꒰♡꒱ Love is stronger than Pride

To the person reading this, I hope tonight treats you gently, and that tomorrow looks brighter

I was born to suffer

i be in my own head fighting for my life

ironic how being empty can feel so fucking heavy 

I deserve pain, I deserve this, I asked for this

the idea of being easily forgotten scares me so much.

I self sabotaged a lot more than I should then I get all sad and depressed about having no one

I wish absolutely no one knew me or of my existence. I wish absolutely no one knew me or of my existence. I wish absolutely no one knew me or of my existence. I wish absolutely no one knew me or of my existence. I wish absolutely no one knew me or of my existence. ̵̨͙̮͙̻͇̣̈͗I̶̧̡̮̤͉̟̻̗̳̪͋̔͆̈̃́̽͒͘͝ ̷̧̠̟̗̭̮̹̹̘͔͊̑̏̽̂w̸̷̨̧̢̠̞̳̘̦͛͑̉́͗̇͘i̷̶̧̢̻̭̝̺̼̪̙̓́͐͂͛̀̑̉͑̑͒̈́̕s̶̷̨̛̩̗̖̩͚̗̥͉̠͎̰͚̯͔̍̓̓̇͗͒͊̔͛͒̀h̷̢͓̫̬͚̹͓̲̒͜ͅ ̶͎̓̆͒à̶̶͎͔̞̈́͂̓͒̽͌̽̍̕̚̕̚̚͝ͅb̴̶̛̹̪̙͆̈́̃̓̅͂̄̓͑͛̀̑̉͑̑͒̈́̕s̶̸̨̢̛̛̩̗̖̩͚̗̦͇̍̓̓̇͗͒͊̔͛͆̽̆̎̑o̶̷̧̡̫͉̲͔͓͈̗͔̳̞̭̩̬̩̘͛̃̈́̀̈́̄̓̓l̴̴̟̟̖̹͎͚̯̠̼̯͓̉͂̉̉̾̅͑̂́̌͂̓́͝ͅų̶̸̡̠̼͉̣͙͖̙̟͉̃̋̔͌̐͂̏͗͂̓͗͋̽͒͌͆̽̚̕͝ẗ̶̸̡̢̡͇̱̼̺̝͙̼̬͙͓̺̬̘̬́̆̐̓͘͜͜͝e̴̷̢̟̗̣̝̮͚̭͈̗͔̳̞̭̩̬̩̘̊̒͊̾̓̈́̀̈́̄̓̓͝l̴̶̟̟̖̹͎͚̲̉͂̉̉̾̅͑̂̍̈̽̈̇͒̽̚̚ͅẏ̶̨̫̘̗̏̑̏́ͅ ̵͇̙̰̳̦̣͇̆̌͗͋̆̆͂͆̓͒n̷̸̢̢̛̰̩̠̦̦͇͒̈͒̑̀̑͆̽̆̎̑̕o̶̧̡̫͉̲͔͓͛̃ ̸̢̛̦͇͆̽̆̎̑o̶̵̧̡̫͉̲͔͓͇̙̰̳̦̣͇͛̃̆̌͗͋̆̆͂͆̓͒n̷̸̢̰̩̠̦͙̼̬͙͓̺̬̘̬͒̈͒̑̀̑̓̕͘͜͝e̴̢̟̗̣̝̮͚̭̊̒͊̾̓͝ ̵̧̛͇͕̳͗̉̿̇̆͐k̸̵̡̛̖͇̙̱̮͇̙̰̳̦̣͇̑̇̈́̅̀̆̌͗͋̆̆͂͆̓͒̕͘͜n̷̸̢̰̩̠̦͙̼̬͙͓̺̬̘̬͒̈͒̑̀̑̓̕͘͜͝e̴̷̢̧̟̗̣̝̮͚̭̠̟̗̭̮̹̹̘͔̊̒͊̾̓͊̑̏̽̂͝w̸̨̧̠͛͑̉͘ ̴͕͉̹̬̻͗̎̐̋̽̚͜͜m̶̸̻̖̼̫̟͙̼̬͙͓̺̬̘̬͛̓͘͜͝e̴̢̟̗̣̝̮͚̭̊̒͊̾̓͝ ̸̢̛̦͇͆̽̆̎̑o̶̴̧̡̫͉̲͔͓̞̣̦͉͛̃̅̈r̶̖͍͍̮̹̥̅̒́̃̐ ̸̢̛̦͇͆̽̆̎̑o̶̷̧̡̨̫͉̲͔͓̻͛̃́̓͒͌͠f̸̜͈͕̩̈́͛ ̴͕͉̹̬̻͗̎̐̋̽̚͜͜m̶̶̻̖̼̫̟̲͛̍̈̽̈̇͒̽̚̚ẏ̶̨̫̘̗̏̑̏́ͅ ̸͙̼̬͙͓̺̬̘̬̓͘͜͝e̴̸̢̨̟̗̣̝̮͚̭̼͈̞̘͓̤̊̒͊̾̓̈́͝x̵̷̢͖͓̖̻̻̞̳̘̦́͗̇͝i̷̶̧̢̻̭̝̺̼̪̙̓́͐͂͛̀̑̉͑̑͒̈́̕s̶̸̨̡̛̩̗̖̩͚̗͖̙̟͉̍̓̓̇͗͒͊̔͛̓͗͋̽͒͌͆̽̚̕ẗ̶̸̡̢̡͇̱̼̺̝͙̼̬͙͓̺̬̘̬́̆̐̓͘͜͜͝e̴̵̢̟̗̣̝̮͚̭͇̙̰̳̦̣͇̊̒͊̾̓̆̌͗͋̆̆͂͆̓͒͝n̷̵̢̨̰̩̠̦̟̟̱̹͕̜̟͇̗͒̈͒̑̀̑́̈͗̕c̵̸̨̛͓̭̯͍͍͙͈͙̼̬͙͓̺̬̘̬̏̈́̋̊̓̚͘͜͝e̴̢̟̗̣̝̮͚̭̊̒͊̾̓͝. 彡I wish absolutely no one knew me or of my existence. ̵̨͙̮͙̻͇̣̈͗I̶̧̡̮̤͉̟̻̗̳̪͋̔͆̈̃́̽͒͘͝ ̷̧̠̟̗̭̮̹̹̘͔͊̑̏̽̂w̸̷̨̧̢̠̞̳̘̦͛͑̉́͗̇͘i̷̶̧̢̻̭̝̺̼̪̙̓́͐͂͛̀̑̉͑̑͒̈́̕s̶̷̨̛̩̗̖̩͚̗̥͉̠͎̰͚̯͔̍̓̓̇͗͒͊̔͛͒̀h̷̢͓̫̬͚̹͓̲̒͜ͅ absolutely no one knew me or of my existence

I forgot how it feels to be alive.

i'm damaged as fuck but i'll never hurt anyone the same way i've been hurt