.
The distance disappears.
And when your sobs soften into breaths, when your grip loosens but doesnāt let goā
Mihawk finally speaks again, lips pressed to your temple.
āIāll stay as long as youāll have me.ā
Sniffle. āOut here in this hallway?ā
You murmur it softly against his chest, your voice still fragile, but touched with that worn spark he knows too well.
Mihawk stills for half a second.
Thenā
The faintest huff of a breath against your hair. Not quite a laugh.
But close.
āAs poetic as it would be,ā he murmurs, āI imagine youād complain about the draft within minutes.ā
You feel him shift, just slightlyāone hand sliding from your back to brush your cheek, coaxing you to lift your face.
His golden eyes meet yoursāquiet, open, and unbelievably close.
āLet me in,ā he says softly. āThis time⦠properly.ā
The door closes behind you both with a gentle click.
Like a breath finally released after being held too long.
You stand there for a moment, hand still on the handle, your back to him, the quiet wrapping around you both like silk.
He doesnāt speak.
Doesnāt move toward you.
He waits for you.
Not because he's unsureā
But because he wants you to set the tone this time.
So when you finally turn aroundāeyes still pink, lips pressed together like you're afraid more truth might spill outāMihawk simply straightens his posture.
Calm. Present. Open.
āI donāt know what to do,ā you whisper.
Your fingers twist in the hem of your nightclothes. āI still feel like running. And staying. All at once.ā
He nods once. A slow, deliberate movement.
Then steps forward.
Not to grab you. Not to hold you again.
But to kneel.
Right in front of you. Silent. Grounded.
Golden eyes lift to yours from below.
His hand grabs yours, his lips brush your knuckles. Like a man kneeling at the altar of something he worships and treasures, both at once.
āThen stand still,ā he murmurs. āAnd Iāll stand with you. Until you donāt want to run anymore.ā
He catches you immediatelyāagaināas you fall to your knees and embrace him.
But this time, you donāt collapse.
You choose him.
Your arms wrap around his neck, desperate and full, and he folds into you like a man whoās been holding himself back for far too long.
He exhales shakily into your shoulder, one hand rising to cradle the back of your head, the other curling protectively around your waist.
Not fierce.
Not forceful.
Violently gentle.
Like heās afraid if he lets go now, youāll vanish again.
You cling tighter. You both do.
Kneeling on the floor of your room, holding each other like youāve survived somethingāand maybe you have.
Mihawkās voice is low. Threadbare.
āDonāt run from me again.ā
You shake your head against him. A silent promise.
He pulls back just enough to look at you.
Hair tousled. Eyes rimmed red.
And stillāthe most devastating thing heās ever seen.
āBeautiful,ā he whispers.
And this time?
When he leans ināslowly, reverentlyā
You donāt pull away.
Itās soft. Softer than you expected.
Not timidā
but aching.
A kiss born not of heat, but of gravity.
The kind of kiss that says Iāve waited
Iāve ached
Iāve come undone in silence for you.
Your lips meet his like a whispered truthātrembling, slow, desperate in the gentlest way. And Mihawk⦠he breathes in like youāre the air heās been denied for too long. His hand rises to cradle your cheek, thumb brushing away a tear you didnāt know was falling.
He deepens the kissānot to consume,
but to stay.
To tell you, without words:
Iām here.
Iām not leaving.
Not even if you ask me to. Not even if you beg.
Your hands frame his face, fingers sliding into his hair, and when your lips crash into his this time, itās no longer trembling or tentativeā
itās need.
Itās everything unspoken spilling into action.
And Mihawk?
He melts into it.
His hands grip your waistāfirm, reverent, groundingālike he canāt believe youāre real. Like heās afraid youāll vanish if he holds too tight, but terrified youāll slip through his fingers if he doesnāt hold you at all.
He kisses you back like heās making up for every minute lost.
Every step you took away.
Every door you locked.
And now, hereāon the floor, in your room, in a moment that shouldnāt exist but doesā
He lets go.
Not of you.
Of the restraint. The distance. The silence.
And when he pulls backābreathless, golden eyes wide with something that looks far too close to loveāhe whispers, forehead to yours:
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Heās slouched in his office chair. Arms crossed. Head tilted slightly back. Eyes closed.
You step in and pauseāthinking heās asleep.
You hesitate⦠then slowly approach.
Your fingertips brush the tips of his hair back. You hesitateāthen kiss the corner of his jaw.
Soft. Quiet. Barely there.
āThanks for working so hard,ā you whisper. āRest a little, okay?ā
He doesnāt move.
But his heart? Pounding.
Later that day, heāll say nothing during a meeting alongside you and the othersābut heāll stare at you longer than usual. And when you leave the room?
Smiles, just barely. But it's there.
MIHAWK
Heās seated in the courtyard, hat tilted over his eyes, arms crossed.
You step closer, certain heās dozed off in the sun. His breath is even, steady.
You kneel.
Brush a strand of hair off his forehead.
And kiss the top of his head.
Then murmur,
āEven swords need their sheath sometimes.ā
You walk away.
He opens one eye.
Smirks. Whispers to himself:
āAnd sometimes⦠they cut deeper than expected.ā
MARCO
Heās lying on a hammock. One arm slung over his eyes. Bare chest rising slowly.
You smile. Walk over. Pull the blanket over him more securely.
Then lean in and kiss his cheek.
āYou always take care of everyone else⦠Donāt forget you deserve that too.ā
He doesnāt open his eyes.
But when you walk away?
He bites his lip, cheeks pink, and mutters:
āHeh, damn. Sheās gonna kill me at this rateā¦ā
ACE
Heās lying on his stomach on his bed. Just⦠passed out. Completely dead to the world.
You tiptoe over, kneel beside him, and lean in.
You kiss his temple.
āThanks for lighting up the place.ā
He smiles in his sleep. A dumb, happy, full-face grin.
You think itās just a reaction.
But after you leave?
He lifts one eye.
āIām gonna marry her.ā
SHANKS
Heās leaning back in a chair, feet kicked up, red hair over his face.
You approach quietly. Very sure heās out cold from drinking.
You lean in, hands behind your back, and kiss the tip of his nose.
āYouāre cuter when youāre not smirking.ā
You start to walk away.
āAnd youāre bolder when you think Iām asleep.ā
You FREEZE. Turn.
Heās grinning like a sinner.
āYou gonna kiss me properly next time, or do I need to start faking naps daily?ā
LAW
Heās on the couch. Sitting up, head tilted back, breathing soft. Fingers still holding a closed book.
You stop. Gaze soft.
You set a blanket over his lap.
Then hesitate.
Then kiss his forehead.
āYouāre always stronger than you think.ā
As you turn, he exhales.
Not loudly. Not shakily. Justā
Broken.
When youāre gone, he covers his eyes with his hand like that one little kiss hit harder than it ever should have.
āā¦What the hell are you doing to meā¦ā
CORAZON
Heās curled up in the corner of your room's couch. Jacket half-draped over him. Completely still.
You tiptoe close. Smile.
And thenāwithout a wordāyou kiss his cheek.
Soft. Long. Meaningful.
You linger for a second. Brush his hair from his face.
āSleep well, mi amor.ā
You walk out.
He doesnāt open his eyes for a full ten minutes.
Featured characters: *Secondary Set* Ben Beckmann - Reiju Vinsmoke - Thatch - X Drake - Perona - Brook - Jinbe - Viola of Dressrossa - Silvers Rayleigh - Koby - Fujitora Issho (blind admiral) - Madam Shyarly - Kuma - Okiku of Wano - Hongo, Dr. of the Red Hair Pirates x gn reader
Description: Tracing scars and tattoos, overcoming insecurities, vague self consciousness they help you with / fuck out of you~ Thank you for all the interest in parts one and two! I hope my fellow fans of these characters will enjoy content for them.
Rating: 18+
Word count: 2500 / ~160 per character
WARNINGS: | gender neutral reader | all the sex | minor allusions to body image issues, scars, canon trauma | Okiku gender dysphoria | not spoiler free |
//Primary Set// //Villain Set//
Benn Beckman
Always a man of few words, action is his way. Whenever he sees youāre anything less than thriving, heās searching for what you need. If youāre stressed, heāll drag you to bed - or a quiet corner - and make you focus on him between your legs instead. If youāre worried, heāll hold you all night, kissing you slow and making you feel wholly, completely safe. Of course, pleasure is an excellent tool for resetting your mind. If youāre insecure, heāll tell you how it is - that heās proud of you, that he chose you for a reason. Then heāll make love to you until youāre begging him to stop. If youāre displeased with your body, be prepared to be held in front of a mirror until youāre a mess, made to repeat his compliments and praise over and over as your mind breaks. He is pure confidence, knowledgable and in control. His arms are safety, home, healing and quiet happiness - all for you.
Reiju Vinsmoke
Trapped in a tiny kingdom of cruelty, to escape with you - temporarily or permanently - is everything for the poison princess. She likes being in control, and certainly using her mouth. Her therapy is pinning you down and using her tongue on you until youāre shaking and can only repeat her name. If she finds out youāre questioning yourself, especially your body, your instincts to run will activate from her smile alone, and sheāll take it upon herself to ensure youāre never questioning your worth again. But when she breaks down, sheāll finally relent to being taken care of by one of the only people she trusts. To be held, worshipped, cuddled and have her freckles kissed - reminded of kindness and gentleness and hope. Sheāll pay you back with a long night to show you how grateful she is to have found someone who loves her as more than a tool to be used.
Thatch
The friendly cook is eager to show off his new recipes, new ingredients, and things just for you. If his food-pushing love language results in you gaining a bit of weight, you can be sure heāll only be more attracted to you and your curves. Heāll lock you in the kitchen after hours and hold you on the counter while he worships you and makes you forget what you were even stressed about in the first place. His bright smile the next day earns you both enough teasing to make him want to take you again to make you forget anyoneās name but his. When youāre down or tired, heāll bring you pretty plates of dessert to lift your energy. And if thatās not enough, heāll kiss and hold you as long as you need. Heāll pull favours to get the dishes done so he can return to you at night so youāre not lonely in bed. Holding you in his arms and rolling into you slowly, holding your hands and telling you everything he loves about you will fix any of his problems, and hopefully some of yours.
X Drake
The disgraced marine living a secret double life in the most dangerous waters in the world, with a monstrous zoan form and self imposed expectations - he has urgent need to be safe and respected. To be loved fully - for every side and purpose, as a pirate imposter, a spy, a monster, scarred, and cursed with green scales that rise to the surface of his skin when heās stressed or angry - is the healing he needs. To have you rub soothing lotions on his roughed skin and scales, to not be afraid of him, to kiss his scars and accept his softness and fire both. And heāll return every favour with an overwhelming eagerness. Heāll worship your body and be incredulous how you could ever be unhappy with it. Primal instincts to protect, conquer, and possess will drown every thought holding you back as he takes you again and again, in every position you can handle. His love is endless, and so is his stamina.
Perona
She loves to be seen as an untouchable gothic princess, but while she can make people depressed without second thought, she canāt handle excess sadness, being prone to it herself. Frantic, manic loneliness drives her away until you pull her back down to earth. Her pride makes seduction a game and process, reminding her to let go and trust until multilayered clothes come off one piece at a time. Slow touches and kisses rise in heat as she lets the fire be stoked little by little. Soon she whines for your touch in other ways, and urges you to take care of her until any melancholy is forgotten. When youāre the one under rainclouds, her urgent and clumsy efforts often lead to bed, burying her face between your legs, taking the lead for once and rolling against your hips until you have to bodily remove her, trapping her in your arms to make her sleep, very pleased with herself for bringing your spark back.
Brook
He never expected to find love, being as he is. So when you come along, loving him as he is, not as a star but as a musician, bones and bad jokes and all - every bit of love heās longed to give for decades is suddenly yours. He tries to not overwhelm you, but if you can handle it heāll be delighted to hold you and laugh and sing - and beg you to let him experiment more in bed to find how he can give you all the pleasure you deserve. Heās torn between embarrassment and frantic lust in his need to make you feel good and take in every sensation he can feel of your body. Heās so gentle and patient and kind when you confess insecurities or inadequacies, and will offer to make you a cup of tea⦠or to take you to bed and make you forget your troubles. Thereās part of him that always worries youāll say no, change your mind. So when you drag him to bed instead to try a new toy, heāll laugh to hide the fact heās on the brink of tears.
Jinbe
Having a human for a lover makes him a bit nervous. Heās so much bigger and stronger, and even if youāre a fighter, he feels the need to be so gentle. So soft nights in bed, full of intention and love and care are his preference, and it suits his personality anyway. He takes his time figuring out how to handle your body in his big hands, how much prep you need to take him, what makes you arch and moan best. Heās the best at whispering praise and shockingly filthy things in your ear as he holds you to his chest, filling you slow. Not being as familiar with human culture, he might not understand your insecurities, but as a wise and well travelled person, he tries to offer what advice he can. When it comes to your body however, he finds that showing you his approval with his hands is most effective. Nothing feels as safe as falling asleep on his chest, body satiated and heart full.
Viola of Dressrossa
Captive in her own home for so long, haunted by seeing things she doesnāt mean to, a kingdom to rebuild - she survived in daydreams and dancing for years. At last with hope returned and a love by her side, she can start to heal. She is so eager to love, wanting to show you Dressrosan clothes, its romantic language, sensual dances. But nights are still hard, and she begs you to fuck the nightmares out of her head. Long nights of learning each otherās bodies and needs, repressed passion finally having an outlet, amplified by a love thatās finally real. She loves so tenderly when you need her to be soft with you, slowly breaking down every wall, every insecurity. Her hands like to wander, seeking your warmth and curves and edges like a lifeline day or night. Youāll learn Dressrosan poems simply by having her recite them when she makes love to you, unable to convey her joy and love in any other words.
Silvers Rayleigh
He is a man of experience, ready any moment you ask him to give you his touch. Heās tried everything at least twice, so if your need for comfort is frantic, he can match a kink to it like itās his job. And if your need is fragile, heāll show you how all consuming and healing simple positions can be. Heāll whisper in your ear that youāll get through this, that he believes in you, that youāre sexy as hell. People fear his strength, but his kindness is just as formidable, and heās glad to show you its full force. Spoiling you is fun, especially if youāre inclined to want intimacy as part of it. Heāll stay up as late as you want languidly showing you all the ways he can make you cum, his smirk in place the whole time, even as he kisses your forehead. He loves holding you close when itās time to sleep, taking comfort in your warmth and heartbeat steady against his own chest.
Koby
To be a mere human seeking to fight superhuman forces requires that he be the hardest working of them all, and from dawn to dusk he pushes to the limit. But heās eager to please his love and never let you feel ignored, so bringing him to bed is the best way to make him rest and heal. Heās so intent on your pleasure that sometimes he needs to be pinned down and spoiled by force. Long baths with soothing oils and lighthearted conversation always lead to affection and more. He likes practicing observation haki in bed, never feeling more connected to you. It easily makes him emotional, leaving you wrapped tight in his arms with no escape afterwards. And if youāre the one feeling fragile, he wonāt rest until you know how loved you are, kissing and pleasuring you until your strained expression breaks. He is made of passion and hope, and facing the future with you in his bed every morning is the perfect manifestation.
Fujitora Issho
He takes things at his own pace, steady and calm, and sex is no different. He loves nothing more than getting to touch you. As much as he enjoys hearing your voice, itās when he can run his hands all over you that he feels fully connected with you. Alone somewhere with the door locked, getting to take off your clothes, speak against your skin, kissing every inch, heās able to sigh in relief. Heāll hold you to his chest as long as you need when youāre down, stroking your hair and somewhere a bit more intimate at the same time. If youāre self conscious of his roaming touch or how you appear to the rest of the world, heāll assure you that your body is just the housing of your soul, which he finds endlessly beautiful. His size and strength offer safety and comfort that heās happy to provide - your personal soft tiger to cuddle and protect you, heart and body.
Madam Shyarly
She is often worried about her visions, so to be able to live in the present and enjoy herself is a must. As her lover, she relies on you more than anyone. Turning over her body and mind to you to care for is the ultimate gift. Once you learn to navigate her mermaid anatomy, sheās easily made over sensitive to your touch, and desperate to relieve the buildup of tension. Sheās excellent at caring for you in return, calm and practical, but indulgent with her touch and attention. Her devotion is tireless, making you beg her to stop before she finally pulls your exhausted body into her arms to rest from her hands and tongue. Sheāll ask your help in caring for her tail, unable to help letting out occasional moans while you stroke and tend the soft skin. At night, she tends to wrap it around you instinctively, testament to her love and trust.
Kuma
The ultimate gentle giant, the Buccaneer is terrified of causing you harm or trouble. When heās finally convinced that letting himself love you is forgivable, heās sure to tell you that his hesitation has nothing to do with lack of desire. Learning each otherās bodies is slow, intimate, sacred. Heāll watch your face for the slightest hint of discomfort as he learns how much you can take with his hands, his mouth, his length. He insists that you stay on top just to be safe, wrapping you in his big hands to keep you warm and feel supported and comfortable. His praise is gentle and soft spoken, a blush ever present from start to finish. Heāll hold your naked body in his arms as tightly as he dares to tell you how much he loves you, no matter what youāre going through or worrying about. Heās eager to support you, and wants your happiness more than anything. If his touch is something desirable to you, something helpful, heād consider it a gift from the heavens.
Okiku of Wano
The samurai is out of her element when it comes to intimacy. Helping her overcome her dysphoria with slow gentle sex is just the thing. Finding which positions work for which mindsets, worshipping her body and nipples, buying her lingerie to make her feel feminine and beautiful. Romantic nights of glowing lanterns and the backdrop of cricket song, deep kisses and slow grinding and wandering hands. She apologises for being apprehensive, easing into giving you pleasure in different ways until it all feels comfortable and natural. Reminding her that all that matters is enjoying the sensations and love for one another breaks down the walls. Her love is understated and simply romantic, and her support for you is much the same. Honest, simple, and genuine - just like intimacy with her becomes in time.
Hongo
The doctor is always teasing you with ācheckupsā, reminding you to take time and care for yourself. Though heās not bothered by doing the job himself. He likes taking care of you. If you ever express insecurity, heāll hold you close and praise you - your body has let you survive to be with him. Thatās all that matters. If you ask your doctor for help relieving stress, heāll drop anything to help, especially if it means dropping your clothes. Heāll go as fast or as slow as you need, but heās always thorough. His kisses are targeted to your soft spots, his hands massaging your tense points even as he starts rolling into you. Sometimes setting you up on the examination table and kneeling between your legs is just what the doctor ordered~ No matter your preferences, heāll always keep you safe, his eyes wandering your body in lust and protectiveness both every time you walk into the room.
Thank you again for all the interest in my work lately! Iāll take a little break and then start on the next theme you voted on - amnesiac reader x one piece! After that is the popular āinappropriate use of devil fruitā concept~
Featured characters: //Primary Set// Shanks - Ace - Smoker - Law - Vivi - Luffy - Zoro - Nami - Sanji - Usopp - Robin - Franky - Corazon - Marco - Sabo - Aokiji Kuzan x gn reader
Description: Tracing scars and tattoos, overcoming insecurities, vague self consciousness they help you with / fuck out of you~ Luffyās might just fix you. Also this is definitely the best thing Iāve ever made.
Rating: 18+
Word count: 2600 / ~160 per character
WARNINGS: | gender neutral reader | all the sex | minor allusions to body image issues, scars, canon trauma |
//Villain Set// //Secondary Set//
Shanks
With the world in his hands as much as against him, it can be a heavy load. For all that he keeps that easy smile, always looking to encourage you, sometimes he needs it too. Topping him slow and sensually, letting go of the emotional burdens as you spoil him. But this is only after persuading him to not be the one spoiling. He loves nothing more after a long day - good or bad - to strip you in his quarters and roll you around on his bed until the moon is high and all you can think about is him. Whatever your doubts, insecurities, pains, or fears, you have an Emperor of the sea at your side whoās convinced you hang the stars in the sky. And heāll kiss you until you believe him.
Ace
Sunshine incarnate is his typical way of being, but the pain of his past - the world always saying he shouldnāt even exist - it gets to him more often than he lets on. Telling him he deserves to live, that heās the best thing in your life, that heās worthy and wonderful - while heās deep inside you? Yeah, that might fix him. And heās more than happy to return the favour whenever youāre down, infusing you with all of his warmth, in every way. You loved him into loving himself. And heāll be damned if he doesnāt do the same for you. If some of that is showing you how much he loves every part of your body, showing you how proud of you he is while pinning you down and rolling against you, nice and slow? All the better. Kiss his freckles and let him stay buried inside you until he passes out, and youāll both be feeling better by morning.
Smoker
He loves a good rough fuck, no question. But part of caring so damn much is having a soft side that needs attention - needs bandaging and healing as much as his body. Heās gone so long on his missions that if you canāt be beside him, heās half a wreck by the time he gets back. It never used to be that way until he found you - someone strong enough to wait for him. He loves your strength, but he chose you for your softness too. Holding you tight, someplace safe and quiet, letting you trace his scars, kissing any of yours while losing yourselves in slow, deep thrusts. Having you tell him heās perfect, that heās your hero, that you believe in him. He needs it as much as you do. Heāll hold you open and come up with every compliment heās ever thought about you in between making you come in his mouth and his honest tongue.
Law
On top of all his other stresses, he needs you at your best so you can stay by his side. Massages (that you tempt him into making more of), analytically breaking down your insecurities and self doubt while tangled in the sheets together. If youāre down, persuading him that just having his attention lifts you will buy you time with your busy captain. Reluctant as he is to accept being taken care of himself, you can always make him relent. Tracing his tattoos as you lie in bed, helping him relax. And then making him hard. Showing him stress relief thatās slow and lazy, turning everything he does to you back on him. He deserves sloppy kisses, a good massage, and to have his hair played with until he falls asleep. Teaching him to be honest with you and himself, finding the words while keeping him trapped beneath you, buried deep inside you.
Vivi
She needs relief - in every way - from the stress and confinement of her public position. She loves making you feel good in formal wear fit for a desert land, making you more bold in showing a little more skin than usual. And then taking it off in her chambers when you return. For all the privileges she has, the only way she really wants to be spoiled is by you in bed. As her happily ever after, she is more than happy to return the favour in any way you want. If you have scars or stretch marks, or she is feeling insecure about her own, sheāll paint them in gold. Sheāll praise you for your every success, by her side or otherwise, and gladly make it up to you every time she vents. She longs to be in your arms and rock against your body until youāve both come multiple times, lazy and comfortable, safe and loved.
Luffy
He just wants you to be happy, and heāll do whatever it takes - treating you to silliness or tooth rotting sweetness, drowning your sorrows and worries in his sunshine. Heās never really understood insecurity, and heāll do anything to help you overcome yours - especially if it involves your body. Itās your vessel for exploring life, made for adventuring, enjoying good food, and feeling good. Besides, heās going to be King of the Pirates, he wouldnāt keep you around unless you were the best. And you are. And heāll spend hours under the covers, between your legs, in hot springs, or anywhere else proving how perfect you are and making you share his joy in your existence. Heāll wrap you up tight and lazily fuck you for hours if you let him, laughing into your mouth and chest between groans of bliss.
Zoro
He may struggle to really understand your emotions, but he loves you and if you need him, heāll be there. You can teach him how to love softly, hold you the ways you need. Heāll practically bully you into accepting yourself, body and mind. And while his efforts are often clumsy as hell or maybe too exclusively revolving around sex, it comes from his heart. As for taking care of him, reminding him to heal between workouts requires intervention every time, and often dragging him to bed and immediately stripping is the path of least resistance. He loves groping you, whether your body is carefully toned or not. Holding you tightly to his chest while he burns the last of his energy thrusting into you, lingering there while you catch your breath and listen to the ambient sounds of the ship - thereās nothing better.
Nami
She gets overwhelmed with her responsibility as navigator sometimes, not to mention the captainās insane antics. So helping her unwind is crucial. Shopping trips are the first step, burning berri on lingerie and sexy clothes. Sometimes itās for her, and she loves having you take them off of her. And when she buys something for you, she makes you wear in it front of a mirror, praising and seducing you until you give in and fuck her in front of it. Being held in your arms after long stressful days, stroking your hair when your own emotions are strained, luxurious baths with fine oils. She believes in you and trusts you with her life. She wouldnāt bother with someone not worth her time, her trust, her heart, and her body. And youād better not forget it. Though she does make it difficult to, always dragging you to her bunk whenever she needs the comfort of wrapping her legs around you your touch.
Sanji
This man is so sweet and soft and scared he cant be good enough for you. Every time will be comfort sex to him. Especially when you can convince him he doesnāt need to perform, just love and feel and trust. He protects his hands so he can soothe and heal, and loves nothing more than to worship your body - just as much as he worships your heart and mind - so thoroughly youāll never be satisfied with anyone else. All he wants is to get lost in erasing your insecurities and unhappiness, which helps undo his own. He is physically incapable of refusing your requests, especially in bed. Literally anything you do for him is a gift from heaven. Heāll praise you endlessly. Heāll praise anything you wear and thank you on his knees if you let him take it off of you. Heāll cry if you praise him, coming way too fast over and over, making sure you release just as many times no matter what.
Usopp
For all his bluster, heās also scared of not being enough. Heāll tell you stories - some real and some not - while you cuddle. Sex is slow then frantic, experimenting then going back to familiar comfort. Youāre his best friend, his confidant, his rock that grounds him to whatās real. Heās always supportive but honest with his compliments and praise, for once. He worships you - youāre just so damn cool, and hell, itās him youāve chosen. In bed especially, he canāt believe that youāre his - and it makes him crazy. Sometimes you both need a good massage after a hard training session or a fight, and he always wants to turn it into spending more time touching your body. Heāll do anything to make sure that for all his lies, you know his love and devotion arenāt among them.
Robin
Old shadows haunt her sometimes, so she understands if you have shadows of your own. Sheās a perfect sounding board, always willing to listen or help patch up your injuries. Often you notice all the bruises she has from using her power. Sure sheās chosen to live, but she ought to care more for herself. She always drags you to bed and spends the rest of the night telling you how glad she is to be alive, and even more so, glad that youāre alive. From day to day, she loves slow sensual times with you. She reads to you in dead languages while lazily fucking. Always, her hands and tongues bloom until you canāt remember any name but hers. If you get insecure as the lover of the most beautiful woman in the world, she tells you that your appearance is perfect to her in the way that YOU are perfect to her. You, in all your fascinating, endearing, charming imperfections, are hers. And she, in all her renewed hope and passion, is yours.
Franky
Being a cyborg is pretty damn cool, but sometimes he gets to feeling disconnected from his humanity. He loves having you remind him. Heās so gentle and kind and big and loves lazy, senseless laughter with you. Almost as much as he loves lazy sex with you. He conditions you into feeling no shame with your body, using his own absurd confidence to build yours. Heāll hold you so gently as you rant and vent and cry to him, offering off brand advice and unconditional love. His whole body is customisable - including his dick, obviously. He loves slow nights of experimenting with you, having you try new attachments, new toys, pushing your imagination and desires. But he doesnāt mind simple either. Heās a guy - let him suck your nipples and grope your ass for a bit and heās happy. And heās excited to do anything at all that you need. Thereās nothing he loves more than sharing his joy, after all.
Corazon
For someone with such deep seated anger, he is so kind and gentle, and attuned to your mind. He loves so deeply, and loves to make you happy, so whenever youāre in a bad place, heās working overtime to help you out of it. For someone sworn to silence, suddenly heās drowning you in copious compliments about your body and heart and mind. Heās proud of you, he finds you irresistible. Sometimes his efforts are as clumsy as he is, but thereās no doubt the heart behind it. His power is very convenient for when he wants to make you scream. But despite his size and the quiet fire deep down, he knows how to be gentle. It takes some practice, initially urging him that you can handle more. He loves holding you gently in his arms afterwards, his big hands touching anywhere and everywhere to ground himself and show you just how loved and needed and cherished you are.
Marco
The laid back doctor is eager to be kind and heal and protect despite all his loss - and he would love for someone to hold him and offer him the same healing. Let him rest and heal and build anew together. Maybe get a cottage in the valley and treat it like a honeymoon home. Let him get lost in your arms day and night to keep him grounded and remind him what he needs for fight for next - heāll love you into making it his purpose. Whenever you get the tiniest scratch, his warm blue fire fixes you instantly - and if your wounds go deeper, heāll help you heal those too. He refuses to let you think badly of your body, worshipping it until you believe him. His experience lets him learn you easily, every soft spot and even your hidden desires. Heāll hold your gaze until you can hardly stand it, playing with your hair until you fall asleep, never more at home than in each otherās arms.
Aokiji Kuzan
Once an unbeaten Admiral, now lost and unsure, he finds safe harbour with you. He finds himself growing out of a shell he never knew he was in - learning real trust, turning old lies to truth, letting his slow nature start to heal both him and you. Kiss the scars on his neck and tell him that a kinder world is worth fighting for - and suddenly youāre the center of it. If youāre broken too, heāll drop everything to focus that calm intensity on you. Having the chance to lay about in your bed, indulging his laziness is the best therapy. Slow sex morning to night, walking around the house nearly naked. He loves putting his hand up your shirt, quickly leaning into his teasing side with you. Heāll worship you any shape or size, getting worked up over anything you wear. He loves breaking down every insecurity you have - physical or psychological. You are his new world, and heās never been happier to have gotten lost so he could discover it.
Sabo
The eternal rebel would burn down the world to save you. Youāre the only one who can harness his fire, and his anger and grief. If you let his fire burn to ash and hold him, kiss his scars, remind him of happy memories and make new ones - heās yours forever. And he wonāt stop telling you so for hours on end as he worships you in every position. Heāll tell you youāre enough - every single reason why he chose you. Even when his breath nearly eclipses his voice, he wonāt stop until youāre both collapsed on the bed, cuddling each other to sleep. In the frantic, high stakes world of the Revolution, heās torn between loving watching you fuck shit up and being overprotective. Brace for hours of endless spoiling after tough training or dangerous missions. Youāre the best thing in his life and heās not about to lose you for anything - including not being attentive enough.
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Not Withered Yet (+18 MDNI, MarcoĆreader, modern AU, mature romance)
Author's Note:
Happy New Year! I wrote this story about Marco spending Christmas 2025 in a modern AU setting, and translated it from Japanese to English. I imagined what kind of mature, settled romance he might have if he were living in the present day as a man in his forties.
In Japan, Christmas Eve is often dating with partner. Marco and his girlfriend choosing oden (a traditional Japanese hot pot dish) and sake at home instead reflects their preference for quiet, everyday intimacy over elaborate celebrations. This choice reveals much about who they are as a couple.
"I want to eat oden on Christmas Eve."
She said it suddenly as we waited for the light at the crosswalk.
The city in late December was completely overtaken by Christmas. Glittering illuminations, cheerful music, an atmosphere of excitement. Every shop, every corner spared no effort in staging the festivities.
"ā¦Oden?"
"Yes. At your place, Marco-san."
At first I thought it was her way of being considerateāassuming that at my age and with my personality, I'd want to avoid the flashy places. But when I saw how her face softened as she added, "And let's open that sake you got the other day too," that thought quickly retreated. She herself had no interest in that kind of celebration. I hadn't planned anything extravagant, but I'd been thinking of at least making a reservation at a familiar restaurant. Still, if it meant avoiding the year-end crowds, I was honestly grateful. Sitting around a hot pot and sharing drinks suited my temperament far better than formal cuisine.
And so now, there's an earthenware pot sitting on the table.
When I lifted the lid, well-simmered daikon, eggs, and fish cakes lay arranged inside. Steam rose up, warming the air in the room with a soft touch.
"You've been simmering this since the afternoon?"
"Yes. The broth should be nicely absorbed by now."
I'd given her a key earlier in the day. She smiled a little proudly. When I came home from work, the scent of dashi was already drifting from the entryway. My stomach growledācouldn't even wait to take off my coat.
"Delicious."
"I'm glad."
She looked relieved as she took a sip of beer, exhaling a small breath. The fingertips holding the glass were just slightly flushed.
Outside it was raining. A light rain that had been falling since morning tapped against the window. The lights from the apartment building across the street blurred on the wet pavement.
"If it were snow, there'd be a bit more atmosphere."
"Just cold - yoi."
"True enough."
She laughed softly and reached for her chopsticks again. When both our glasses were empty, I stood up and headed to the kitchen. The four-cup bottle I pulled from the fridge was something I'd bought on a business trip last month. Knowing it was a brand she liked, I'd gone out of my way to find the brewery. I heated water in a small pot and submerged the tokkuri in it.
As I watched the white steam rise, my thoughts drifted to a little while ago.
The first time I spoke with her was at the end of summer.
"Marco-san, good work today."
In the entrance of the office building after hours. In the humid twilight, she casually came up beside me. I'd seen her a few times on the same floor, but this was the first time we'd spoken directly.
"You too."
I exchanged a brief nod, intending to part ways there. But she began walking in the same direction as me with a natural gait.
"So you're heading this way too, Marco-san."
"ā¦Yeah."
She started making small talk. About the redevelopment near the station, about a shop that had recently opened. Her tone was polite but not stiff. I nodded along as I listened. More than the content of her words, the timbre of her voice was oddly pleasant. When we reached the ticket gate, she gave a light bow and disappeared toward the opposite platform.
The following week, and the week after that, we ran into each other at the end of the workday. I had a vague sense it wasn't coincidence, but it didn't particularly bother me, so I didn't say anything.
These brief conversations with her provided a nice way to close out the day. My work-weary mind felt just a little lighter. The taut thread loosened, just slightly.
Around the time September arrived, she started bringing up topics about days off too. I only answered what I was asked, but she seemed satisfied with that.
What had been once a week became twice. What had been just parting at the gate became grabbing a quick drink near the station. Before I knew it, I'd been swept along at her pace. But she wasn't pushy, never invaded my space, yet steadily closed the distance. She was skillful. Whether calculated or natural, I couldn't tell. Either way, I didn't resist.
At the time, I was preparing to go independent. It was a plan I'd been working on since spring, and by the end of the fiscal year I'd be leaving the company. I told her about this in early October.
"I see." She looked a bit surprised, but quickly smiled. "I'm rooting for you."
That was all. She didn't press for details, didn't voice any concerns. Only that smile remained in my memory.
One night in November. After passing through the ticket gate as usual, I was about to say goodbye when she stopped me. She looked a little tense.
"Marco-san, would you go out with me?"
Watching her smile shyly, I thought for a moment.
I'd avoided making romantic connections within the company. My position was what it was. After becoming a manager, all the more so. And while buried in work, I'd grown distant from romance itself. When was the last time I'd had someone I could call a girlfriend?
I heard the sound of a train pulling into the platform. Yellow light illuminated the two of us. I looked into her eyes and gave a small nod.
"If you're fine with me."
She let out a breath of relief, then smiled happily.
Two months had passed since then. After work, we'd started eating meals at each other's places. On days off, we'd go out in the car. We even took an overnight trip to a hot spring. She was always calm, never disrupted my rhythm. Despite having only met about six months ago, the relationship felt oddly settled. I even had the illusion we'd been together for years.
The tokkuri warmed through, and I returned to the table.
"Careful, it's hot - yoi."
She cupped the ochoko with both hands, receiving the sake being poured. Taking a sip, her eyes narrowed.
"Delicious."
I poured my own portion and brought it to my lips. The warmth passing down my throat spread gently through my body.
Time passed around the hot pot. She counted the remaining ingredients.
"This'll be plenty for tomorrow morning too."
"Yeah, I'm stuffed already."
I cleared the dishes and carried them to the kitchen. Put a lid on the pot, stacked the plates in the sink. As I washed my hands and looked out the window, the rain was still falling.
When I returned to the living room, she was already sitting on the sofa. A Christmas special was playing on the TV, though she wasn't really watching it. The light from the screen faintly illuminated her profile.
I sat down beside her. We sipped the remaining sake slowly.
My mind was on the work I needed to finish by year's end for the independence. The new office contract, making rounds to clients to say my goodbyes. There was a mountain of things to do. If I let my guard down, the new year would arrive in a flash.
The TV sounds flowed vaguely in the background. My ochoko emptied. When I tilted the tokkuri, nothing came out.
Suddenly, a weight leaned against me from the side. Her head rested on my shoulder. Thinking she'd fallen asleep, I glanced down. But her eyes were open. Those eyes slowly caught mine, and I held my breath without meaning to.
"ā¦Marco-san."
A whispered voice. Her hand came around my neck. Drawn in slowly, our lips touched. Soft. Her breath fell against my cheek. A faint scent of sake. We parted once, then touched again. This time at a slightly different angle. Her lips opened just barely, and the tip of her tongue made contact. I responded. My fingertips that had been holding the ochoko moved to support her chin. When we separated, her eyes looked more moist than usual. The corners drooped, her cheeks faintly flushed. Her breathing was shallow and quick.
"It's okay now, isn't it?"
A tone like she couldn't hold back anymore, yet somehow seeking permission.
Ah, I thought.
What had I been doing?
These past two months, there'd been plenty of opportunities. That night at the hot spring inn. After she'd made dinner at my place on weekends. And yet I hadn't touched her. It wasn't that my desire had dried up. I just didn't feel the urgency I had when I was younger. Didn't feel the need to rush. Plus, the first time with someone required various considerations. It took effortāwhile I was thinking things like that, I'd kept putting it off. She hadn't said anything either, so I'd been taking it easy. I'd gotten completely comfortable with our leisurely pace.
In the end, it was her who couldn't hold out anymore. When I was younger, this never would have happened. I'd apparently become quite lazy.
This time I kissed her first. Her lips parted and her tongue tangled with mine. Body heat gradually transmitted between us. When my hand reached for the buttons of her shirt, the back of the sofa creaked. This had to be cramped. I put my arm around her shoulder to stand up. But she immediately grabbed my wrist.
"Like this."
She said breathlessly.
"Here is fine."
A pleading voice. Different from her usual calm tone, with an urgent edge. I pressed her deeper into the sofa. She reached for my clothes impatiently. But I caught her hands and held them down.
"Slowly."
I whispered low and took my time touching her. Neck, collarbone, shoulder. Her breathing changed. I varied where I touched and how much pressure I applied, gauging her reactions. The tension in her shoulders released, and her body softened.
My fingers traced down her side, feeling the warmth of her skin through the thin fabric. She shivered, her breath catching. I slipped my hand beneath her shirt, palm flat against her stomach, feeling the flutter of her muscles as she tensed. Slowly, I moved upward, tracing the curve of her ribs. When I reached the soft swell of her breast, she let out a small soundāhalf gasp, half sigh.
"Marco-sanā¦"
Her voice was already unraveling. I pushed the fabric up and away, exposing her to the cool air. Her nipples had already hardened, and when I brushed my thumb across one, her back arched off the sofa. I lowered my mouth to her other breast, circling the tip with my tongue before taking it between my lips. She moaned, her fingers digging into my shoulders.
I worked my way down, kissing along the soft plane of her stomach. Her breathing grew more ragged with each touch. When my fingers found the waistband of her skirt, I paused, looking up at her. Her eyes were dark and heavy-lidded, lips parted. She nodded, barely able to speak.
I slid the fabric down her legs, letting it fall to the floor. Then her underwear followed. She tried to close her legs, embarrassed, but I gently pushed them apart. The sight of herāflushed and wet and wantingāsent a surge of heat through me.
"Don'tā¦" she whispered, covering her face with one hand.
But I caught her wrist, pulling it away. "Let me see you."
I kissed the inside of her thigh, then higher. When my mouth found her center, she cried out, her hips jerking involuntarily. I steadied her with my hands, holding her in place as I explored her with my tongue. She tasted faintly of salt and something uniquely her. Every flick, every stroke made her tremble. Her fingers tangled in my hair, not sure whether to pull me closer or push me away.
"I can'tāMarco-san, I can'tā"
But I didn't stop. I varied the pressure, the rhythm, reading her body's responses. When I found the pattern that made her shake the most, I kept at it, relentless. Her thighs clamped around my head, her whole body going taut as a bowstring. Then she shattered, a broken cry escaping her lips as pleasure rolled through her in waves.
I moved back up her body, kissing her deeply. She could taste herself on my lips, and it made her shudder again. Eventually, nothing remained between us. I looked into her eyes. She gave a small nod.
The moment we gently joined, her body trembled. Her eyes that had been looking at me began to swim. Couldn't focus.
"Ahā¦"
A small sound escaped, and she turned her face to the side. One hand tried to cover her face. Not just her cheeks but her ears had turned red. I placed my fingers under her chin and turned her back toward me.
"What's wrong?"
I started to move, slowly at first. She was tight and hot around me, her inner walls gripping me with every thrust. Each time I pushed deeper, her expression changed. She bit her lip, trying to hold back her voice. But her breaths still escapedāsmall, desperate sounds that made my control fray at the edges.
"Don't look."
A thin voice. Nothing like her usual self. The woman who was always composed, calm, never without a smileāshe was falling apart beneath me. Her breasts bounced with each thrust, nipples still peaked and flushed. The sight was intensely provocative. I grasped both her wrists and slowly pushed them above her head, pinning them against the sofa cushion.
"Marco-sanā¦"
She called my name in a pleading voice. But I didn't loosen my grip. Instead, I angled my hips differently, hitting a spot deep inside that made her gasp and arch. I could feel her tightening around me, her body building toward another peak.
"Look at me," I said, my voice rougher than I intended.
Her eyes opened, glassy and unfocused. I watched every microexpression cross her faceāpleasure, embarrassment, desperate need. I picked up the pace, driving into her harder. The wet sounds of our joining filled the room, mingling with her broken moans and my own ragged breathing.
Her legs wrapped around my waist, heels digging into my back as if to pull me impossibly deeper. I released one of her wrists to slip my hand between us, finding the sensitive bundle of nerves and circling it with my thumb. The dual sensation made her keen, her free hand scrabbling at my shoulder.
"I'māI can'tā"
"Let go," I told her.
And she did. Her whole body convulsed, inner muscles clamping down on me so hard I saw stars. The rhythmic pulsing of her orgasm pushed me over the edge. I thrust deep one final time and came with a groan, spilling inside her as pleasure whited out my vision.
Before long the tremors subsided, and the strength left both of us. Ragged breathing filled the room. Coming back to myself, I felt ridiculous. A man past forty, acting like some young punk losing control. But the heat hadn't subsided yet. I lifted her up and carried her to the bedroom. Laid her on the sheets and sealed her lips again. Her surprised expression quickly melted. And once more, I sought her.
This time I had her on her hands and knees, gripping her hips as I entered her from behind. She buried her face in the pillow, muffling her cries as I set a slower, deeper rhythm. I could see everything from this angleāthe curve of her spine, the way her body accepted me, the flush spreading across her back and shoulders. When I reached around to touch her breasts, rolling her nipples between my fingers, she pushed back against me, meeting each thrust.
We found a rhythm together, building slowly. This time there was no rush, no desperate urgency. Just the steady climb, the mounting tension, the way our bodies fit together perfectly. When she came again, it was quieter, a long shuddering breath and a whispered repetition of my name. I followed soon after, collapsing beside her on the bed.
Our breathing settled, and only quiet exhalations could be heard.
She didn't stir anymore in my arms. As I stroked her back where the sweat had cooled, I stared up at the ceiling. The room was quiet. Outside the window, the rain continued falling. Occasionally the sound of a car splashing through a puddle reached us from far away. After a while, she murmured softly.
"What are you doing for the New Year holidays?"
A question floating in the afterglow, asked casually. She was probably tiredāher voice was a little hoarse. I thought for a moment. An old familiar face came to mind.
"Should probably go see the old man soon - yoi."
I said it almost to myself.
"ā¦Your family home?"
"Nah⦠Well, yeah. Something like that."
When I gave a vague answer, she didn't press further and just rested her cheek against my chest again. Then her fingertips began stroking my chest. Slowly, drawing circles.
Last year I hadn't gone back, using work as an excuse. This year I could say I was busy with preparations for independence, and that would be that.
But it slipped out suddenly.
"You wanna come with me?"
After saying it, I surprised myself. She looked up, eyes wide.
"Huh⦠is that okay?"
I thought, I let that slip. But it would be strange to take it back now.
"It's not exactly an interesting place - yoi. Just a bunch of old guys drinking and making noise."
"But still."
She smiled, looking a little uncertain.
"If you're saying I can go, I want to."
I pulled her closer. Her body fit completely within my arms.
The guys my age would definitely tease me about it. Honestly, it'd be a pain. Embarrassing too.
But the old man's faceā
Even when I'd told him I was quitting my stable job to go independent, all he'd said was "Do what you want." No opposition, no approval. But this time, I might actually get to see a good expression from him.
The worry about me still being alone past fortyāeven if he never put it into words, I'd felt it on my skin. So this time, maybe he'd look just a little relieved.
I let out a small breath through my nose, and she looked up at me curiously.
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