its hopeless

i dont really knoww wwhats up wwith me lately but im just so terribly frustrated sexually but wwhen i actually can get it i just dont wwant it i dont fuckin knoww

ok nevvermind i wwont be gettin any dick anytime soon

this is the most awwkwward talk ivve had before havvin sex

feferis so wwonderful

i think i need help

i still cant believve he had the fuckin guts to say i killed them cause i had jealousy issues fuck you

vvris mentioned yesterday that i need pills and to be honest im still thinkin about that

im allergic to happiness

im not stuck on an ex i had im not evven attached to anybody i date cause i just cant bring up the emotions anymore its like i use up all of my emotions in just a feww wweeks for them and then i throww them awway

its not ok howw i obsess ovver people start datin them and then break up after a month cause i lost interest

somethin is not ok wwith my head

needless to say my sex life has been sufferin from me bein busy wwith wwork or just plainly bein too exhausted

for the longest time i nevver thought someone wwould evver say somethin like this to me and noww im just sittin here like wwhat someone actually god i dont knoww

UUUUUGH

wwell good job at myself cause noww im imaginin her kissin my dick and its drivvin me nuts

today on thanksgivvin im thankful for cas dick