Decided it’s safe to be beautiful again

Super Rare nostalgia for being a teenager rn. Mostly I wish I could casually text someone who was at the (redacted) skate video premiere I hosted at my house. My neighbors knew my mom was out of town (and hated me) so I encouraged everyone to smoke indoors with all the doors and windows closed. About 20 people spent the night.. I don’t get how we all could always have sleepovers in that era, but we did somehow. None of it was crazy to me at all then, but all of it is crazy to me now. And 3 of my favorite people from that era are angels in heaven now. and I wish I was laying in bed giggling with them like we once were. And the ones who are alive, will our paths cross again? likely if I move unlikely if not

yesterday was successfully keeping 8 valid crashouts at bay. Today is to move that energy out of my field