Hello! I'm going through a rough time right now and I was just wondering: can I request the ROTTMNT turtles x a S/O who has anxiety, depression and PTSD? How would they take care of a S/O whose depression spells make it hard for them to get out of bed, take care of themselves etc? Bonus if S/O is plus-sized/chubby and insecure about it.
Of Course! I hope you know that things will get better! Iâm gonna have to split this into parts so I can get it out sooner.
Y/n was supposed to have the best vacation ever. No mess, no fuss. But when their friends take âfunâ a bit too far. All of the progress they made goes to ruin. Itâs not being lazy. Itâs relapse.
You hung out with April ďżźand the turtles. They were having a dance off and you two were the judges as for a fair chance. It started off great. They danced and tried to out do the other. Soon the competition ended with Mikey being the winner. While April congratulated Mikey, Leo stepped up to you and whined about his loss.
âI demand a recount! It is I that shouldâve won!â Leo grabbed your shoulders and started shaking your back and forth. It was that moment where you saw something in him that you tried to forget. You froze, pushing him off of you backing up from him. Leo paused his actions to take in account your own. Raph took notice and joined the two of you.
âY/n? Are you ok?â Raph reached out to you went to touch your shoulder but in your moment of panic, you swat his hand away.
âDonât touch me!â You shriek finally getting the otherâs attention. You look at their eyes and saw them as they slowly approached you.
âY/n? We just wanna understand.â Mikey calmly said with a smile. Donnie took a step to you.
âHave you been feeling awful since the start of this? On a scale of one to ten how would you rate it?â Donnie asked, scanning your body trying to figure out what was wrong. Leo reached out to you but the fear and panic in you caused you to run. You ran from the friends that held you dearly. The ones that you kept so many things hidden away from them. When you got back home, your aunt was out at work. You closed the door to your room and slipped into your bed. You covered your head with a pillow. Days had passed since then. You skipped school to avoid April. You havenât gone down to visit the boys and you havenât left bed. The only reason you got out of bed, was because of a gentle taping on the window.
Leo was worried. He cared about you and wanted to know was was going on but you werenât answering calls,texts and havenât visited in a while.
He decided after two weeks passed that heâd come to visit. He looked into your window and noticed that the room was a bit messy.
That in itself wasnât a problem but empty chip bags and Oreo boxes were just on the floor near the bed. How long were you in bed?
He knocked on the window. Tapped it gently to not scare you. You looked up and said to him that the window was open before laying back down.
Leo opened the window and slipped into the window before closing it. Leo looked around and stepped around the garbage. He sat on them end of the bed as you laid unmoved.
âSoâŚdown in the dumps?â His words were light hearted but they only gained a huff from you in response. Leo looked down to you and laid down next to you looking at your tired face. You faced him in silence til you finally broke.
âI didnât mean to yell at you.. but you reminded me of something Iâve wanted to escape and I got scared. I donât want you to hate me. I donât want any of you to hate me.â Tears stained the bed sheets as you moved a strand of hair that got stuck to your forehead. Leo sighed and pulled you closer to him.
âWeâd never hate you. It was only a misunderstanding,Love. Take as much time as you need. Iâll be right here with you.â You leaned on Leo, as he mumbled to you how great you were. It was truly a moment that would be hard to forget for both of you. Leo eventually got up and walked off. He came back with a glass of water and a sandwich.
âDonât even try to say that you arenât hungry. Those snacks arenât giving you anything substance.â You laugh as you take the water and sandwich from him. He watched you finish it the water off and gave you a sly smile.
âDamn. You mustâve been thirsty.â
âHAD TO SAY IT!â The two of you laughed at the joke. To you the atmosphere no longer felt oppressive. It was light and seemed almost warm.
âOne day.â You thought, âOne day, I wonât be afraid anymore. I wonât have such ridiculous worries.â
At first, he didnât understand what set you off. He wanted to know more to ease his mind but he hadnât seen you in days. When one week became two, he decided to do a bit of digital digging to figure it out.
As he dived into the internet and tried to find anything that could relate to your response, he soon found a case file in police records. It wasnât unusual for him to hack in and check police files but your file worried him to his core.
It was a restraining order against someone you talked briefly about before. A previous relationship that went awry and caused you severe emotional distress.
With a heavy heart of worry and guilt, Donnie quickly went to your home. He went to the window and tapped on the glass. When you didnât respond, he pushed up on it. The window to his surprise opened up allowing him to slip in.
âThis place is a mess. You really should own air fresheners.â Donnie pointed out the noticeable lack of cleaning in the room and used his robot arms to pick up the mess. Trash in the can, dirty clothes in the basket and books back on the shelves. When he could finally see the floor again, he sat on the now cleared off chair.
Donnie crossed his legs in the chair and watched as you turned over to look at him. Donnie felt pain in his heart as he looked in your reddened eyes.
âI didnât mean to yell. I just..got so scared and afraid. I know none of you would hurt me but I was too scared. I donât want yâall to hate me for that. Please donât hate me.â Tears kept falling as you felt as if your heart was gonna explode and your throat was going to collapse.
Donnie moved the chair closer to you and pat your head. He wasnât fully comfortable with touching your tear stained face but if it was for you, heâll let it slide.
âNo one is gonna hate you. Nor is anyone going to hurt you. Leo says you may just be lazying around but I think youâre just relapsing. Itâs ok if you step back, just try to press forward. Just know that you arenât alone when this happens.â You sighed as he moved to rub your back.
âDo you need anything?â He asked as he noticed you calming down.
âCan you get me water and a snack?â He frowned and poked your side.
âYouâll get water and a sandwich. You need to mind your health as I from what I can tell youâve lost weight.â You pushed him away grumbling about him mentioning your size.
âIâm too big anyways.â Donnie gasped and pulled your face to his.
âBlasphemy! You were never too big! You dare deny me to love all of you!â Donnie was always in love with your body. He always said that it brought him comfort whenever he wanted to decompress. You were his source of comfort and if you were going to bring yourself down in his presence, think again!
âYouâre my favorite person. Mikey at a close second but youâre always there for me and willing to help me out. Let me be there for you like you are with me.â Donnie let go of your face no longer squeezing your cheeks together, preventing you from talking.
âAlright. Can you get me that sandwich, Dee?â Donnie was more than happy to make the best sandwich in his live just for you. Sure heâs made an amazing sandwich before but he was going to make the best sandwich proven by science and taste buds just for you.
Youâre never alone when you struggle with moments like these. Remember in a world where it seems like no one cares, thereâs always one person that wishes to look out for you!