Decided it’s safe to be beautiful again

Yknow what. I am casually friends with this 40 something year old Aquarius man from New York, who was a super regular at my old job. Last time he saw me he said I’m about to get a lot meaner and more creative. I said “meaner?? Do you mean like, more boundaried or?” He said “Nah, just meaner. 😂” and it’s been marinating for about a month, but I think I am beginning to get it.

the season shifted 2 degrees and it’s feeling like I need to stop eating cold things straight of the fridge and iced drinks as much. I want to sleep in my mom’s bed

I act like I’m okay, but really I need a day adventure with my nieces. I will go on a hunt for Needohs if it means singing in the car with my babies and getting smoothies and hearing about their lives 😭

I need an experience with psilocybin at this point in my life tbh